hey folks
just wanted to post up something about the way you can feel about any girl you are into. I wrote this ages ago, (couple of months back), but today I realised that I've been over her subconsciously and couldn't care about her. Hope this is interesting for those people who are still hung up on any particular girl.
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you know that feeling when you're really into someone but for some reason, you haven't let them in the know? I knew that it was still too soon to tell if I really liked her, but dammit it seems that it was more likely going to be a yes than a no. It's strange that I'm into someone, yet unsure as to whether I like her. It seems like there is a difference between being into someone, and liking someone.
It also doesn't help that you see them at least once a week. I can do an awesome job at making nothing awkward whenever we meet, but that's more of a facade than anything else. I've realised though that I have a habit of wanting what I can't have (and I know that's a cliche). There's another person that I've decided not to pursue simply on the basis that I know I can get her if I chose to. But, if you show me someone who puts up a challenge and my mind will be on her 24/7.
To be honest, I'm not exactly sure whether I have been rejected or not - I'm basing all of this on second hand knowledge from her friend. But then again, there isn't a reason for me to doubt what the friend says. So after half a semester of talking to this 'crush' I have, it turns out that she's now annoyed that all those conversations I've had with her seems like an ulterior motive - that I'm chatting with her not to be friendly but to hook up. I'm not going to bother arguing about that because I know that it isn't true (besides, I've never been the kind of person to randomly chat up a chick and then hook up within 24 hours).
I told myself a couple of days ago that she's a lost cause, and I really need to move on. But it hasn't been working to well. I'm still thinking about her and like a bad song, it's stuck very deeply in my head. In a way, it annoys me for the way she is acting - not giving me a up-front answer and detouring a message via her best friend, so very childish. Some people just like to play games and if you don't want to get involved, the only way is to walk away. So here it is again, I'm going to build a bridge and get over her, for once and for all.
just wanted to post up something about the way you can feel about any girl you are into. I wrote this ages ago, (couple of months back), but today I realised that I've been over her subconsciously and couldn't care about her. Hope this is interesting for those people who are still hung up on any particular girl.
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you know that feeling when you're really into someone but for some reason, you haven't let them in the know? I knew that it was still too soon to tell if I really liked her, but dammit it seems that it was more likely going to be a yes than a no. It's strange that I'm into someone, yet unsure as to whether I like her. It seems like there is a difference between being into someone, and liking someone.
It also doesn't help that you see them at least once a week. I can do an awesome job at making nothing awkward whenever we meet, but that's more of a facade than anything else. I've realised though that I have a habit of wanting what I can't have (and I know that's a cliche). There's another person that I've decided not to pursue simply on the basis that I know I can get her if I chose to. But, if you show me someone who puts up a challenge and my mind will be on her 24/7.
To be honest, I'm not exactly sure whether I have been rejected or not - I'm basing all of this on second hand knowledge from her friend. But then again, there isn't a reason for me to doubt what the friend says. So after half a semester of talking to this 'crush' I have, it turns out that she's now annoyed that all those conversations I've had with her seems like an ulterior motive - that I'm chatting with her not to be friendly but to hook up. I'm not going to bother arguing about that because I know that it isn't true (besides, I've never been the kind of person to randomly chat up a chick and then hook up within 24 hours).
I told myself a couple of days ago that she's a lost cause, and I really need to move on. But it hasn't been working to well. I'm still thinking about her and like a bad song, it's stuck very deeply in my head. In a way, it annoys me for the way she is acting - not giving me a up-front answer and detouring a message via her best friend, so very childish. Some people just like to play games and if you don't want to get involved, the only way is to walk away. So here it is again, I'm going to build a bridge and get over her, for once and for all.
