So: the right girl

[Dalshtröm]

In the end, tell me. And let's be honest. Wherever it is me or it is everyone.. Lets share our opinions, thoughts and experiences.

So the main point of this thread is: the one girl we should 'stick' around. As far as men as human being us concerned, biologically we are meant to be spreading our seeds to as many woman as possible. Since we don't get pregnant for nine months we don't need to pick the hottest woman; just like women pick the most alpha in their life.

That being said, no matter how loyal and 'great' the girl is I am dating, or even being exclusive with, I end up being bored with her. It is most possible because I know way too much about how the woman mind works. So for me, there is not really the right girl to stick around with.

Unless I game her so much that she becomes psychologically dependent on me, I get bored with her. Propably because of this total abundant mentality. I guess having too many chicks as options affects this very much.

Now for me, casual relationship is very boring, I have been in those for any years. But I get very joyful making her feel totally in love. I can see so much joy arising in the girls eyes when I game her to a point whee she literally is dependent on me. And naturally she she feels a deep happiness arising when she is with me and when it gets to this point, it seems anything I do makes her happy. I have spent some of my best moments in my life like this. Literally just lying in the bed resting, for many hours, time flies. And no, it is not beta. I found myself making woman love my attention even more when she gets to this phrase of love.

But the problem with those relationships are that, she feels very hurt, whenever I have to cancel a time to chill with her, and when it gets more often, she feels very hurt and naturally she will have many stupid rationalazitations: from he does not love me anymore to he hurts me so bad, maybe he is not re one for me. Well, it is I be expected.

My point is simply that the moment I see a woman falling in love with me so deeply, I feel very great joy arising knowing tha I can make someone so happy just hugging the person. Naturally someone who is open to me like that, I can open to this person too and so Ivan love her orally. It is one of the best feelings. It is not of the attachment relationship where the beta is dependent on the girl. Rather on the contrary, the girl is I love with me. And naturally in those case, the other person gets more distance and runs away..

But after understanding game and understanding how the humans mind works, a deep love, a deep compassion arises. Naturally people who realized that they learned game, want to make more and more woman love him. I find myself enjoying the compassion arising in me. And even when some girl goes like crazy over me, I don't call her sick, like many of Regina do here. I enjoy playing with her 'sickness'. There is of course a line of the sickness when she needs a therapy. But if she is completely in love with me, and I find herself club to me, I enjoy the process of making her happy.

And as far as sen is concernef, with this abundant and understanding, I find myself getting sex whenever I want it gets boring. I find myself loving the sex with a girl who is totally in love with me; I can trust her and give her my love totally too. That sex is the best! Always.

So tell me, have you ever found yourself a lasting 'right' girl. And did the honeymoon stage last long? I fin myself enjoying taking the woman on a honeymoons rage as long as possible. And I take her back whenever we fall out of it, consciously. This happens become I am very much interested in woman, or human beings than working, which robots can do better. We as men here love the idea of being ambitious and working. But it is just the idea of getting wine through it. I find myself doing whatever I love always.

For example if a work becomes a work rather than joy to so. I find myself doing something about it or quitting t. I have not 'worked' for over the pat three years. I literally don't feel that I am 'working' for the past three years.

Right now, I am writing so much text, but I don't feel any anxiety at al, because I don't have any work! Any plans.. I don't plan that something must come out of this; that I must accomplish something out of this. Whether it is respect for
Other members or some compliments.. While writing this text I can feel so much joy, from memoirs of the best experiences in my life, from being excited what people is thinking about their life, what is people's ideas, right and wrong, like I said, I enjoy person very much! Much more than works, ambitions, dreams.

Let me hear, I have never liked the idea of marriage because it is a goal for the woman. The woman is the prize. I so ply enjoy taking her on a sexual romantic honeymoon adventure that last as long as we are together. My honeymoon does not end! For the ordinary couples; the couples we see everyday, thy have hat honey moon stage in the beginning but then they end up getting noes of hem self unless one of them is englightened.

 

[Dalshtröm]

Yes. I write from my phone and the auto corrector does wonders! I am too lazy to correct every word that goes wrong because there is many of them. And I. Fact, I find myself liking those auto correctors! It makes the readers wonder what the heck!

