The Third Eye: Virgin Beta to Alpha Man

[the third eye]

This thread is going to serve as a self-improvement journal to track my progress toward being a real man. I feel like living on a tourist island, being a pretty good looking guy (7.5 imo) and being in good physical shape, that i should be pulling girls all day long. i am not, and have not my entire life and i am fed up with it. IT ENDS NOW!

Some of you may remember the thread i posted recently about the stripper i had staying at my house for a few days while my mom was out of town. I had her sleeping in my bed for 3 nights in a row and never ****ed her. She sucked my alpha friend (who lives across the street) like 4 times within those couple of days. This is what made me realize that with my current skills, i am completely powerless over women, much like every other aspect of my life. I basically do everything wrong with women that it is possible to do, in part because of the ****ed up relationship my parents stuck with for my entire childhood. never had an alpha role model, always wondered why girls didnt like me blah blah blah (i can elaborate more if someone asks but im sure you guys know exactly word for word what i would be going on about)

so tonight i actually made initiative to do something rather than reading about it on sosuave. my confidence and self-esteem are pretty low so i needed to go somewhere where i knew i could have a good handle on things. i figured i would go to this teen club that someone handed me a flyer for while i was at the beach earlier that day. i spent about an hour before hand reading some tips on sosuave and basically just getting in that frame of mind.

i went by myself and arrived just before 8pm and walked in to ONLY see a set of 4 or 5 hb4-7s on one side and 3 creepy black guys on the opposite side of the club. i definitely had the fun/sexual aura on lock at this point so i was definitely feeling good and ready for some fun.

i noticed nobody was dancing so i opened the 4 set
i dont remember exactly what i said but i guess i had the swag on lock because i got the perfect reaction where the hb5 was just so astonished by my charisma that she responded with "who are you?" with that look of awe like if she didnt know me, she needed to. i have never had such a positive reaction from a female so i this was a great confidence boost. i was basically high on life at this point so i walked straight into the womens bathroom without noticing. this caused two girls to accidentally walk into the mens bathrooms right after (they said that i really looked like i knew where i was going so they assumed that they were going into the right place as well (theres something good in that) :crackup: i played it off really well and made a joke about it to the few sets that were there at that point and they were all cracking up (with me instead of at me at this point) i was opening every single set of girls that walked into the club and i definitely got rejected a couple times because my opener was awkward, i stuttered or i didnt have my body language in check etc, but surprisingly i was the one that got everybody dancing. my success rate for sets was definitely over 60%, maybe even more. i danced with practically every girl i found attractive which included about 2 hb8-9s (one was grinding on my dck for like 30 mins, i was rock solid and she knew it too lol) and like 10 hb5-7s. there was only like 30-40 people there so i really could not have done any better. i had one girl even try to steal me from this hb9 i was with (lol like i would do that) and many times i was the only guy dancing with sets of multiple girls at the same time. i was literally in control of the club for the first hour or so. as a side note: most of these girls are tourists and in high school so i found it really effective when i told them i was a local and in college.

i felt my confidence fleeting after about an hour and a half when alot more people were showing up so i decided that was a good time to leave. overall very successful for me, and i definitely brought out a side of myself that i have not seen in years if not my entire life (i cant even remember the last time things went this well for me) i didnt number close anybody because my mom cut off my cellphone service after i got arrested earlier this week but im going to go back in a few days and get some # closes.

let me know what you guys think. i believe this is a great first real step for
if you guys could only see how awkward and quiet i normally am you would not believe one ****ing word that i have just relayed. i see a bright future ahead:cheer:

 

[LearningSlowly]

Next time you go out, the opening is good, but when you find an interested target:

ISOLATE.

It all comes down to that one word, can't close without it.

 

[the third eye]

Next time you go out, the opening is good, but when you find an interested target:

ISOLATE.

It all comes down to that one word, can't close without it.

I feel you, most of those girls would not stop clinging to their friends so i would just be the one to get one in the set grinding on me with the others just standing around dancing. im not sure if youre talking about # closing or makeout closing but i didnt see anyone making out there and the club is pretty small besides the VIP section (hey i didnt think of this i may have to isolate to there next time) its just really tough for me to do these things without alcohol in my system. im really trying not to smoke or drink though because of recent legal trouble so i have to learn to compensate with my personality and stuff now.

thank you for the advice though

 

[TonyBaloney]

Third eye - why did you think think of that name?

