A few years ago, I got involved with my ex psycho cluster b1tch. She soon got pregnant from another man -- and lied and said I was the father. After some months of having raw mouth sewage vomited onto me, I left. But I got soft and went back to see her after she had the kid. Turns out the kid couldn't possibly have been mine. We get back together, and the remainder of the relationship is an unending cycle of break up and make up.
There was a lot of really disgusting drama concerning other men. Short version: no money and no daddy duty from any other man. I was the guy who slept in the mom's bed more, so I became the kid's father figure.
Both the nasty cvnt and her bastard spawn were disposable to me. The last several months of the relationship, I was sleepwalking through life, unable to care about anything. Just completely detached from reality and wanting the days to pass.
However, the experience turned out to be very useful for me. I now think of her as a starter wife and the kid as starter family. Combined with what I learned from this site and the rest of the manosphere, I can put it to practical use in my efforts to reproduce.
Yet I have the nagging feeling that the next woman might turn on me regardless how much I screen. I want to have children, but I want to keep as many options open as possible so I don't get screwed over. What do you recommend?
Almost forgot. I'm willing to string along several women at a time, keep families in cities distant from one another, etc., whatever it takes to be able to walk from one bad situation without losing five or ten years of my life getting another family going again. I don't have enough years left to do that.
