The Antichrist_Star
Master Don Juan
- Joined
- Sep 9, 2002
- Messages
- 1,068
- Reaction score
- 3
- Age
- 39
First... business that must be attended to. The new face of the Bible was to arrive some time ago, but a combination of a number of factors has hindered the appearance of it thus far. I already have a name in place, and a special guest (to be announced) who will provide the introduction. Now, this is where the assistance of everyone will be much appreciated. While, I already have a decent amount of links readily available for this new Bible, I would like to see what you guys may like to be in the Bible. So... if there is any links that you believe are worth mentioning, then by all means... leave them here.
The Matrix: Reloaded
With that out of the way, it has been quite sometime since I have actively been a member of this site that has given me so much. In the shadows, I have watched my garden of Eden filled with experiences, and ideas abound turn into a trashcan... largely complied of insipid questions (no offense to those who ask them) and the lost of passion. The last time I was involved in any major activity in this place, I spoke like a deer caught in those proverbial headlights. I was a broken man... I had allowed myself to be hurt and was. Couple that with so many other things that was occurring in my life at the same time... I was watching everything that I had worked so hard for crumble in front of me.
Heartless bastards believed that I was crying for help, which could not be any further from the truth. I wanted to share my pain with the hopes that people coming into their own, struggling to find their way (usually called newbies) could understand that they are not alone in their journey... that everyone goes through times when they want to hang it up, when it appears as if failure will be their only option. That situation is long behind me now, and honestly... I am a better man on so many levels for having experienced it. Thank you to all of those who who told me that it gets better and to keep going. A fuck you (as well as a thank you) to those heartless bastards... it is people like you that remind me that everything that I do really is worth it.
With all of that in mind, the time for rebuilding begins now. I have been in the place for a number of years now and every down has usually been counteracted with an up... that time is now.
The Long, Hard Road Out of Hell...
The Matrix: Reloaded
With that out of the way, it has been quite sometime since I have actively been a member of this site that has given me so much. In the shadows, I have watched my garden of Eden filled with experiences, and ideas abound turn into a trashcan... largely complied of insipid questions (no offense to those who ask them) and the lost of passion. The last time I was involved in any major activity in this place, I spoke like a deer caught in those proverbial headlights. I was a broken man... I had allowed myself to be hurt and was. Couple that with so many other things that was occurring in my life at the same time... I was watching everything that I had worked so hard for crumble in front of me.
Heartless bastards believed that I was crying for help, which could not be any further from the truth. I wanted to share my pain with the hopes that people coming into their own, struggling to find their way (usually called newbies) could understand that they are not alone in their journey... that everyone goes through times when they want to hang it up, when it appears as if failure will be their only option. That situation is long behind me now, and honestly... I am a better man on so many levels for having experienced it. Thank you to all of those who who told me that it gets better and to keep going. A fuck you (as well as a thank you) to those heartless bastards... it is people like you that remind me that everything that I do really is worth it.
With all of that in mind, the time for rebuilding begins now. I have been in the place for a number of years now and every down has usually been counteracted with an up... that time is now.
The Long, Hard Road Out of Hell...