By 'my country', I mean it is mine in the sense that I am a legal citizen and that my ancestors immigrated here legally . They didn't invade the country. I never said blacks weren't Americans; that would be ludicrous. It was Mexicans I was referring to in that line of argument.
I do have black friends, who resent the 'gangsta' culture that has given them a bad name. They understand my intent in using derogatory terms for criminal/ sociopathic blacks- simplicity. It's easier to say 'n i g g e r' than 'totally debased and violent person of Afro-American descent'.
I have to go to work. Hopefully I can reply to more of this when I get home.