What's up everybody, being my first post here I thought a progress journal would be the ideal starting point. I have been here since 2002, when I was a sophomore in high school, an AFC to the fullest degree. The posts and journals of Pook, JWhite, Anti-Dump, etc blew my mind back then.. and now 12 years later, although I do quite well with women in general, I'm still finding myself struggling with the concepts in situations. I never stopped reading, occasionally visiting here throughout the years.. but now it's time to be an active part of the community and bring on some real change.
I haven't been focusing on progressing with "game" primarily because I spent 10 years of my life in 2 LTR, the last of which without a doubt matches the typical BPD behaviors many of us have dealt with... she just finished recycling me for the 5th or 6th time (I forget by now), after months of no contact she got her foot in the door, lots of sex and promises, and within 4 days told me it was a mistake and went back to ignoring me and ****ing the dude she originally left me for. I will not let her do this again, I am sure of it (many of you know how tough the cycle can be, you just wonder "what if she means it this time") Before that I was doing really well, I had acquired a few plates (those have since died out), and I was getting better at cold approaches. I have many more worthwhile goals in my life than the "pursuit of pu$$y" anyway, so I am better without the distraction.. but I will still master this area of my life if its the last thing I do.
So I've accepted that once again, I'm at square one. Now I have a place to write my experiences and get feedback from other like minded people working to better themselves in the same ways. Much more to come, thanks for reading.
I haven't been focusing on progressing with "game" primarily because I spent 10 years of my life in 2 LTR, the last of which without a doubt matches the typical BPD behaviors many of us have dealt with... she just finished recycling me for the 5th or 6th time (I forget by now), after months of no contact she got her foot in the door, lots of sex and promises, and within 4 days told me it was a mistake and went back to ignoring me and ****ing the dude she originally left me for. I will not let her do this again, I am sure of it (many of you know how tough the cycle can be, you just wonder "what if she means it this time") Before that I was doing really well, I had acquired a few plates (those have since died out), and I was getting better at cold approaches. I have many more worthwhile goals in my life than the "pursuit of pu$$y" anyway, so I am better without the distraction.. but I will still master this area of my life if its the last thing I do.
So I've accepted that once again, I'm at square one. Now I have a place to write my experiences and get feedback from other like minded people working to better themselves in the same ways. Much more to come, thanks for reading.
