Ninja Dude
Senior Don Juan
Machina29, that is my problem as well. I know lots of people that can burn occasionally and have stashes all over their house that they can just forget about. I can practically hear my stash calling me "Smoke me Ninja - you know you want to!"
This is why I now find it empowering to have some on hand as I quit. It's sitting within arm's distance of me right now but I am resisting - which is a first! I must admit 1 or 2 times I was real tempted but your words echoed in my head "Do I want tomorrow to be day 25 or day 1 of quitting." and I stuck it out - so thanks!
**UPDATE**
We are now approaching the 2 week mark. My head is a lot clearer and I feel sober for the first time in years. I also cant remember the last time I was able to breathe out of both nostrils. Smoking always clogged me up, especially at night, which is probably why I dont have the typical insomnia symptoms, because I'm sleeping better than I have in a decade!
Downside (or Upside depending on how you look at it): Every day I wake up hocking up more and more scary sh*t. Today there was one loogey so huge I wanted to take a picture - it was f*cking unreal, almost the size of my fist! I don't have any flu symptoms or fever but it's definitely freaking me out to see how much junk is coming up. I've decided that I never want to smoke again. My poor lungs have taken enough punishment for a lifetime. If I ever enjoy cannabis again it will be in my food![Smile :) :)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
This is why I now find it empowering to have some on hand as I quit. It's sitting within arm's distance of me right now but I am resisting - which is a first! I must admit 1 or 2 times I was real tempted but your words echoed in my head "Do I want tomorrow to be day 25 or day 1 of quitting." and I stuck it out - so thanks!
**UPDATE**
We are now approaching the 2 week mark. My head is a lot clearer and I feel sober for the first time in years. I also cant remember the last time I was able to breathe out of both nostrils. Smoking always clogged me up, especially at night, which is probably why I dont have the typical insomnia symptoms, because I'm sleeping better than I have in a decade!
Downside (or Upside depending on how you look at it): Every day I wake up hocking up more and more scary sh*t. Today there was one loogey so huge I wanted to take a picture - it was f*cking unreal, almost the size of my fist! I don't have any flu symptoms or fever but it's definitely freaking me out to see how much junk is coming up. I've decided that I never want to smoke again. My poor lungs have taken enough punishment for a lifetime. If I ever enjoy cannabis again it will be in my food