Is it an inherent belief that we all have a mysterious third eye of conciousness? Or are you referring to the eye of the Dix head?????

You seem like a very smart guy, and if the third eye of your subciousness can use this experience from now on as your template for seduction, then you are a made man.

Always keep that third eye alookin out - then when you find "the one" keep that third eye open too.

Good luck bro - I await with interest more entrys in your journal.......

 

[the third eye]

Third eye - why did you think think of that name?

Is it an inherent belief that we all have a mysterious third eye of conciousness? Or are you referring to the eye of the Dix head?????

You seem like a very smart guy, and if the third eye of your subciousness can use this experience from now on as your template for seduction, then you are a made man.

Always keep that third eye alookin out - then when you find "the one" keep that third eye open too.

Good luck bro - I await with interest more entrys in your journal.......

i thought of the name because it is the title of a song i really like in particular by my favorite band, TOOL. I dont necessarily believe in an actual third eye but i have had some odd experiences that i believe to be possibly related to it.

for instance: ill be sitting in my room, i will focus very quickly on everything that i can see, and close my eyes immediately after. then, i place alot of tension in the muscles of my forehead as if youre sort of scrunching them together, and i place all of my mental focus onto what i saw before and then after a minute or two of intense focus i will slip into a dreamlike state where i can see my room and everything in it with my eyes closed in perfect clarity, and i can control things such as what i see on the tv etc. its really ****ing weird but i just thought i would give that bit of insight since you seemed so interested!

anyways, i went to the beach today and hungout with a bunch of people that i dont normally chill with but are kind of loosely knit into my social circle, and i was pretty much AFC'ing it although one pretty sexy girl noticed my birthmark on my chest, thinking it was a hickey and commented on how we had matching hickeys :crackup: i handled that like a chump because i have serious issues in how i receive and process sexual information cosidering the fact im a virgin not one of my friends knows it. on a weird side note i have noticed alot more respect from people since they heard about me getting arrested recently (or is it just interest?) anyways, overall i just have not been in a good mindset today. i hate how i have these times where im super motivated and then all of the sudden i just lose it, due to my self-defeating personality.

also the one and only girl to ever break my heart keeps playing these mind games with me and i cant quite figure her out. i got kicked out fo school sophomore year (2 yrs ago) for drinking at school and she was the only person there for me the whole time, i basically had noone else and was practically in love with her. i couldnt commit and was too hesitant to make her my girlfriend (plus she cared too much about what other people thought of me.) one night she tells me she loves me and next thing i know she goes NC for 2 months and i find out she started dating and went to prom with some other dude. ive tried blocking her from my life but it seems like she always finds ways back in it. like i moved an hour away from where we used to live and she moves to the area. i ended up asking her to my prom because i didnt have a date and she was telling me how her date dumped her. prom night comes. she WILL NOT dance, we get back to my friends house, she tries sleeping on the opposite side of the bed from me at the end of the night (i dont get laid obv) she ends up dating one of my good buddies months later (they broke up recently) i basically like her but at the same time hate her if that makes sense. ive recently started being a **** to her because she likes to play mind games with me and i am done with these from girls. i really have no idea what this girl is about although i know she has serious daddy issues. idk i dont even like talking about this but since it takes up a decent amount of my attention i figured it would be good to post in my journal. ive tried applying some DJ tactics to this girl but it just doesnt work. i feel like i have tried everything in the book and also tried not doing anything, but something just keeps bringing me back to her. she is really different from most other girls. defintiely a unique one, but that doesnt mean shes good for me :box:

if it helps to generalize her i could best descibe her as: hipster, christian, daddy issues, social anxiety (i almost dont believe it because she seems alot more social than me) runs through boyfriends. nothing ever works. i was her emotional tampon for quite some time idk wat else to elaborate on at this point but yeah thats that

please someone kick my ass i need help on this one haha :kick:

 

[ezio]

