When you finally realize that all her words are false, they are meaningless waves in an ocean of terror that can sweep you away and crumble your castle of sand if you let them. But when you finally grow tired of drowning and losing your home. You say f*ck it - so you build yourself a small boat, then a small trench to protect sh*tty self. Then a submarine and a wall but soon you see those are just temporary pieces of sh*t. So you decide, that you will build yourself into a fvcking machine. First being, total control over yourself, and then working your way outward planning your design for total domination of this false world.. What is the f*ck is the ocean or weather? When you CONTROL HAARP. What is the f*ck is female when you have designed MKULTRA, F*ck this b*tch is what that is. F*ck these waves. I sit on my throne of self worth and make a POINT that I WILL destroy your piece of sh*t EARTH if you don't BOW to me, for MY quest is no longer in just "you" the FEMALE. It is in EVERYTHING. All that I please and all that I WILL, until my flesh and bones come apart and flow into the ether, only to be FREE once again.
Yes, Im sure many of you have had the epiphany of finding your soul-mate, and then the enlightenment stage begins when that veil falls. It hurts and goes against all your world views, but in the end it is a very free-ing experience. For my quest has begun long ago, but finally the streak of lighting has rung the bells of some terrible epiphany deep within me.
Yes, Im sure many of you have had the epiphany of finding your soul-mate, and then the enlightenment stage begins when that veil falls. It hurts and goes against all your world views, but in the end it is a very free-ing experience. For my quest has begun long ago, but finally the streak of lighting has rung the bells of some terrible epiphany deep within me.
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- and epiphany actually didn't come from heartbreak or any relationship, it came from starting dating and seeing the truth in how woman hold no value to there words. I had a lot of sexual experience young, so I have a natural gift of when I get any woman alone, I pretty much can have her. I also have had very little interest in woman for a long time, as I don't find a lot of them attractive. So I end up getting chased in 80% of situations. I have only slept with high quality woman, not as many as I would like. But I had a bad habit of becoming a BETA in relationships. So I experimented with Alpha/Beta situations and then trying to see how ****ed up woman can be. So I decided to try different situations and mental tests - Example; not sleeping with women for at-least 2 weeks before knowing them.(Yes I knew it wasn't gonna work). I will admit one small fling definitely got to me and hence the post - I mean man I should of just f*cked them. But knowing that If I did start a relationship or a fling with someone I would grow attached too and fall back into a beta, It would destroy me and I would start over. Hence the reason for experiments and the truth. It has literally turned me into a Dom looking for Sub females overnight.
