HariPoter13
Senior Don Juan
This is gonna be a long one; took me a while to write it. While doing so I realised a thing or two, and I feel better now.
I met this girl over a year ago at a party. I was minding my own business and just enjoying myself when she approached me and we started talking about college (I'm a year older and she was interested in the same college I was going to) and soon other things. The connection was quite intense and I was a bit shocked with it. Then a male friend dropped in and started ****blocking so I got pissed and left the conversation. I liked the girl but have forgotten about her soon enought.
A month later, just as she got out of my head, we meet at another party. I notice her and instantly think to myself 'Oh dear, not her'. Yes, I was intimidated by this intense feeling that she had brought up in me. I couldnt talk normally around her and I kept getting shy. I decided to evade her for the rest of the evening. Later when the party was about over, a friend of hers approached me and told me that she liked me and that she got all weepy because I ignored her. I ignored the 'advice' because I couldnt get myself to do anything. (even before her friend approached me I could tell that she was sad)
As I got home I started thinking about it. Next day I decide to ask her out, so I go on a hunt for her phone number. I talk to a mutual friend and she gives me the number but tells me she thinks she lost her phone or something. I send a message and never get the report that she received it. Then im like 'To hell with it, I better forget about all of this'.
Then again a dreaded month later, at new years eve party, we meet. Its ignore and evade on both sides. It went on like this, we would see each other maybe once a month since we sometimes hang out in the same social circle.
Now that I think about it, I think she approached me once with the line 'What are girls like on this college?' and I just stupidly answered 'Theres not much to them.' (this was a week before class started; she entered the same college I was going to) She basically set me up the line 'Cant compare them with you', how blind was I..
Yet another party; Her quite intoxicated friend approaches me and repeats her and mine names a few times and giggles.. (the very same friend that had approached me a year ago) I have this primal instinct to just grab her but I cant; Im too concerned about what she and friends would think.
Im in college, talking to some friends then suddenly she drops by. I lost it; my voice became weak, my hands were shakey, infact my whole body was trembling and i coudlnt even look her in the eyes. She told me 'You look like you lost all hopes' and im 'Nah, im just really tired, thats all'. Few days later i decide to add her on msn. I tell her 'You have a bad influence on me', she responds 'Why?', me 'Because im nervous and my hands are shaking when im around you
', no answer from her. I remove and block her.
Few days ago I see her again and decide to tell her bluntly that I like her. A friend was with her and I wanted to speak to her alone so I lied that another friend wants to see him about something. I told her 'I like you' but she just ignored me. And thats where it ends.
My thoughts about it. This is a classical example of oneitis and I always act like a pvssy (id use the word afc but i resent it). What im wondering about is whether she still likes me.
Your thoughts? How would you act in this situation? Thanks for the read and info
I met this girl over a year ago at a party. I was minding my own business and just enjoying myself when she approached me and we started talking about college (I'm a year older and she was interested in the same college I was going to) and soon other things. The connection was quite intense and I was a bit shocked with it. Then a male friend dropped in and started ****blocking so I got pissed and left the conversation. I liked the girl but have forgotten about her soon enought.
A month later, just as she got out of my head, we meet at another party. I notice her and instantly think to myself 'Oh dear, not her'. Yes, I was intimidated by this intense feeling that she had brought up in me. I couldnt talk normally around her and I kept getting shy. I decided to evade her for the rest of the evening. Later when the party was about over, a friend of hers approached me and told me that she liked me and that she got all weepy because I ignored her. I ignored the 'advice' because I couldnt get myself to do anything. (even before her friend approached me I could tell that she was sad)
As I got home I started thinking about it. Next day I decide to ask her out, so I go on a hunt for her phone number. I talk to a mutual friend and she gives me the number but tells me she thinks she lost her phone or something. I send a message and never get the report that she received it. Then im like 'To hell with it, I better forget about all of this'.
Then again a dreaded month later, at new years eve party, we meet. Its ignore and evade on both sides. It went on like this, we would see each other maybe once a month since we sometimes hang out in the same social circle.
Now that I think about it, I think she approached me once with the line 'What are girls like on this college?' and I just stupidly answered 'Theres not much to them.' (this was a week before class started; she entered the same college I was going to) She basically set me up the line 'Cant compare them with you', how blind was I..
Yet another party; Her quite intoxicated friend approaches me and repeats her and mine names a few times and giggles.. (the very same friend that had approached me a year ago) I have this primal instinct to just grab her but I cant; Im too concerned about what she and friends would think.
Im in college, talking to some friends then suddenly she drops by. I lost it; my voice became weak, my hands were shakey, infact my whole body was trembling and i coudlnt even look her in the eyes. She told me 'You look like you lost all hopes' and im 'Nah, im just really tired, thats all'. Few days later i decide to add her on msn. I tell her 'You have a bad influence on me', she responds 'Why?', me 'Because im nervous and my hands are shaking when im around you
', no answer from her. I remove and block her.Few days ago I see her again and decide to tell her bluntly that I like her. A friend was with her and I wanted to speak to her alone so I lied that another friend wants to see him about something. I told her 'I like you' but she just ignored me. And thats where it ends.
My thoughts about it. This is a classical example of oneitis and I always act like a pvssy (id use the word afc but i resent it). What im wondering about is whether she still likes me.
Your thoughts? How would you act in this situation? Thanks for the read and info
