TinyFzzyKiwi's test of will:revised

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

My Self Improvement Pact

Day 1 starts tomorow, though I'll be doing some of the things today. Stupid forum made me change all my codes to vb instead of html, sigh, had it all edited and everything, oh well. If anyone has suggestions on places to look for jobs that could help me, please share. I have a feel people I can ask, but the more info the better. I guess that's it for now, See you all on the other side.

*Pending*

1. No Masterbation/ Porn-Pending
Objective-Increase Will Power, and all the other benifits of this.
2. At least 6 hours of sleep every day-Pending
Objective- just a good habit to have, cut down on tiredness-
3. All homework before turning on the computer-Pending
Objective- Keep grades up, help to avoid procrastination (exception = homework requiring computer)
4. No more than 1 hour a day of computer games during week, 2 per day on the weekend-Pending
Objective- Find other hobbies away from the computer, etc. (exception = halo 2 parties and the like at friends house)
5. Weekly workout routine (At least 3 days a week)-Pending
Objective- Get stronger, faster, better looking
a. Pushups-Pending
one rep of each: 30 20 10
b. Situps/crunches-Pending
3-5 sets of 20
c. Weight lifting with hand free weights (dumbells?)-Pending
I'll figure out exact numbers once I start, that way I can get an idea of how much I can do and how much is pushing myself alittle.(barbell looking things) (I'm gona have to look up a few online, unless someone can suggest some)
d. Agility Ladder- Pending
(agility ladder is basically a ladder that you move your feet through in differant patterns to increase your speed, jumping ability, etc.)
6. Daily Workout routine:
objective-prepare for soccer, increase cardiovascular ability
a. Running-Pending
1+ miles, or 10 minutes jump rope (sister tells me 10 mins jump rope= 30 mins jogging)
7. Study for tests in advance-Pending
Objective-Keep grades at A/A- average
a. No Cramming
8. Work on homework as soon as it's given, don't procrastinate on projects-Pending
Objective-Procrastinate less/not at all
9. Practice guitar and soccer everyday, possibly basketball and golf as well-Pending
Objective-Increase skill with each.
30 minutes for each.
10. Find a job that will help to better my euntreprenuer skills (I'm wanting to start my own business when I get out of highschool/college) or People skills (Want to get better at talking to people in general)-Pending
11. eye contact/saying hi to at least 10 people everyday, preferably strangers/hot girls-Pending
Objective- Increase confidance

 

[Zaine]

Sounds great, good-luck.

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

Day 1

*Complete*

1. No Masterbation/ Porn-complete
Objective-Increase Will Power, and all the other benifits of this.
2. At least 6 hours of sleep every day-complete
Objective- just a good habit to have, cut down on tiredness
3. All homework before turning on the computer-Complete
Objective- Keep grades up, help to avoid procrastination (exception = homework requiring computer)
4. No more than 1 hour a day of computer games during week, 2 per day on the weekend-complete
Objective- Find other hobbies away from the computer, etc. (exception = halo 2 parties and the like at friends house)
5. Weekly workout routine (At least 3 days a week)-complete
Objective- Get stronger, faster, better looking
a. Pushups-complete
one rep of each: 30 20 10
b. Situps/crunches-complete
3-5 sets of 20
c. Agility Ladder- complete
(agility ladder is basically a ladder that you move your feet through in differant patterns to increase your speed, jumping ability, etc.)
6. Daily Workout routine:
objective-prepare for soccer, increase cardiovascular ability
a. Running-complete
1+ miles, or 10 minutes jump rope (sister tells me 10 mins jump rope= 30 mins jogging)
7. Study for tests in advance-complete
Objective-Keep grades at A/A- average
a. No Cramming
8. Work on homework as soon as it's given, don't procrastinate on projects-complete
Objective-Procrastinate less/not at all
9. Practice guitar and soccer everyday, possibly basketball and golf as well-failed
Objective-Increase skill with each.
30 minutes for each.
10. Find a job that will help to better my euntreprenuer skills (I'm wanting to start my own business when I get out of highschool/college) or People skills (Want to get better at talking to people in general)-Failed
11. eye contact/saying hi to at least 10 people everyday, preferably strangers/hot girls-failed
Objective- Increase confidance

Comments on the day: overall not to bad, didn't do anything to further my goal of finding a job to better my people skills or entrueprenial skills(sp?). All I did was mention it to a friend of mine. Had snow and I was busy all day, so I wasn't able to get soccer in, but I did get the guitar. I've figured out that eye contact is alot harder to get than I thought. It seems like almost know one will look at you, or is that just me?

