Dr. P, it's been on my mind still because people are just telling me I should call her. Her cousin (my good friend) wanted an update on the situation. I told him the story and told him I wouldn't call her. Her number is off my phone! He told me there could be three ways this could go around in the next few days
1.) I call her when she dosen't want me to, and she loses more respect for me. She cancelles again and I NEVER call her again.
2.) She's waiting for me to call and I call her. He tells me that she expects the guy to be agressive when it comes to her. (She's old fashioned, like I said before)
3.) She dosen't call when she said she will and expects me to call. I never call. We're both disapointed.
People are filling my head with doubts and anticipation. This is less about her and more about me. I don't think this was ever about her. I fucked up big time. What can I do? Go for it? Or just walk away? I've chosen to walk away, but people keep telling me I have a chance.
Doc, I might call her next Wednsday. Is that bad?