"loathe" means "hate"...wrong choice of words, bud.Originally posted by TizZle
He would want you to move on. He is probably sitting up in the clouds wondering why you still loathe for him. You want that wonderful man but he is gone. You will not find another man exactly like him and you know this. What your partaking in is certainly not fair to yourself. He would not want you to be doing this to yourself. He will be in your mind forever but you need to move on if you are indeed abstaining from relationships because of his death. He would not want his death to set you back.
But who am i to say these things... True i'm just some stranger but what the hell that's what i felt like saying. If i'm wrong about this oh well.
I have "moved on"...in a sense. I have feelings for someone who lives too far away for me to be with. So, now I have to move on from that before I'm able to get involved with anyone else. And honestly...I'm not at all needy and I'm perfectly happy without a relationship and for me, it's only the first month or so without sex that is rough. Although, I have to say that I'll likely HURT the next guy I DO have sex with.