ANihilistWithFriends
Don Juan
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Something I am trying to work myself towards is this (Disregard my username, my reality-tunnel was way different back then, and I was not open to anything other than the nihilistic philosophy):
1. Becomming emotionally unresponsive in a healthy way without repressing emotions, by practicing equanimity and mindfulness (Equanimity = Fully experiencing any emotion without labeling it as good or bad, Mindfulnes = Being completely aware of your emotions and thought processes)
2. Turning off my logical mind by meditation, practicing honesty, making decisions with my gut and listening mostly to my body.
3. Exercising rigoursly, taking cold showers, masturbating very rarely, taking supplements, eating food low in carbs but high in fats and protein to boost testosterone and neurotransmitters.
4. Managing the effects of these habits sucessfully, by learning to stand up for myself, learning to articulate my desires and taking action.
5. Conditioning myself to go from a submissive weakling to a dominant muscletonic, whilst allowing myself to act like an anti-social ******* and learning a few practical techniques for social sucess.
I only started with all of this just recently, I think that it is essential to go through an '*******' stage, where I to find a true ballance. I am going to start senior high school after the summer (I am 16 years old), where I will also be taking up MMA and Conditioning three times a week, meet way more girls than I do at the moment, and be able to structure my day much more. I will also go to psychotherapy, to get proffesional help to remove any emotional baggage and unhealthy tought loops that I have.
Do you guys have any feedback, ideas, opinions or thoughts about all of this?
1. Becomming emotionally unresponsive in a healthy way without repressing emotions, by practicing equanimity and mindfulness (Equanimity = Fully experiencing any emotion without labeling it as good or bad, Mindfulnes = Being completely aware of your emotions and thought processes)
2. Turning off my logical mind by meditation, practicing honesty, making decisions with my gut and listening mostly to my body.
3. Exercising rigoursly, taking cold showers, masturbating very rarely, taking supplements, eating food low in carbs but high in fats and protein to boost testosterone and neurotransmitters.
4. Managing the effects of these habits sucessfully, by learning to stand up for myself, learning to articulate my desires and taking action.
5. Conditioning myself to go from a submissive weakling to a dominant muscletonic, whilst allowing myself to act like an anti-social ******* and learning a few practical techniques for social sucess.
I only started with all of this just recently, I think that it is essential to go through an '*******' stage, where I to find a true ballance. I am going to start senior high school after the summer (I am 16 years old), where I will also be taking up MMA and Conditioning three times a week, meet way more girls than I do at the moment, and be able to structure my day much more. I will also go to psychotherapy, to get proffesional help to remove any emotional baggage and unhealthy tought loops that I have.
Do you guys have any feedback, ideas, opinions or thoughts about all of this?