Nice!! its good to see you making progress. failing with the stripper was what you need to kick start your journey

 

[nightcrawler]

stop trying to be alpha..

aren't you like 18 anyway?:crackup:

 

[the third eye]

stop trying to be alpha..

aren't you like 18 anyway?:crackup:

Lol what does that have to do with anything? I'm young so I should wait until I'm an actual 40 year old virgin to do something about it? I've noticed you have some decent posts sometimes but it mostly seems to be just you projecting your helplessness and negativity onto others on the board. You're known as the alpha beta around these parts (aka the dude who goes around ragging on alphas on the internet although he secretly wants to be one himself[akaka why youre here on these boards mr 25 year old virgin])

*third eye deactivated*

 

[nightcrawler]

Lol what does that have to do with anything? I'm young so I should wait until I'm an actual 40 year old virgin to do something about it? I've noticed you have some decent posts sometimes but it mostly seems to be just you projecting your helplessness and negativity onto others on the board. You're known as the alpha beta around these parts (aka the dude who goes around ragging on alphas on the internet although he secretly wants to be one himself[akaka why youre here on these boards mr 25 year old virgin])

*third eye deactivated*

Lol...

I love all the hate I get on here...but at the same token I get tons of love as well.

alright mr 18 year old....do what u think it's best. Go be a big man!!!!

btw the third eye is real..and only a few select of us..the gifted ones, have it

 

[carnivale2052]

Nightcrawler is probably one of the only guys on here actually getting laid. Listen to him.

Stop trying to be "alpha." You either are or you aren't. A website isn't going to teach you how to be one.

You think James Dean would need a site like this?

 

[the third eye]

Nightcrawler is probably one of the only guys on here actually getting laid. Listen to him.

Stop trying to be "alpha." You either are or you aren't. A website isn't going to teach you how to be one.

You think James Dean would need a site like this?

im not actually trying to be alpha. get out of here with that. im already too smart to be a natural alpha. if i have to explicitly state that im doing this journal to gain confidence, become comfortable in my own skin and get laid then there it is. but im keeping the title because it looks way more epic than what i just said. so get out of here if you guys dont have some form of advice. im not looking at the alpha as some sort of ****ing idol and i dont have time to argue semantics with you guys. :crackup:

anyways i felt disrespected that nightcrawler came in here and told me not to do what i was doing, made an unrelated comment about my age, then ended his post with no susbtance or useful information so thats why i called him out. no hard feelings, its done now.

anyways, no progress today really. i went to class this morning and talked to my counselor after. i may stop seeing him because i dont really ever get any substance from it and both of the counselors i have seen seem to do nothing for me except make me cry and become sad the rest of the day from what feels like nothing more than an emotional tug and pull mixed with pep talk. so continuing from there i went to the beach and tried to fly my power kite, only to end up taking 2 hours untangling my lines, not finishing because of all the time it was taking, decided to skimboard, and then lost my keys in the ocean since my dumbass left them in my unzipped pocket. didnt talk to any women today. was going to go to the teen club but i am just not feeling right. i might actually go to sleep and i dont remember the last time i went to sleep before 10 lol

 

[nightcrawler]

im not actually trying to be alpha. get out of here with that. im already too smart to be a natural alpha. if i have to explicitly state that im doing this journal to gain confidence, become comfortable in my own skin and get laid then there it is. but im keeping the title because it looks way more epic than what i just said. so get out of here if you guys dont have some form of advice. im not looking at the alpha as some sort of ****ing idol and i dont have time to argue semantics with you guys. :crackup:

anyways i felt disrespected that nightcrawler came in here and told me not to do what i was doing, made an unrelated comment about my age, then ended his post with no susbtance or useful information so thats why i called him out. no hard feelings, its done now.

anyways, no progress today really. i went to class this morning and talked to my counselor after. i may stop seeing him because i dont really ever get any substance from it and both of the counselors i have seen seem to do nothing for me except make me cry and become sad the rest of the day from what feels like nothing more than an emotional tug and pull mixed with pep talk. so continuing from there i went to the beach and tried to fly my power kite, only to end up taking 2 hours untangling my lines, not finishing because of all the time it was taking, decided to skimboard, and then lost my keys in the ocean since my dumbass left them in my unzipped pocket. didnt talk to any women today. was going to go to the teen club but i am just not feeling right. i might actually go to sleep and i dont remember the last time i went to sleep before 10 lol

you're only 18 dude

you'll have plenty of time to act like a "real man" when you're 40

the girls around your age...the 16-21 crowd...they're just young too.

