Its sort of a calm. Emotionless. I don't care anymore. I don't need to impress. My target is my career. I just want to get more money and live a good life with things money can buy. All about money now. As for women i don't care no more. I don't need game, i don't care what i say, what i don't say. I say what i want to say when i want to say, I don't care if its DJish, arrogant, ****y or afc. I don't care about my gf no more... If she wants to stick around she will, if not than i don't want to be with a person who doesn't want to be with me. this is my **** test. **** it, the way she behaves the way i treat her, she got to earn me. She gonna focus on herself leave me out, i'm out. I need a women who focus on me. No pain. Maybe i'm selfish, i can't help it.