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

Day 2

Complete

1. No Masterbation/ Porn-complete
2. At least 6 hours of sleep every day-complete
3. All homework before turning on the computer-complete
4. No more than 1 hour a day of computer games during week, 2 per day on the weekend-complete
(exception = halo 2 parties and the like at friends house)
5. Weekly workout routine (At least 3 days a week)-complete
6. Daily Workout routine:complete
7. Study for tests in advance-
8. Work on homework as soon as it's given, don't procrastinate on projects-complete
9. Find a job that will help to better my euntreprenuer skills (I'm wanting to start my own business when I get out of highschool/college) or People skills (Want to get better at talking to people in general)-failed
10. eye contact/saying hi to at least 10 people everyday, preferably strangers/hot girls-failed

So far so good, took off the practicing sports and guitar, realized that that is something that I should really be trying to enjoy, not just to practice. So I took it off.

Did actually discuss jobs with my business educationt eacher today, so that's one step towards that goal. Put more effort into eye contact, but only got 3-4 I think. Amazing how many highschoolers are off in their own little worlds.

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

Day 3

F*** F*** F***

WHY THE HELL CAN'T I ACCOMPLISH THIS?

Sorry bout that, just had to vent. Anywya, I think I have the same problem as AFK, thinking that if I screw up, I'll get another chance. Well I won't!!!! time to go 30 days, evaluation at the end, will I pass, or will I fail?

It starts NOW: February 11th, 2005 at 4:31 pm. No masturbation for a month. Period. I will accomplish this, If I don't...There are no second chances in life.
I must not fail!

Ok so:
-no masturbation/porn
-no procrastination and I must study for tests in advance.
-EC whenever I'm around people.
-workout routine, just do it.

This is my vow, I shall not fail.

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

Day 1

To lazy to post the individual goals right now, but complete

 

[TonyTheTigerOI]

Masterbating is good for you. Who drempt up this fallacy that if you beat off you will be bad with women? IF YOU ARE GOING THRU PUBERTY YOU WANT TO BEAT OFF EVERY DAY!!! It preps your body to mature into a a ver ysexual creature with a high rate of testosterone production.

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

Originally posted by TonyTheTigerOI
Masterbating is good for you. Who drempt up this fallacy that if you beat off you will be bad with women? IF YOU ARE GOING THRU PUBERTY YOU WANT TO BEAT OFF EVERY DAY!!! It preps your body to mature into a a ver ysexual creature with a high rate of testosterone production.

Any evidance of this, or opinion?

besides, it's only 1 month.

 

[TonyTheTigerOI]

Sure. If you get in a fight every week during puberty then by the time you are finished your body will have deposited way more calcium in your bones, and that trend will generally continue throughout life.

Why would sex be any different? I started beating off before puberty - and I continued all thru puberty - and now my 2ndary sex characteristics (facial hair, deep voice, muscles) are equivilant to that of a man 4-7 years older than me.

Puberty is the bodies time to fortify itself against the enviornment so that it can survive without the protection of the parents. What you do during that time influences what you will fortify yourself against. Genes play a HUGE role... but like most things, you do exercise a small ammount of control.

This information is derived from a few specials i have seen on human development on TV, from direct facts I have learned in anatomy (a 200 level collge class), and inferences I have drawn by simply observing and interacting with people.

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

thanks for the info m8

Day 2

Complete

 

[theDancinFish]

Who said that beating off is healthy? Noone said it will kill you or your masculinity if you do it. But just cuz you feel like it doesn NOT MAKE IT RIGHT. It kills your drive to mate, and theres a difference between feeling like beating it and working on getting with that hot little blonde on the other side of the room. Id rather save my wrist the trouble.

By the by, its ok if you fail now and then, its a process. Keep at it and it will become a healthy routine.

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

day3

Complete

cept for the EC and part of my workout.

I must have some major insecurities or something, cus this EC stuff is so hard to accomplish. although when I do try, seems like everyone's off in their own little world.

