i appreciate all of your responses and attempts to help me wholeheartedly. i'm never usually this little whiney of a biatch when i got out with my friends, i know this will not make them want to hang out with me. it's just not comprehensible, perhaps i had too high of expectations coming into this year. i actually layed on my bed and cried like a little fuking girl about this. fuk it. the whole feeling bad for myself thing is gone, its out of my system now. i appreciate everyone's patience in this matter.
now i'm ready to tackle the situation, it only wins if i stop trying. i do still need more help,but not the whiney little $hitbrick help i needed before. i know i can get thru this, please be patient and share your experience
what are some things i could suggest for a new friend to do with me, w/o sounding gay?
-like i meet a guy and we talk for a little and he seems cool, but i dont know of any parties or anything like that goin on, but i wanna do somethin so i dont sit around like assclown. but i am skinny whitekid, so i dont want him to get the feelin i'm like hitting on him or something. i know like go eat, gym, etc..anything else? what do u and your college buds usually do for fun?
how do you guys feel about mixing friends?
-like i have 2 guys i usually work out with and hang out with frequently. they are pretty much my bread and butter friends ya know. i know this one kid and some of his friends that i hang out with occassionally,but i never mix the 2 groups together, and i'm unsure on how to approach the situation. also, say i meet some people who who of the party scene and whatnot..do i take my main friends or jst go myself and try to break into a new circle all togther? any help in this area?
any other broad suggestions or anything that i'm missing would be greatly appreciated. i apologize for my *****y rants and crazy ravings of earlier..i'm ready to be a man and conquer this ant hill, please help me out.