Hey all!
This is my first post here so excuse me if its in the wrong place or something.
I think I am in a slightly unusual situation compared to a lot of folk here (been reading a few topics)... in that I have sex with many beautiful women in a month, right this month I am going to be with over 15 of them - aged from 18 to 35.
More details on the above below, but first let me give you a bit of background:
30 year old male, mixed blood (half Indian, half British, green eyes, living in Sweden for the most part but travelling a lot to Czech Republic) decent looking (to be modest, although some girls really dig my mixed looks and told me so - I do get second looks when walking on the street) reasonably fit, except a slight stomach and a slight fatty face, tall (6ft).
If I forgot any detail above, just ask.
Ok, here's the thing, I shoot porn - which is why I hump so many beautiful women. But most of the women I shoot, although intelligent they dont really speak much English.
So they come over, we do a scene or two, I gotta direct with sign language and google translate, I pay them and they leave.
A lot get added to my facebook account just so I can contact them again if needed for a new shoot (again, thank you google translate).
I shoot upto 5 women a week (max) and use the two spare days to recharge.. this is when I head into the clubs, I see beautiful women.. say hi, start up a small conversation when I tell them I am a "photographer", sometimes going into details... but more often, I just ****ing run out of things to keep the conversation going.
Even more often I ****ING WUSS out at starting conversations (please somebody just hit me) which leaves me feeling disgusted in side.
Sure I am getting laid, but there is no real connection, and its all about the money, I want to make connections without the money (I'm fine with buying dinner etc that kind of spending **** does not bother me- I mean paying for sex).
I just keep blanking out when talking or cant get an interesting conversation to stay interesting and I see the girl lose interest (esp in clubs).
With my guy friends I can jabber for hours, but I aint gay so at the end, who gives a **** there?
Help PLEASE!
This is my first post here so excuse me if its in the wrong place or something.
I think I am in a slightly unusual situation compared to a lot of folk here (been reading a few topics)... in that I have sex with many beautiful women in a month, right this month I am going to be with over 15 of them - aged from 18 to 35.
More details on the above below, but first let me give you a bit of background:
30 year old male, mixed blood (half Indian, half British, green eyes, living in Sweden for the most part but travelling a lot to Czech Republic) decent looking (to be modest, although some girls really dig my mixed looks and told me so - I do get second looks when walking on the street) reasonably fit, except a slight stomach and a slight fatty face, tall (6ft).
If I forgot any detail above, just ask.
Ok, here's the thing, I shoot porn - which is why I hump so many beautiful women. But most of the women I shoot, although intelligent they dont really speak much English.
So they come over, we do a scene or two, I gotta direct with sign language and google translate, I pay them and they leave.
A lot get added to my facebook account just so I can contact them again if needed for a new shoot (again, thank you google translate).
I shoot upto 5 women a week (max) and use the two spare days to recharge.. this is when I head into the clubs, I see beautiful women.. say hi, start up a small conversation when I tell them I am a "photographer", sometimes going into details... but more often, I just ****ing run out of things to keep the conversation going.
Even more often I ****ING WUSS out at starting conversations (please somebody just hit me) which leaves me feeling disgusted in side.
Sure I am getting laid, but there is no real connection, and its all about the money, I want to make connections without the money (I'm fine with buying dinner etc that kind of spending **** does not bother me- I mean paying for sex).
I just keep blanking out when talking or cant get an interesting conversation to stay interesting and I see the girl lose interest (esp in clubs).
With my guy friends I can jabber for hours, but I aint gay so at the end, who gives a **** there?
Help PLEASE!