Indifference Kills
Don Juan
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This just hit me about 30 minutes ago. Hold onto your seats, because this is so simple, itll smack you in the face like a baseball. My thoughts were just starting to wander to school a bit ago, thinking about what classes I had, homework from them, what i should wear, and then to 'how should i act/who should i be this week.'
Then it hit me. Like a friggen train.
I've been the most successful with women, and life in that matter when I don't worry about how I act. I just act. When I think hard about who I'm gonna try to be, or how I will act to win that beauty over, I ALWAYS fall flat on my face becaaaaause I am being fake. And everyone hates people who are fake.
For the longest while I've been trying to be a don juan, then to just 'be myself' (and when you TRY to do that it drives you mad.) It is impossible to 'be yourself' to trying. Its an oxymoron really.
So when I started to think about how I should act this week, I stoped. I just decided to act, not to think about it. Not to try to be, but just to be. Does that mean I can't improve myself? Hell no. But I can't improve my whole self all at once. When I have tried to change myself all at once, I've become a shapeless blog, some points being incredibly attactive, but overall an unattractive overanalyzing shapeless blog. How can you concretely and lastingly change somthing that is not already concrete and lasting? You get what I'm saying? You can't improve yourself if you dont have a self already. If you are constantly thinking of how you should act or be, you WILL come off as fake and pretty boring (you will spend more time thinking than actually talking, or living for that matter.)
So next time you catch yourself thinking: how am I gonna act around _____ today? Catch yourself, and stop.
Its hard, yea. But the best things are always hard. They are also the things that stay with you the longest. So don't THINK about how you will act. JUST ACT.
Then it hit me. Like a friggen train.
I've been the most successful with women, and life in that matter when I don't worry about how I act. I just act. When I think hard about who I'm gonna try to be, or how I will act to win that beauty over, I ALWAYS fall flat on my face becaaaaause I am being fake. And everyone hates people who are fake.
For the longest while I've been trying to be a don juan, then to just 'be myself' (and when you TRY to do that it drives you mad.) It is impossible to 'be yourself' to trying. Its an oxymoron really.
So when I started to think about how I should act this week, I stoped. I just decided to act, not to think about it. Not to try to be, but just to be. Does that mean I can't improve myself? Hell no. But I can't improve my whole self all at once. When I have tried to change myself all at once, I've become a shapeless blog, some points being incredibly attactive, but overall an unattractive overanalyzing shapeless blog. How can you concretely and lastingly change somthing that is not already concrete and lasting? You get what I'm saying? You can't improve yourself if you dont have a self already. If you are constantly thinking of how you should act or be, you WILL come off as fake and pretty boring (you will spend more time thinking than actually talking, or living for that matter.)
So next time you catch yourself thinking: how am I gonna act around _____ today? Catch yourself, and stop.
Its hard, yea. But the best things are always hard. They are also the things that stay with you the longest. So don't THINK about how you will act. JUST ACT.