MrConfidence
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- Aug 22, 2006
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It's my junior year in High School, and I'm still pretty much in the same position as I was freshman year. The point is, is that I still can't get confidence. I'm still very self-conscious, and I just can't seem to get confidence. No matter how much I try to convince myself that I'm the greatest guy ever, I still worry "What's he/she thinking about me?". Something I definitely want to improve is my confidence, I want to become that guy who really doesn't give a sh*t what random people think of him, and I also want to become the guy that doesn't feel like he needs others approval. You know, even though I do 2 activities after school, there always seems to be something missing from my life, and that's a social life. As you guys may know, even though I'm in 2 after school activities, I have no "true" friends. By "true" friend, I mean someone that I don't have to "act" around, someone that I can be REAL with. The reason I don't have any friends, is that I'm just afraid of going up to people, and starting conversation with them. My biggest fear, is that they're just not going to like me, which is also the reason that I'm afraid to approach woman. I'm afraid that when I try to go up to someone and approach them, they're going to laugh at me, or try and diss me. This fear comes from the fact that I've been picked on a lot. But no, I'm not going to dwell on this, however, I want to know how I can stop caring if people reject me, and once I get over the fear of people in general rejecting me,I'll most likely get over the fear of woman rejecting me. The thing isn't that I'm bad with talking to people, it's just that I'm afraid that I'll get rejected, or the person will try, and tease me. And yeah, those are pretty much the two big fears, that keep me away from being the guy that I want to be.