Originally posted by Rollo Tomassi
The problem isn't with her, it's with you. You complain about you game being off, it sure as hell wont get any better by putting the handcuffs of this girl back on........ what if I told you I cheated on her with a dishrag hor last night?
Um, nu uh. I don't have a problem I'll get my game back up. Also read where I said she cheated in our bad times, it was in the first month we were dating and barely talked which is still bad because she was MY girl and I don't allow that- but also I don't have no kid or no marriage.
why dont you feel that same righteous anger towards her for cheating on you? Is it because you've become so accustomed to it and you've lost your own self-respect?......... She has no desire or respect for you and there is nothing you will be able to say or do to regain it. You will never have what you think you want with this psycho. Not after all you've described - the only thing you have to look forward to is more of the same.
Hell naw, I've made her feel like a nothing and I never lose my own self respect. She doesn't even speak in a raised tone or talk about anything unless I ask her to. The only thing I respect that you've said is that I will never get what I want. She's gone, done, did the deed and it's over- I won't reclaim her.
What do yall think about driving to her apartment out of town just to get laid while telling her lets just see how things work out?
I'm unemotionally attached, dating other women, and she has no way of driving to see me... but it's just that I haven't gotten laid in two weeks yo. Don't get me wrong I'm working and dating two very attractive women. I've got some kind of thing happening right now where easy women don't appeal to me and my ex is 1. fun to be around and 2. we have incredible sex.
I know I can control myself and don't think u can call ME an afc. I'm thinking of setting my Friday night aside for sex and having the rest of my week doing other things.
The important thing is that my ass isn't making her my girlfriend or wasting any time or love. I already decided that. It was painful, but she's out of my heart.