Let me clear my point of my post a little bit. Seems like I went on an on very long, I did not even release it. So I simply wanted to hear your experiences; we should learn from others experiences, there is no time to go through all the mistakes yourself. As far as I am co concerned, the honeymoon is the most important in a relationship. I never go to relationship to find the right girl to get married to. I don't like the constitution of marriage, I am not even a chrich person!

From my understanding, every woman is the same. Those who haves the Edith and wrongs according to you, you will find yourself or she finds herself being bored with the relationship. I find the most excitement arising in a relationship where there is conflict, and something to chase for!

Sex has almost dropped out of my life, ever since I became englightened. And I am very young. Sex happens only when I want to. Otherwise I am so relaxed with myself, I do t find myself being horny at all. Every hot girl there is, I find them as human beings when I want to. And hen I want to, I can find even the most fat person attractive; the problem is that they are literally so down in their life that whatever I do, they will project that I don't like them. Just think, if you are in the most depressing time of your life, and someone comes and tries to say something good that you have, you will simply say that it is nonsense. My life is in total depression so how can my life be good?

Do you want to know something? My experiences of Alex with the women who thinks they are perfect, are simply dumb. They are so full of themself, they are not Ben there when you have Alex with them. They are in their ideas of being perfect so they must show that they are not spoiled brats.

I find myself having the best secs with the average-to-hot girls. Those are the people who can fall in love wih me so totally, the sex becomes a sacred experience! The extremes: super hot and super ugly, they are so full of their ideas they can never relate to you. So when they are having Alex wih you, they are in fact having Alex with their ideas. They o ly think of themselves. The differences is not much: the super hot thinks of themselves as a perfect so they cannot spoil themselves, an the ugly ones thinks of themselves too but as person who no one likes so she will rationalize that this guy must be having we with me just to console my depression.

The most humble people, the most beautiful people as a people, not as their ideas are the middle graded. The middle path. They can love you, the extremes can't! Thy are too concerned wih their ideas, with themselves. The middle graders can actually be having Alex wih you. Rather than thinking of themselves they have sex just for the sharing experience. And sharing is sacred. A sacred experience; they are interested in sex as a sacred experiences!

 

[iamnobody]

Olivia, why do you pretend to be a man?

 

[Atom Smasher]

Yes Olivia, why DO you pretend to be a man?

 

[Dalshtröm]

I like being both! Why not. No need to be dependant on anybody, there is great joy, great freedom!

 

[Dalshtröm]

It was a sarcasm. Please don't start to create a big rubbish from this. It will simply disturb everyone again.

 

[Atom Smasher]

Forum rules dictate that a banned member may not be reinstated. What do you think about this? You seem to be very intent on having access to and understanding the rules. The person behind the name "Olivia" was banned.

My rules also dictate that a member may not pretend to be male if female, and vice-versa. What do you think about the dishonesty of pretending to be someone you're not?

 

[Dalshtröm]

The past is the past. Olivia was banned without a warning and that is never right when we are considering banning people. She asked constantly for forum rules, and also she constantly asking whetever what she was criticizing was acceptable here or no. She never said the unnecessary ugly words, on the contrary she was constantly attacked with attention vhoring, cvunt, sick.. And even the moderator hurted her. If insulting was the reason to be banned, those who called her names like thy should be all banned; they insulted. You are doing your job cry poorly. Now I never realized until recently, that people in fact come crying for you begging you to ban someone. I always was thoughtful and thought that would disturb you, so I never came crying. In fact, I was enduring every single hurting word waiting for the moderator to say something for the stupid people.

I don't remember reading in any rules that banned cannot come back. In fact I have read from some conversation that the moderator is willing to let the person come back and see whetever he can be accepted here or no, as a test. And as far as I'm concerned, I did not even break a single rule in my whole time I have been here! Maybe that's why the banning without warning..

