rutgersman
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im crying like a baby because i want her back
I shouldnt have feelings for her. I shouldnt care that she is with another guy. I shouldnt care that she dumped me when I had other women. I shouldnt care because we already had sex. I shouldnt care because I moved on two months ago. I shouldnt care-----but i do.
I care because she threatened my manhood when we were dating. (She is a independent-power woman with her own business.) I care because she made me feel like a weakling and rubbed it in my face. I care because I let her walk over me. I didnt trust her because men were always calling her when we went out. She was always flirting with men when in my presense. She did it on prupose to test my manhood.I cheated with other girls because it was my way of upmanship on her. To show her that i was desired by other women. It made me jealous as hell. When i was making love to her I couldnt stand the thought of another man being with her. In essence she became the challenge. I became the female. At one point she asked me to be her assistant...I wanted to laugh at her. But I agreed to it...because I wanted to help her with her business. But i realized she saw me as a wimp instead. She wanted a boss and I didnt provide that because I thought she was looking for someone to help her. The mind games do have an effect on you. She did a number on me and screwed me up. She ate my balls for breakfast and spit them out.
I want to take a baseball bat to her car when I see her. I want to beat up her boyfriend to prove my strength. I want to hit her and knock her down to show her who the boss is. You want to know why? BECAUSE IM A MAN not some second rate chump! I dont like being treated like a wimp. She saw me as a wimp. When she is with her man and he has his arm around her...i want to cringe. I know im more manly than he is.
Steve.
I shouldnt have feelings for her. I shouldnt care that she is with another guy. I shouldnt care that she dumped me when I had other women. I shouldnt care because we already had sex. I shouldnt care because I moved on two months ago. I shouldnt care-----but i do.
I care because she threatened my manhood when we were dating. (She is a independent-power woman with her own business.) I care because she made me feel like a weakling and rubbed it in my face. I care because I let her walk over me. I didnt trust her because men were always calling her when we went out. She was always flirting with men when in my presense. She did it on prupose to test my manhood.I cheated with other girls because it was my way of upmanship on her. To show her that i was desired by other women. It made me jealous as hell. When i was making love to her I couldnt stand the thought of another man being with her. In essence she became the challenge. I became the female. At one point she asked me to be her assistant...I wanted to laugh at her. But I agreed to it...because I wanted to help her with her business. But i realized she saw me as a wimp instead. She wanted a boss and I didnt provide that because I thought she was looking for someone to help her. The mind games do have an effect on you. She did a number on me and screwed me up. She ate my balls for breakfast and spit them out.
I want to take a baseball bat to her car when I see her. I want to beat up her boyfriend to prove my strength. I want to hit her and knock her down to show her who the boss is. You want to know why? BECAUSE IM A MAN not some second rate chump! I dont like being treated like a wimp. She saw me as a wimp. When she is with her man and he has his arm around her...i want to cringe. I know im more manly than he is.
Steve.