The apathetic Don Juan.

[Ziro]

I was addicted to Tribes 2 for two years. It was some freaky sh!t. I'd get out of school and would just play T2 until 11 or 1130 then go to bed. I was *really* good (and still am ). It sucked though... I had just about no social life. I was in clans and stuff and competed ladders, that was some sic sh1t, and fun too. But now, I'm glad it's done. I hate computers cept for the net and email- that's all I'm about now.

I guess some people just hide in their games because in their games they can be something that they're not in real life. It's always fun to be "the best" in a game, so why the hell would anyone give that up for being "the worst" in life? Well, sooner or later, the glass is going to break and they're going to realize just what they're doing. That's when people decide to change and become better people. That's what life is about though: Change and improvement.

whatever -Z

 

[LikRetsam]

Remember me? sD .... DX....?

Greatest t2 player ever....?

 

[Ziro]

Never said I was the greatest =P, I was just really good.

Actually, I knew you Lik, you were in my clan at one point. Which is why I find it so funny that I used to know you in T2 and hadn't talked to you for years, then I saw you on this message board. It was freaky sheiz.

 

[LikRetsam]

Correction, I was talking about myself.

Ziro... old name? ZD?

 

[Ziro]

hmm, Remember "The Klick"? and "L^H" I think they were the first couple clans in T2 you were in. I was just {L^H}ZIRO.
We made our own clan, and that sorta died, so then we split ways. I was sort of sad actually, I thought you were a cool kid.

 

[LikRetsam]

Ah yes... KliK and L^H. I do recall. What have you been up to? LEt's take this to pm or chat.

AIM = LikRtsm

 

[Ronny_Neumonic II]

Yesterday I had a bad day in work. Nothing really went bad but I was pretty nervous around customers etc. I felt so bad and just wanted to call in and say I didn't want the job any more. But today I went in and I was actually OK, and I was 10 times more confident than the day before. I'd say I'll be well on my way to my social goals by the end of this week.

I think I'm seeing the hb8 from the club this Friday(well at least she wants to ) so things are going so fricken sweet.

 

[Ronny_Neumonic II]

Well dealing with customers etc is beginning to come to me almost as second nature. It's really cool too because it's changed the way I deal with people altogether now. I used to be nervous with ANY sort of social interaction but when you're around people all day you just get used to it...it's weird..

Oh and I met up with that hb8 2 nights ago and we spent like nearly the entire night making out. Am heading to a flic with her later today too and her IL is so fricken high...mainly cause I'm always doing stuff and she knows that if I dumped her tomorrow she'd be sad but if she dumped me I'd be like "uh...ok" and I can tell shes not used to feeling like that with guys
She actually dumped her afc bf for me and he practically begged her to get back with him a few days ago...which makes me laugh even though there's a part of me that feels sorry for the kid...

 

[Ronny_Neumonic II]

HA.


I've come running back...again


So anyways about 2/3 weeks after that last post I was getting so bored of work that I had started smoking hash every night again. Flash forward a few weeks later and I'm not even returning txt's to the girl mentioned in the thread. About a week after that I've lost my job because I was getting even shíter. Hadn't imporved since I started smoking... and me and 2 of my mates take mushrooms and I have a nice talk to my mate about what losers we're becoming. It was really funny at the time, but after the mushrooms wore off we were talking about it more seriously.

Since then my mate has started really hitting the gym, got a new college course arranged and go offered a job. Today, I woke up at 3, went downstairs and played counterstrike with a mate, then about 1 hour ago I ate a blogurt. WHAT THE HELL???

Seriously I don't know what's wrong with me. I keep managing to fuk up at some stage. Only difference is that now I'm a bit more adept with talking to people and what not. I've still managed to revert back to the uninteresting waster with nothing to talk about cause he's always wasted. I spose, at least my mate making an effort means I was always seeing some sort of inspiration, but now I'm really starting to get sick of all the kid stuff. Trying to be a man is hard...