And then you say that 'your' rules also dictates that a member may not pretend to be male if female, and vice-versa. That is new! Do you have any more of your own dictated rules? If so, please post them, otherwise innocent people will once again be banned, without a warning that is. And then you ask, "what do think about the dishonesty of pretending someone you are not. Like I said, you should be concerned with the big boys! Let me make it clear: I can promise you, that there is at least a dozen of people in this forum who pretend to be not himself. And eve more people are not putting their own personal India in th me site, so who knows how many people there are actually pretending to be someone else? If he or she puts another fact about him in the site just to avoid the troubles, this person will be a pretender also.

Now, I also, simply out of thoughtfulness, did not want to great a big seal out of me being here, it seems like people love me or my attention. And since I read in a post where they literally were discussing that women are not welcomed here and that they will get banned much more easier.. One mistake.. And it's over. I guess that was the reason Olivia got banned without warning. You should put it in the forum rules and not constantly dictating new rules whenever you feel like. So make a new forum rule that says if a woman comes here and she makes a single mistake, she will be banned without warning. Just so people can know. Otherwise how can they know? We cannot read the minds of the people.. Now you can go on dictating new rules forever and ever and it will never end. For example you say that insulting is the reason to be banned, but then you can as that, only if he fits your ideas, only if he does not bring any criticism and making the members especially moderators emotional, because he is in your 'side'; this arms to be a war between the moderators and critizisers.so only when the person is your ally, can you rationalize that he was insulting just to help or insulted just in sarcasm, insulted because the other person deserved it and on and on.. It never ends. And you are the best rationalized, men are the best rationalizes, they can find thousand and one reasons fr everything they think is right; hence the stupid philosophers all around the word. And can you see a hypcrosity here? If you are logical human beings, then don't rationalize and go back and forth, from this side to he another, don't swing your ideas: only women do that!

Your logic says that rules are rules, the go on and clear the whole forum! Atleast 70% or even more, must be at least 80% people of this forum had insulted in this forum. Do you not have the eyes to see it? I will give you then. The biggest hypcrosity is when you are lying even to yourself. At that point it is best to jump out of the bridge and commit suicide. If you are hypcrosity even to yourself, you will never be a man anymore and that hurts the ego of the men the most. So what are you doing? Rules are rules, and in fact to and read all the forum rules again, then start clearing, I will put my money in that this forum will have no not than 10% of its population after you clear it. So you can never clear it.. Do you? You can only clear the persons that out the truth out ther for people to see. Those are the people who you consider your enemies, you can even dictate a new rule: ban him without a warning. If he is enemy, ten we can ban him even without a warning! What a sheer stupid hypcrosity.

You should not be worrying about me, someone innocent. I have never used any ugly worded on anyone my entire time here, so what are you attacking me for? Worry about the insulters.. There are many of them.

I was asking in one of my post that you should unban me for bannin me without a reason, because it is very hard to type from phone. From phone it is very hard to create a deep insight, a one they contains enough logical viewpoints. I did not even say that I was Olivia; you already know me. It seems like you are very much against my innocence, and very login towards people's cowardice.

And to end this, I will make it clear about pretending to be a man while being woman. The best insight you can ever get in life, is to understand how the human mind works, on both scales. Don't you agree? Ultimately we are both man and woman. Every NAND and very woman is half and half. 50% of the human is from the father and 50% is from the woman. Or are you going to rationalize that men are 100% mäen and Woman 100% Woman? Only biologically is there a difference between man and woman. And biology is the lowest dimension there is to life. Animals are biological, they don't know spiritual. Are you trying to teach people to be unconscious animals again? Rather than rising people to higher dimensions are you trying to pull their legs back to the lower?

As human beings, we can attain to spiritual and in this whole existence, only human beings has grown an intellligence enough to become spirituals. No other sources can do this. Don't pull us back. Did you know that every am is man and woman inside? Remember this, what you have inside is far more important ham that in the outside. Be a human being; do not be an animal.