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

Day 4

*Failed, though about half and half I believe. Just gotta work on getting the exercise part done.*

1. No Masterbation/ Porn-failed
2. At least 6 hours of sleep every day-complete
3. All homework before turning on the computer-complete
4. No more than 1 hour a day of computer games during week, 2 per day on the weekend-passed, I think
(exception = halo 2 parties and the like at friends house)
5. Weekly workout routine (At least 3 days a week)-failed
6. Daily Workout routine:
a. Running-failed
1+ miles, or 10 minutes jump rope (sister tells me 10 mins jump rope= 30 mins jogging)
7. Study for tests in advance-complete
a. No Cramming
8. Work on homework as soon as it's given, don't procrastinate on projects-complete
9. eye contact/saying hi to at least 10 people everyday, preferably strangers/hot girls-failed Only ec'd and smiled one hot girl today, forgot about the rest of the day. But hey, I didn't even think about trying to do it, I just did.

I'm feelin really good right now, when walking out of the grocery store, made some very good eye contact with this girl I sorta know. Forgot her name while I was doing it so I didn't end up saying hi. But still, it was pretty nice I thought. Wasn't a whole lot else I could do considering my grandpa was right behind me and all.

Failed the masturbation part cus I woke at 3 in the morning and couldn't fall back asleep.

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

Day 5

*Pending*

1. No Masterbation/ Porn-complete
2. At least 6 hours of sleep every day-complete
3. All homework before turning on the computer-complete
4. No more than 1 hour a day of computer games during week, 2 per day on the weekend-complete
(exception = halo 2 parties and the like at friends house)
5. Weekly workout routine (At least 3 days a week)-Pending
6. Daily Workout routine:
a. Running-failed, only walked my dog alittle today
1+ miles, or 10 minutes jump rope (sister tells me 10 mins jump rope= 30 mins jogging)
7. Study for tests in advance-complete
a. No Cramming
8. Work on homework as soon as it's given, don't procrastinate on projects-complete
9. eye contact/saying hi to at least 10 people everyday, preferably strangers/hot girls-failed, just gotta keep working on this. At school tomorow, gona get 10 right when I walk in the door, Here we go!

Oh wow, just watched this movie clip of this 9 year old kid playing soccer and kicking ass, better than every dam player I know. Just makes me want to get outside and practice/play.

 

[souporman]

Try starting with a few less things, then progress to your original plan when you feel you're ready. It seems like your having a little bit of trouble with some of those.

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

Originally posted by souporman
Try starting with a few less things, then progress to your original plan when you feel you're ready. It seems like your having a little bit of trouble with some of those.

Yes, I was thinking about doing something like that. Anyway, day 8

1.Masterbation/porn-complete
2. No procrastination-(including test studying)complete
3.running-complete (Had an indoor soccer game)
4.EC- did really good on this today, think I had 8, but possibly 10, cus I wasn't paying attention to my count, so- complete

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

day 9, I think

failed

1. no masturbation/porn- failed
2.No procrastination- complete
3.running-failed
4.EC-failed

Well then, didn't do so well today.
Didn't really go out anywhere today, so no EC. rained all day, so no running. Seems like the slow days are when I fail.

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

day 10- failed

1. no masturbation/porn- failed
2.No procrastination- complete
3.running-failed
4.EC- went to mall, but didn't ever work on ec, sigh.

Oh well, at least I got plans tomorow to keep me busy.

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

day 11

complete, playing stuff outside is good exercise, lol. I don't even think about working on ec, gona have to do better at that.

Day 12,
complete
ec, damit....
also, I think I need to get back on the ball about posting my goals, make it easier to read/understand. Oh well, hmm...

 

[TinyFzzyKiwi]

day 13

*failed*

1. No Masterbation/ Porn-complete
2. At least 6 hours of sleep every day-complete
3. All homework before turning on the computer-complete
4. No more than 1 hour a day of computer games during week, 2 per day on the weekend-complete
I might have to take this off because I have to play with my clan a little every week, though 1 hour a day is probably more than enough. I'll see
5. Weekly workout routine (At least 3 days a week)-failed
6. Daily Workout routine:
a. Running-failed
7. Study for tests in advance-complete/COLOR]
a. No Cramming
8. Work on homework as soon as it's given, don't procrastinate on projects-complete
9. eye contact/saying hi to at least 10 people everyday, preferably strangers/hot girls-failed

well it seems I have to main weak points right now, just getting that exercise done, and working on eye contact.