Ok, about 2 years ago I started reading the bible, and my oh my it changed my life.
At the height of it, when i was moving from girl to girl, always having atleast 2 girls being strung along at a time, I met a girl that I realised I could spend literally hours and hours with without getting bored.
Ofcourse, I thought enough was enough (of the incesant moving from girl to girl routine), and decided to ask her to meet again week after.
We were together for 14 months. It was a month ago, and her choice. Something to do with her growing up alot recently, and wanting to be alone. I was destroyed. Still alittle cut up, but I am trying to get myself together. For instance I am already playing with the mind of an old flame that just split up with her boyfrined last weekend (I'm not sayign i definatly had something to do with that... *rolls eyes*)
I have a feeling that it is down to me losing my padowan DJ nature, especially in the closing stages of the relationship. I started to care if some guy was flirting with her, and I started getting insecure, which I think killed it.
Obviously I have already become a little stronger, and more back to my old self, but I still want her back. I have 6 months till I go uni, and I can't be assed starting with soemone new, so she is the only one really worth the time.
So I thought I will make her miss what she has lost, I told her never to talk to me again, on IM. She lives in a different town, so the liklihood of running into her is slight. She wants to be friends etc, so I thought coming up to valentines I will unearth once more and ask to hang out as mates.
Of course, I will call her a hipocrit and that I dont want to spend time with hipocrits if she is gonna be like that - if of course she says no. If she says yes... how the hell am I meant to act????
That is my question. Over these next two weeks I am planning on getting over her as best as possible. But otherwise, how do you convince the girl you are not interested in her in order to spark up in her to be desirable.
And I have already got back to my old position in confidance. I dont do things with a win/lose mind set. I simply attack things in different ways to see how they pan out... an experiment or training. Whichever you prefer.
Please help! Just for kicks
At the height of it, when i was moving from girl to girl, always having atleast 2 girls being strung along at a time, I met a girl that I realised I could spend literally hours and hours with without getting bored.
Ofcourse, I thought enough was enough (of the incesant moving from girl to girl routine), and decided to ask her to meet again week after.
We were together for 14 months. It was a month ago, and her choice. Something to do with her growing up alot recently, and wanting to be alone. I was destroyed. Still alittle cut up, but I am trying to get myself together. For instance I am already playing with the mind of an old flame that just split up with her boyfrined last weekend (I'm not sayign i definatly had something to do with that... *rolls eyes*)
I have a feeling that it is down to me losing my padowan DJ nature, especially in the closing stages of the relationship. I started to care if some guy was flirting with her, and I started getting insecure, which I think killed it.
Obviously I have already become a little stronger, and more back to my old self, but I still want her back. I have 6 months till I go uni, and I can't be assed starting with soemone new, so she is the only one really worth the time.
So I thought I will make her miss what she has lost, I told her never to talk to me again, on IM. She lives in a different town, so the liklihood of running into her is slight. She wants to be friends etc, so I thought coming up to valentines I will unearth once more and ask to hang out as mates.
Of course, I will call her a hipocrit and that I dont want to spend time with hipocrits if she is gonna be like that - if of course she says no. If she says yes... how the hell am I meant to act????
That is my question. Over these next two weeks I am planning on getting over her as best as possible. But otherwise, how do you convince the girl you are not interested in her in order to spark up in her to be desirable.
And I have already got back to my old position in confidance. I dont do things with a win/lose mind set. I simply attack things in different ways to see how they pan out... an experiment or training. Whichever you prefer.
Please help! Just for kicks
