PatrickWasHere
Don Juan
Ok...Prepare for a long rambling story...
Me and this very attractive girl met back at our job over the summer about 6 months ago. She is currently a sophmore in HS and i am a freshman....but she goes to another school, but I literally only live 10 minutes-drive from her house.
So me and this girl get very very close. We seem perfect for eachother. Well ehr going to a different school, she sorta started liking this other guy as well. He goes to her school...and eventually after about 2 weeks of knowing her, he asked her out....2 days before i was going to see her and get the chance to ask her.
So time goes by, and she has informed me that she likes me and her boyfriend equally... but "he lives closer and goes to my school...so i thoguht it out and it seemed like the more logical choice"..I think thats a load of bull****.
Well anyways, i ask ehr to my homecoming, while she has a boyfriend, and while she also really likes me. The night goes by..perfectly. I show up, give her a rose, and a song i wrote, and a white-rose corsage[she loves white roses]. While grinding/dancing...i ended up kissing her neck and cheek, and she kissed my cheek back, and was just a whole lot of kino. So we go back to my house, put in Van Wilder..and cuddle for an hour...she rubs the inside of my thigh some, and we hold hands the entire time...
So the droppoff at home.. I know its corny, but when i walked her to her doorstep, we hugged, and kissed[just a kiss...not a makeout session...my dad was wait
]
Perfect ending to a perfect night, but then she and I both feel guilty because she has a boyfriend...and now they've been together for like a month n a week. She ends up telling her BF that we kissed...and i end up being forced with nothing to do but tell her to go be happy with her boyfriend because "my instincts tell me you'll be happier with him"...which is a lie, but all that matters is she is happy...and i knew she would have picked him anyways. We both also agreed though, that when things are over between her and her boyfriend, there is a big possibility of an us.
My homecoming dance was last saturday, so thats when all that **** happened...and i just guess i wnat to know...should i stick it out and wait for something to happen? I know she still has feelings for me... probly not as strong as before though, i guess it sort-of brought them -closer- for some reason. Do you think i should just give in and quit crying[yes...i have cried over this girl, we have been through a lot...i've helped her cope with her parents soon-divorce, her having an eating disorder...and her ****ty-as parents who will probly put ehr in a girls-home when they divorce.]?
What do you think?...i'm feeling useless and miserable, and i can't stop thinking about her and how much i love/like her..
Above everything though, we ahve agreed that we will always be friends, even if we ever have a relationship.
Please, any advice would be welcomed. I really need some help in this situation..
Me and this very attractive girl met back at our job over the summer about 6 months ago. She is currently a sophmore in HS and i am a freshman....but she goes to another school, but I literally only live 10 minutes-drive from her house.
So me and this girl get very very close. We seem perfect for eachother. Well ehr going to a different school, she sorta started liking this other guy as well. He goes to her school...and eventually after about 2 weeks of knowing her, he asked her out....2 days before i was going to see her and get the chance to ask her.
So time goes by, and she has informed me that she likes me and her boyfriend equally... but "he lives closer and goes to my school...so i thoguht it out and it seemed like the more logical choice"..I think thats a load of bull****.
Well anyways, i ask ehr to my homecoming, while she has a boyfriend, and while she also really likes me. The night goes by..perfectly. I show up, give her a rose, and a song i wrote, and a white-rose corsage[she loves white roses]. While grinding/dancing...i ended up kissing her neck and cheek, and she kissed my cheek back, and was just a whole lot of kino. So we go back to my house, put in Van Wilder..and cuddle for an hour...she rubs the inside of my thigh some, and we hold hands the entire time...
So the droppoff at home.. I know its corny, but when i walked her to her doorstep, we hugged, and kissed[just a kiss...not a makeout session...my dad was wait
]Perfect ending to a perfect night, but then she and I both feel guilty because she has a boyfriend...and now they've been together for like a month n a week. She ends up telling her BF that we kissed...and i end up being forced with nothing to do but tell her to go be happy with her boyfriend because "my instincts tell me you'll be happier with him"...which is a lie, but all that matters is she is happy...and i knew she would have picked him anyways. We both also agreed though, that when things are over between her and her boyfriend, there is a big possibility of an us.
My homecoming dance was last saturday, so thats when all that **** happened...and i just guess i wnat to know...should i stick it out and wait for something to happen? I know she still has feelings for me... probly not as strong as before though, i guess it sort-of brought them -closer- for some reason. Do you think i should just give in and quit crying[yes...i have cried over this girl, we have been through a lot...i've helped her cope with her parents soon-divorce, her having an eating disorder...and her ****ty-as parents who will probly put ehr in a girls-home when they divorce.]?
What do you think?...i'm feeling useless and miserable, and i can't stop thinking about her and how much i love/like her..
Above everything though, we ahve agreed that we will always be friends, even if we ever have a relationship.
Please, any advice would be welcomed. I really need some help in this situation..