JohnElDonJuan
Don Juan
This post was meant to be a pm for Pook but since his PM box is full(Im not surprised) I will share this with the whole board instead
Whatsup Pook,
Im learning alittle more about life since the last time I have posted you. I think im finally learning what it is to be a DJ, I have learned so far an AFC *never* qualifies a woman to suit his needs because he try to make himself qualified for her disregarding himself and his own needs in short he loses himself. I was an AFC but now I understand to be a DJ is to honestly embrace and express yourself with full confidence and assurance in yourself. When I am able to do that qualifying woman should be a natural part of me but im not there yet I am on the brink of understanding and due to my lack of self which came from being an AFC my whole life and I dont know where to start. I noticed this is a problem in all the interaction I have with people. I understand why no respectable woman could ever love an AFC because he simply doesnt exist to the woman or to himself.
In your journey to being a dj how did you find yourself because the more I try to think of who I am the concept of self seems to flee my mind.[