don't forget that.

lets say that you try to be "alpha" around a well around, 25-30 year old woman. What then?

that's the thing about being young...not only do you feel like you know it all but you want to know it all.

guess what...the type of wisdom you seek comes only with age.

man i bet you if you hadn't read all this alpha this alpha that bs and just been yourself you would've gotten laid by that stripper.

just do your thing and stop getting so wrapped up in the technicalities of it all...**** I wish I could be 18 all over again

 

[the third eye]

you're only 18 dude

you'll have plenty of time to act like a "real man" when you're 40

the girls your age...they're just 18 too.

lets say that you try to be "alpha" around a well around, 25 year old woman. What then?

just do your thing and stop getting so wrapped up in the technicalities of it all

please leave man.... i dont care for anything you have to say at this point.

 

[nightcrawler]

please leave man.... i dont care for anything you have to say at this point.

just tryin to help

if you find all what you've read so far to be of good use to you then by all means debuke what i have to say and do your thing.

edited the post above...god you reply fast!

 

[the third eye]

im old enough to do anything i want, but too young to know i shouldnt.

 

[nightcrawler]

im old enough to do anything i want, but too young to know i shouldnt.

you're just a child bro.

this website is the product of lost youth....the people that began walking before crawling. The people that when they were 18, instead of making mistake after mistake, they decided to seek a magic formula that would get them get girls.

don't be afraid of failiure...the more you fail the more experience you get, and the more experience you get, the more wisdom you gain.

it was only after i started doing the total opposite of what this site advocates that i started getting girls.

and remember..wisdom comes with age...and you're only 18....make all the mistakes you possibly can and learn from them.

I'll be honest btw..everything this site is and advocates..is 100% true...but also 100% false...and that's what people aren't seeing.

 

[the third eye]

okay.

 

[the third eye]

New goal. Not masturbating until I get laid

 

[the third eye]

okay well i went about 2 weeks without masturbating but then gave in lol. ive recently started trying with POF again so i changed my bio to this.
"Look, im a virgin. I never really thought much of it but i guess i assumed i wouldve lost it by now. At this point i'm just looking for the right girl to train me I have a nice body and alot of unmoulded potential, so if you want to take advantage of me, ill be right over here...
hey and if youre awesome enough, we'll see where it goes from there."

i also uploaded a semi-shirtless picture of me that perfectly accentuates my physique and i got a few unsolicited replies from some of the better looking women on there in under a day, while in the past months ive been on there never had one girl initiate. one of the top 5 hottest in my area hb9 even messaged me and she wants to meet up. theres a catch though... shes only interested in bi men and she wants to use a strapon on me. i dont really care though, im gonna try and meet up with her. it seems very easy she showed a high interest level and is too sexy to pass up.

 

[TillTheEndOfTime]

okay well i went about 2 weeks without masturbating but then gave in lol. ive recently started trying with POF again so i changed my bio to this.
"Look, im a virgin. I never really thought much of it but i guess i assumed i wouldve lost it by now. At this point i'm just looking for the right girl to train me I have a nice body and alot of unmoulded potential, so if you want to take advantage of me, ill be right over here...
hey and if youre awesome enough, we'll see where it goes from there."

i also uploaded a semi-shirtless picture of me that perfectly accentuates my physique and i got a few unsolicited replies from some of the better looking women on there in under a day, while in the past months ive been on there never had one girl initiate. one of the top 5 hottest in my area hb9 even messaged me and she wants to meet up. theres a catch though... shes only interested in bi men and she wants to use a strapon on me. i dont really care though, im gonna try and meet up with her. it seems very easy she showed a high interest level and is too sexy to pass up.

bend over and let her think you're letting her try the strap-on. Then suddenly spin around and grab her and start pounding!