Can you say that you have never been passive? Can you say that you have never been receptive? And those are the feminist qualities. Can you say that you have been aggressive, outgoing for your entire lives? Can you say that you have not once been a feminist? I am saying that I am simply trying to learn the both minds of the human being: the female and the male minds, how it works and what it likes. And also, just to avoid the trouble and rubbish, I went to male mode; you are very much against women. But it seems like you have already started to ruin it, so I must stop you fast. If I let this go on, this will not end well. There are many members and when I say many, I mean it. There are many members who are ready to critize and attack the moderators behavior any time. Do not make it happen. Help things cool down. Sometimes I wonder what are these moderators doing here? It seem like I am doing much better service than themselves.

 

[crossedup]

Haha Olivia's fvcking crazy...pure entertainment

 

[Dalshtröm]

Yes I love entertaining people. We should enjoy our time in life more! Yolo shiit.

 

[BigSmooth]

Why the fvck are you writing a Pride & Prejudice sequel in every post?

Someone limit this he/she/thing to 50 characters max.

 

[Dalshtröm]

Why the fvck are you writing a Pride & Prejudice sequel in every post?

Someone limit this he/she/thing to 50 characters max.

I love writing! Oh it seems like you are new to my post. I have a very good reputationi of being ignored. They say, if you don't like don't read it.
And I love that advice. It helps to keep haters away from my post. Please don't come back.

My writings are art. I do it out of joy, unlike you, I never have anxiety, I never get angry, pissed. I simply have joy; i am joy. Many people likes to read my post and many doesn't. Please, get out of here fast. If you don't like what you see here, nobody forces you to be here. Goodbye

Are you conscious of what you are asking? Rules are made to make it fair for everyone. So if you want me to have limited 50 character, be prepare for that yourself. How stupid are you? No. You don't need to answer my question. Goodbye.

 

[goodganji44]

The more I'm on SS. The more I begin to realize that female logic makes absolutely no sense. That's the reason why women are damn near prohibited on this site. The original post is a great example of why.

 

[JoeMarron]

Why the fvck are you writing a Pride & Prejudice sequel in every post?

Someone limit this he/she/thing to 50 characters max.

Lol..protip Dalshtrom. If you want people to read your novels at least put it in coherent English. We can barely understand your chit and no using a phone isnt a legit excuse.

 

[crossedup]

I love writing! Oh it seems like you are new to my post. I have a very good reputationi of being ignored. They say, if you don't like don't read it.
And I love that advice. It helps to keep haters away from my post. Please don't come back.

My writings are art. I do it out of joy, unlike you, I never have anxiety, I never get angry, pissed. I simply have joy; i am joy. Many people likes to read my post and many doesn't. Please, get out of here fast. If you don't like what you see here, nobody forces you to be here. Goodbye

Are you conscious of what you are asking? Rules are made to make it fair for everyone. So if you want me to have limited 50 character, be prepare for that yourself. How stupid are you? No. You don't need to answer my question. Goodbye.

Olivia, do you read your own writing? That isn't art. It's great you have no anxiety or anything, but it doesn't stop you from being weird as fvck. I also see no point to your posts, only circular logic that never arrives at a reasonable conclusion. You remind me of the retarded girl at the front of class who would get off by asking ridiculously stupid questions. They never realize how f*cking stupid they look and how much time they are wasting.

I believe you can contribute properly, but you will need to go back to school and take English courses over again, beginning with kindergarten. Also, avoid constantly repeating yourself in your writing. Redundancy is not an effective form of communication, we heard you the first time girl.

 

[BigSmooth]

I love writing! Oh it seems like you are new to my post. I have a very good reputationi of being ignored. They say, if you don't like don't read it.
And I love that advice. It helps to keep haters away from my post. Please don't come back.

My writings are art. I do it out of joy, unlike you, I never have anxiety, I never get angry, pissed. I simply have joy; i am joy. Many people likes to read my post and many doesn't. Please, get out of here fast. If you don't like what you see here, nobody forces you to be here. Goodbye

Are you conscious of what you are asking? Rules are made to make it fair for everyone. So if you want me to have limited 50 character, be prepare for that yourself. How stupid are you? No. You don't need to answer my question. Goodbye.

Keep your eye on the ball...you'll get 'em next time sport.

 

[Dalshtröm]

Wow. I am simply amazed. Everybody has their own arts, and my arts at nonsense to somebody, meaningful to others. In fact, arts never makes sense for logical minds. Only illogical minds can do arts.

