okay so basically im turning into the emotional tampon that i always do. shes sleeping next to me. bodies up against eachother like normal couples yet i make no moves first off because i cant think of how to initiate sexual tension between two people and second because she's basically starting to get me locked into the friends zone.
today before she left my house to go get a tattoo we we're chatting and i brought up how i need to get laid. then she agreed in excitement and proceeded to tell me how shes been trying to **** my alpha friend but shes just sucked his **** 4 times and whenever they got close to him ****ing her, he couldnt get it in and then he told her he wasnt attracted to her. she was also telling me how she never sucked my friend matts **** even though he was telling people he did. she was really sad about it and i told her "its because theyre intimidated by you" and she said thats gonna make me cry and then she left my house. she'll be back later tho. how did i play this?
as a side note of info. she also told me that she is only attracted to guys who dont want her, and i said (because shes a stripper etc) basically all my friends are just normal kids that have never lived life and this ***** has been to miami been an extra in porn, stripping, aka a bunch of stuff that is kind of off putting for the rest of my friends. i personally think its pretty cool but idk where to go from here. i think ive been playing it alot better than i wouldve with any other girls haha
i kind of let a bit too much info bout myself out to her just to let you guys know. i told her ive only slept with a few girls (even tho im a virgin) but that i have trouble making emotional connections to people. made me look pretty beta
i handle this entire situation ina careless nonchalant manner. expect when i told her "theyre intimidated by you" because iw as getting annoyed with her. hopefully that makes her focus more on me rather than my more alpha buddy, although i know how these things normally play out so unless i can do something seriously pivotal im ****ed and will end up a virgin still after having a stripper sleeping in the same bed as me for 3 nights, at which point ill probably go ****ing kill myself.
