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Master Don Juan
Lately I've been making things seem bigger then they really are. I almost got into a fight yesterdayyy and I've been killing myself ever since because I got intimidated by the kid. I HATE this feeling. I know people who get into alot of fights and afterwards act normal like it was no big deal. Yesterday this kid had me ****tin in my pants, i knew i couldve got a few hits and i would glady fight kids bigger then him but the fearless image intimidated me.
I know this aint the right place to post this but this does have something to do with girls. I get the same feeling by girls sometimes, I want to approach them and then it becomes too late and I end up killing myself inside. Since the fight yesterday I've been avoidiing friends and i havent gone out. My boys just went to the movies and I decided I didnt want to. Another thing is now in school everyones gonna call me a pu**y.
What im trying to say is, i could definitely use any tips anyone has about past experiences or what i should do.
Also how can I learn to be easier on myself? is it a good thing that I'm hard on myself like this? I havent hit the gym in almost 3 weeks and because of what happened yesterday I hit the gym first thing this morning.
I really dont know what this feeling inside me is, it cant just be fear. IT IS TAKING CONTROL OVER ME. Never in my life would i have thought that i would just stand there all shook up when it came to a fight. 2 years ago was th last time i got into a fight, and back then i would fight and i wasnt afraid.
Once again i know this aint the right place to post this but i tried posting this up in the highschool forum and noone really replied. This is eating me up too much inside, if you guys need to know the rest of the story then please go to the highschool forum and read my post. I WOULD REALLLY APPRECIATE ANY REPLYS.
I know this aint the right place to post this but this does have something to do with girls. I get the same feeling by girls sometimes, I want to approach them and then it becomes too late and I end up killing myself inside. Since the fight yesterday I've been avoidiing friends and i havent gone out. My boys just went to the movies and I decided I didnt want to. Another thing is now in school everyones gonna call me a pu**y.
What im trying to say is, i could definitely use any tips anyone has about past experiences or what i should do.
Also how can I learn to be easier on myself? is it a good thing that I'm hard on myself like this? I havent hit the gym in almost 3 weeks and because of what happened yesterday I hit the gym first thing this morning.
I really dont know what this feeling inside me is, it cant just be fear. IT IS TAKING CONTROL OVER ME. Never in my life would i have thought that i would just stand there all shook up when it came to a fight. 2 years ago was th last time i got into a fight, and back then i would fight and i wasnt afraid.
Once again i know this aint the right place to post this but i tried posting this up in the highschool forum and noone really replied. This is eating me up too much inside, if you guys need to know the rest of the story then please go to the highschool forum and read my post. I WOULD REALLLY APPRECIATE ANY REPLYS.