The reason why there is many nonsense words in my text, is because of my auto corrector. Again, please read my text only as a joy, otherwise you will be very disturbed. I say whatever I feel like, I never plan what is the outcome. I will realize it when it happens. I never expected people to be very disturbed with this text, I thought some people could actually relate. But sometimes I forget that this forum is for people who is starting to understand woman mind. And I must also remember hat I am very easy to judge, due to my reputation. I for that red bar and about 40 posts. I have found myself simply judging people just by their post and I have tried to not do so, it has become better so far.

Lets see what else is there.. I am here in this forum only to be reminded by many things hat I tend to forget in game. But I found myself loving to write; I have never liked to write. I hated writing and I always got into trouble in school. I never realized tough that so many people were against my writings. For moderates, please tell me that is bad reputation a reason to ban? For example if some people does not like what they read here, then they come and beg you to ban me.. If that is the case, please tell me and I will be more quiet; I will only write what makes sense. I know perfectly well that the people who are very clingy to their idea of being a man will be disturbed. Because I bring a playfulness, a loving quality. Please tell me wherever those qualities we accepted here. As far as I am concerned, you can never be a man if you cannot love your family, son, daughter, some friends, some jobs.

And then someone asked whetever I read my posts again.. Just to remind you of the playfulness, I never read ten again, so never take my posts seriously! Ina not a teacher; I am not trying to teach anybody. I am simply sharing my experience and if you can relate, then you might realize many things that you have been unsure of and you can also share yours! It will be beautiful, only of you can understand sharing, arts, love. Sharing is sacred.

And no really, there is no need for people to read my posts. But it seems like you read it from beginning to end. And then:

"The more I'm on SS. The more I begin to realize that female logic makes absolutely no sense. That's the reason why women are damn near prohibited on this site. The original post is a great example of why."

First of all. Lets make it clear to moderators and to everyone, wherever it is ban able reason or no. Is it ban able reason to say something nonsense? I have never been a person who can be read easily, only after a while can people understand what I am saying. Once they see that logic fails, can thy see that illogical is the way. So if saying illogical things are not accepted here, I will stop. But please give me a warning befor you ban. It is never right to ban someone who neve knew the rules. As far as the rules are concerned, it does not say that illogical things are banable reason. And as far as my illogical is concerned, it is the perfect logic. Have you ever heard actionless action? Effortless effort? That is my way of life. My only concern here is that we cannot see what they are doing in the moderations corner. They will be chit chatting and before we know it, everything is over.

Now let me try to give a deep insight into illogical logic. For me, life is illogical. You can have day and then you have night. You have summer and then winter. You have happiness and then sadness. What does being a Don Juan means anyways? Again I have to judge by your post quantity. I have not warmed to the idea of going through your posts and see what you know or dot know, because there is no need. I am not interest in trying to win you. Through out xonvetsation here, I will come to know you. As far as Don Juan is concerned, he is the perfect illogical. Can you realize it? I don't think so. You are very much clinging to the idea of being a man and being aggressive, powerful and so on. Yes as far as man-woman complex is concerned, it is good that the man has power, value. But do you not think that being able to be passive has value also? When you are living in the home and have a children together with your wife, you will be the passive one. And when I say tis, it comes out of my own ability to see. I have seen so many families. Before they for children the mother was always willing to be the fathers submissive. But once the children comes into play, suddenly the father is the passive. Now the mother is the dominant one. She is the boss of the house and does the main things: foods, taking care, keeping the house in the good condition. Yes, as far as outside f the house is concerned, the man can be dominant. He does the job and brings back food. But inside the house, the female will be in charge. So what I am saying is son Kia is the perfect balance between two opposites. Aggressive and passive, dominant and submissive, giver and receiver. A Don Juan does not live in the opposite of being aggressive and dominant. He knows when to be receptive and passive an he also knows when to be aggressive and dominat so again I must say, logic makes no sense..

