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Master Don Juan
From my point of view it doesn't feel as much like I'm afraid of trying, it's more like I don't know what exactly I should try and what direction to takeYou haven't hit the bottom, you should do something that's gonna make you feel like the last piece of **** in the world. Then after that it's only one way- up. Also, action is the solution to all thinking. There is no comtemplation, talk or philosophy that's gonna get you where you want to be. Only action (and failure) can. From one attempt you will learn 10x more than from here or anywhere else. You are afraid of trying.