Packers2010
Master Don Juan
hey hows it going?
I have a long winded set last night that I was wondering if I could get some clarity on it.
I went out to the club with some friends last night for a friends birthday. I haven't been gaming in a good 4 months and I had NO desire to game that night either. ( I game sober, I was drunkish. not slurring my words but I had a good buzz) I was talking to my friends when I turned to the girl next to me and started talking to her ( she wasn't in our group)
she was a cute redhead and liked music so we started talking to her about all the bands we liked and thing. the set went well and I was up in on her for most of it. she pulled away and I pulled her back into me, things like that. I'd say she was drunk but not THAT drunk.
anyway, after awhile, she said she had to go find her friends. ( me being drunk and an idiot, thought the set was over). Before she left she gave me a kiss on the cheek. I looked at her and said. " that was ****" so she kissed me on the lips. At this point, I figured I better number close. I told her we would catch up and listen to some records sometime. I asked for her number and she put it in with no hesitation. I gave her then " this better be your number line" when I called her and it was the wrong number. ( i put this down to her being drunk lol)
she told me her real number and I called her to confirm it. ( she showed me her phone) after that, she gave me a big hug and I spanked her ass and told her to get out of her.
My question which stems from this set is: I think she got bored. It just seemed to me like at some point I bored her and she didn't like me anymore. I also felt ( looking back at the set with hindsight) that I didn't have enough sexual intent. I didn't communicate effectively that I was into her.
I put this down to mostly not being there not to pick up, being drunk, but ultimately it stems from a time when I was 15 and had a girl who told me she was pregnant and I sexually abused her. ( which at the time was a huge lie, though it still has an effect on me today)
what would be the best way to convey sexual intent? I did drop a lot of sexual innuendo and things like that. ( was telling me she would **** steven tyler lol)
also, what would be the best way to get over the past? I feel like it's holding me back when I game like I'm not giving myself permission to SHOW intent to this girl, like I'm not allowed to like someone, or want to have sex with them.
it's like I was all over the girl, but when I'm talking with her, I come off as bland and not into her. I know it's a response I have. it's like I'm self-sabotaging myself.
I did text her the old. " hey was nice to meet you hope you get home safe" text, but I didn't hear anything back.
so I might text her later ( seems like a dead end though I don't know)
thanks for replying.
Luke
I have a long winded set last night that I was wondering if I could get some clarity on it.
I went out to the club with some friends last night for a friends birthday. I haven't been gaming in a good 4 months and I had NO desire to game that night either. ( I game sober, I was drunkish. not slurring my words but I had a good buzz) I was talking to my friends when I turned to the girl next to me and started talking to her ( she wasn't in our group)
she was a cute redhead and liked music so we started talking to her about all the bands we liked and thing. the set went well and I was up in on her for most of it. she pulled away and I pulled her back into me, things like that. I'd say she was drunk but not THAT drunk.
anyway, after awhile, she said she had to go find her friends. ( me being drunk and an idiot, thought the set was over). Before she left she gave me a kiss on the cheek. I looked at her and said. " that was ****" so she kissed me on the lips. At this point, I figured I better number close. I told her we would catch up and listen to some records sometime. I asked for her number and she put it in with no hesitation. I gave her then " this better be your number line" when I called her and it was the wrong number. ( i put this down to her being drunk lol)
she told me her real number and I called her to confirm it. ( she showed me her phone) after that, she gave me a big hug and I spanked her ass and told her to get out of her.
My question which stems from this set is: I think she got bored. It just seemed to me like at some point I bored her and she didn't like me anymore. I also felt ( looking back at the set with hindsight) that I didn't have enough sexual intent. I didn't communicate effectively that I was into her.
I put this down to mostly not being there not to pick up, being drunk, but ultimately it stems from a time when I was 15 and had a girl who told me she was pregnant and I sexually abused her. ( which at the time was a huge lie, though it still has an effect on me today)
what would be the best way to convey sexual intent? I did drop a lot of sexual innuendo and things like that. ( was telling me she would **** steven tyler lol)
also, what would be the best way to get over the past? I feel like it's holding me back when I game like I'm not giving myself permission to SHOW intent to this girl, like I'm not allowed to like someone, or want to have sex with them.
it's like I was all over the girl, but when I'm talking with her, I come off as bland and not into her. I know it's a response I have. it's like I'm self-sabotaging myself.
I did text her the old. " hey was nice to meet you hope you get home safe" text, but I didn't hear anything back.
so I might text her later ( seems like a dead end though I don't know)
thanks for replying.
Luke