And then someone said that I seem to be the girl who sits in the first front questioning everything. Let me share some of my story with to, it is very exciting. Now first of all, I thought the front girl was the shy one who tried very hard to learn but was never courageous to be any aggressive, asking anything. At least in my senior high school years, that was the case.now I am a little bit the opposite compared to this girl. In fact, completely opposite. I always used to sit in the back with two of my friends, we were joking the whole year. We took evryvody into our jokes and three many jokes even at the teachers. I was always rebellious. I always asked teachers. The hardest questions, just to make a fool out of him. I always knew the answers but I asked because I knew e could not answer it. Then once in a while we it he whole clad attacking the teacher, he ended up leaving the class and left. I used to get many days off, simply because the teacher could not stand me. You might be thinking how stupid this is, but in fact i am very proud of it. They used to sent me messages, sayin that you can stay home today, I am not feeling very well to have a fighter like you come to my class. And the headquarter accepted this. It was a conspiracy.. The headquarter could not do anything because I never broke any rules. On the contrary, they encourage us to ask more question and to be active. So they could never expend me, or give me any penalties but they could give me fee days of schools. They beged me to stay home. Now I never read any school books but I read all other books. I read the books that were interesting to me. For example, I never read the books of my history class.rather I used to go buy my own history books and read then. They err far more informative and interesting. The teacher iskee to hate me so muut they would let me pass the class with doing the exam. They never wanted me to take their classes ever again.

If you see me as weird, stupid, idiot and if you hate me, you can not ignore me anymore. You can ignore one of your friends, but you can never ignore your enemies. If you truly hate someone, he will even appear in your dreams. You will be constantly in anxiety over this enemy. So if you hate me, I am worried for your health little boy.

As far as my English is concerned, it is perfectly good. Blame the auto corrector!

Enough for now.

Calm down there chief. It's time to lay off the MDMA and turn off the Electronic Dubstep Dance Sex Robot Music and go to sleep.

I am perfectly calm. It must be your projection. Because you are tnense, you project the tense onto my texts. My text are plays, don forget that for the rest of your life.

The night is the best time to listen to music. So quiet. The outside is quiet, everybody's sleeping. You can be totally relaxed. Doing a business project with some relaxing music, sharing some chit chat texts with froends plus doing what I love: writing here. Is the best way to have an relaxing day, relaxing night after a hard day.

 

[BigSmooth]

Wow. I am simply amazed. Everybody has their own arts, and my arts at nonsense to somebody, meaningful to others. In fact, arts never makes sense for logical minds. Only illogical minds can do arts.

The reason why there is many nonsense words in my text, is because of my auto corrector. Again, please read my text only as a joy, otherwise you will be very disturbed. I say whatever I feel like, I never plan what is the outcome. I will realize it when it happens. I never expected people to be very disturbed with this text, I thought some people could actually relate. But sometimes I forget that this forum is for people who is starting to understand woman mind. And I must also remember hat I am very easy to judge, due to my reputation. I for that red bar and about 40 posts. I have found myself simply judging people just by their post and I have tried to not do so, it has become better so far.

Lets see what else is there.. I am here in this forum only to be reminded by many things hat I tend to forget in game. But I found myself loving to write; I have never liked to write. I hated writing and I always got into trouble in school. I never realized tough that so many people were against my writings. For moderates, please tell me that is bad reputation a reason to ban? For example if some people does not like what they read here, then they come and beg you to ban me.. If that is the case, please tell me and I will be more quiet; I will only write what makes sense. I know perfectly well that the people who are very clingy to their idea of being a man will be disturbed. Because I bring a playfulness, a loving quality. Please tell me wherever those qualities we accepted here. As far as I am concerned, you can never be a man if you cannot love your family, son, daughter, some friends, some jobs.

And then someone asked whetever I read my posts again.. Just to remind you of the playfulness, I never read ten again, so never take my posts seriously! Ina not a teacher; I am not trying to teach anybody. I am simply sharing my experience and if you can relate, then you might realize many things that you have been unsure of and you can also share yours! It will be beautiful, only of you can understand sharing, arts, love. Sharing is sacred.

And no really, there is no need for people to read my posts. But it seems like you read it from beginning to end. And then:

"The more I'm on SS. The more I begin to realize that female logic makes absolutely no sense. That's the reason why women are damn near prohibited on this site. The original post is a great example of why."

