Suffering from depression and my update...((Read))

S.S.N. 318

Don Juan
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I been doing real good in my life. I been going to a program to get

my mind right in gear (slow thinker and im 5'4 360 lbs. Black Male). And I

be praying for my life to be better and taking

it one day at a time. A ex-friend that stay one street down from me was

calling me wanting to get some money. (I use to drink with him and

another homie and when I quited he started to act funny and shiesty) And

me a my soon to be stepfather saw him when me and him was smoking in

the front yard and I see him comming up walkin to my end and he see me

but didnt speak. Lord was telling me a sign that he is noo good and he like

to talk negative about what I be doing and stuff. But I stay awayz from

that cat. He in the millitary, and callin my house tryin to get him some

money to get him some beer. My family been sayin that that nigga cant

be trusted at all, and they was correct. But its all good thoe. And im glad

that the Saints are going to the Super Bowl, No Doubt.



And another fact:

I have been noticing some actions of people in the program (Rehab) by

the looks on they eye that I sence envy in them due to me got a Kool

Swag and im a Big Man at that. Like these 2 ugly hoes at program be on

that hating **** and I be hearing them whiper to each other that im fat

and ****. I see hate in there eyes. And another on that suppose to be

Christain Man and I see envy in his eyes and be acting fraud. And be

ignoring me sometime when I be talking or grunting when he see me. I

rather let him talk to me first ( I play slick on the real for people like that).

On the kool, he one of them people that want me to worship him (like my

ex friend in the millitary), but this nigga (Teddy Da Supastarr Wodie)

"Dont Suck ****!" on the trilla. People like that are frauds and haters at

that! Its like that in the city of Monroe. People need stop all that plexing

(hate).

Thats whats wrong with people today.


Have anybody got something to say or help me over come playa haterz so I

can be know as a supperstar and a legend. Word Up!
 

lghost

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Your 28 and depressed? You dont like men. Move on from what they did to u. If you can't trust them, then you already won half the battle. What makes you think u can trust a woman instead though? You will be mislead if you give all your "trust" to a woman. Hell, don't trust anyone. What the hell is trust anyway? That shouldnt be in your damn vocabulary. You say u got homies? Lemme guess, you can trust them? Get around some people you cant trust and keep with that until trust is no longer a requirement for u.
 

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5'4 360 lbs.


hell yeah!!!

Get into mixed martial arts or boxing. You can be a star. And I bet you will be able to make heavyweight at 265 within 8-12 months if that is what you want. Or just fight super heavyweight. Fans love to see heavyweights fight, especially the biggest guys.
 
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