Went out last night, on my own. Remember I said I was not masturbating? Well I had a wank yesterday before I went out, thinking that maybe having that state of mind would make me act different.
So I went out.... to a pub, started drinking heavily, finally started talking to some girls, at first it was good, but they kept ignoring me. I don't know why, I started talking to a 7.7 and a 9.9 ( although she was a 9.9 I saw her as just "meat" rather than someone I would like to have a "nice" time with Basically Im trying to say she was a (possibly lesbian) *****. . Eventually I over-heard her calling me a "weirdo". (Wouldnt be the first time)
I kept my spirits up though. I was out for a good time. (You have to be when youre as much of a freak as me), I sat down in a seat with some new-Zealandish chicks, and one of them remarked that I was sitting in her friend's seat and her friend had a sore leg. This was funny because her friend looked perfectly ok and was talking to some guy, seemingly oblivious to the argument that was ensuing. Anway, eventually the fat cow told the bouncer and he kicked me out. In a last-ditch attempt to plead my case I said "IM A VIRGIN". Nobody cared.
Out on the street now, I was still confident and horny. I walkied home and me a friend, and we decided to go to another pub (some chick had stood him up so we were kind of on the same wavelength) We went in and I hit the dance floor. I started dancing with some "girl" that looked older than my mother and was uglier than ... a battered old shoe, she started telling me insulting things so I finally pissed off home. I went back, went to bed, now Im up and I don't feel bad! Hell, Its my life Im not gonna live forever! So what if wirls think Im weird, ugly, stupid, beautiful, sexy, handsome, or whatever! Im planning on setting up some dates on the internet next. This stuff is Gold!
Peace
So I went out.... to a pub, started drinking heavily, finally started talking to some girls, at first it was good, but they kept ignoring me. I don't know why, I started talking to a 7.7 and a 9.9 ( although she was a 9.9 I saw her as just "meat" rather than someone I would like to have a "nice" time with Basically Im trying to say she was a (possibly lesbian) *****. . Eventually I over-heard her calling me a "weirdo". (Wouldnt be the first time)
I kept my spirits up though. I was out for a good time. (You have to be when youre as much of a freak as me), I sat down in a seat with some new-Zealandish chicks, and one of them remarked that I was sitting in her friend's seat and her friend had a sore leg. This was funny because her friend looked perfectly ok and was talking to some guy, seemingly oblivious to the argument that was ensuing. Anway, eventually the fat cow told the bouncer and he kicked me out. In a last-ditch attempt to plead my case I said "IM A VIRGIN". Nobody cared.
Out on the street now, I was still confident and horny. I walkied home and me a friend, and we decided to go to another pub (some chick had stood him up so we were kind of on the same wavelength) We went in and I hit the dance floor. I started dancing with some "girl" that looked older than my mother and was uglier than ... a battered old shoe, she started telling me insulting things so I finally pissed off home. I went back, went to bed, now Im up and I don't feel bad! Hell, Its my life Im not gonna live forever! So what if wirls think Im weird, ugly, stupid, beautiful, sexy, handsome, or whatever! Im planning on setting up some dates on the internet next. This stuff is Gold!
Peace