First of all. Lets make it clear to moderators and to everyone, wherever it is ban able reason or no. Is it ban able reason to say something nonsense? I have never been a person who can be read easily, only after a while can people understand what I am saying. Once they see that logic fails, can thy see that illogical is the way. So if saying illogical things are not accepted here, I will stop. But please give me a warning befor you ban. It is never right to ban someone who neve knew the rules. As far as the rules are concerned, it does not say that illogical things are banable reason. And as far as my illogical is concerned, it is the perfect logic. Have you ever heard actionless action? Effortless effort? That is my way of life. My only concern here is that we cannot see what they are doing in the moderations corner. They will be chit chatting and before we know it, everything is over.

Now let me try to give a deep insight into illogical logic. For me, life is illogical. You can have day and then you have night. You have summer and then winter. You have happiness and then sadness. What does being a Don Juan means anyways? Again I have to judge by your post quantity. I have not warmed to the idea of going through your posts and see what you know or dot know, because there is no need. I am not interest in trying to win you. Through out xonvetsation here, I will come to know you. As far as Don Juan is concerned, he is the perfect illogical. Can you realize it? I don't think so. You are very much clinging to the idea of being a man and being aggressive, powerful and so on. Yes as far as man-woman complex is concerned, it is good that the man has power, value. But do you not think that being able to be passive has value also? When you are living in the home and have a children together with your wife, you will be the passive one. And when I say tis, it comes out of my own ability to see. I have seen so many families. Before they for children the mother was always willing to be the fathers submissive. But once the children comes into play, suddenly the father is the passive. Now the mother is the dominant one. She is the boss of the house and does the main things: foods, taking care, keeping the house in the good condition. Yes, as far as outside f the house is concerned, the man can be dominant. He does the job and brings back food. But inside the house, the female will be in charge. So what I am saying is son Kia is the perfect balance between two opposites. Aggressive and passive, dominant and submissive, giver and receiver. A Don Juan does not live in the opposite of being aggressive and dominant. He knows when to be receptive and passive an he also knows when to be aggressive and dominat so again I must say, logic makes no sense..

And then someone said that I seem to be the girl who sits in the first front questioning everything. Let me share some of my story with to, it is very exciting. Now first of all, I thought the front girl was the shy one who tried very hard to learn but was never courageous to be any aggressive, asking anything. At least in my senior high school years, that was the case.now I am a little bit the opposite compared to this girl. In fact, completely opposite. I always used to sit in the back with two of my friends, we were joking the whole year. We took evryvody into our jokes and three many jokes even at the teachers. I was always rebellious. I always asked teachers. The hardest questions, just to make a fool out of him. I always knew the answers but I asked because I knew e could not answer it. Then once in a while we it he whole clad attacking the teacher, he ended up leaving the class and left. I used to get many days off, simply because the teacher could not stand me. You might be thinking how stupid this is, but in fact i am very proud of it. They used to sent me messages, sayin that you can stay home today, I am not feeling very well to have a fighter like you come to my class. And the headquarter accepted this. It was a conspiracy.. The headquarter could not do anything because I never broke any rules. On the contrary, they encourage us to ask more question and to be active. So they could never expend me, or give me any penalties but they could give me fee days of schools. They beged me to stay home. Now I never read any school books but I read all other books. I read the books that were interesting to me. For example, I never read the books of my history class.rather I used to go buy my own history books and read then. They err far more informative and interesting. The teacher iskee to hate me so muut they would let me pass the class with doing the exam. They never wanted me to take their classes ever again.

If you see me as weird, stupid, idiot and if you hate me, you can not ignore me anymore. You can ignore one of your friends, but you can never ignore your enemies. If you truly hate someone, he will even appear in your dreams. You will be constantly in anxiety over this enemy. So if you hate me, I am worried for your health little boy.

As far as my English is concerned, it is perfectly good. Blame the auto corrector!

Enough for now.

Calm down there chief. It's time to lay off the MDMA and turn off the Electronic Dubstep Dance Sex Robot Music and go to sleep.