Please, I'm hurting, in need of insight

[Black Dog]

I'm hurting, in need of insight

I don't consider myself a chump because I'm never afraid to bust girl's balls, I always keep my composure and things like that. Last week and twice this week however, I have acted lame (in my opinion) by giving without asking for anything in return. Both are twin sisters, and both are hot.

Last week I took Taylor home (no kiss, she's got a BF though), dropped her sister off somewhere this week (no kiss just a lame-ass hug), as I type this I'm getting back from dropping them both off home...spent almost an hour there, chilling. Wanted to check out their place, need to see where I'll be laying pipe. It was cool at first but once they started showing me their baby pictures I realized my mistake and decided I needed to get the **** out of there Problem is I felt myself not wanting to leave!! Shyt! One-itis? I hope not.

Thing is, I took Alyssa (hotter sister) to some appointment yesterday, and at the gas station she said she was worried I wouldn't make it home with enough gas; Pook forgive me but she sounded so sweet and sincere, she looked angelic sitting in my passenger seat and I momentarily forgot that this is a girl who: hangs out with mostly Football players; down to smoke Hookah; dresses less than modestly. I understand there are some girls you should and shouldn't fall for. My D don't understand that unfortunately..

When I dropped her off I wasn't really paying attention lol...she hugged me pretty quickly and then left right away, caught me off-guard. I was driving way thinking FVCK that would have been an easy kiss. Easily could have said something like "Minimum fee is one kiss," boom, makeout. Fvck.


Sorry for the length guys.

TODAY

Today is the day I should have ignored her, excersise some push-pull, not look desparate but **** what do I do, I walk around with her in the morning. She sees a guy she knows, JUMPS INTO HIS ARMS (knife in me) and I'm just like :kick: I know better, why am I hanging with this girl...but I don't act gay at least; I start talking to Football Guy, he's actually pretty cool and I see myself hanging with him in the future. Thoughts are flying through my head though, 'she's trying to make me jealous,' 'he's good looking,' .......tsk tsk Sosuave. All things I could have avoided lol


I ignore her till the end of school. There was a ceremony for a desceased student who died in a crash, it was clearing up, me being new to the school, I didn't stay for the ceremony but I saw the two sisters + Mr. Football hanging around. Alyssa's crying pretty hard, he's stroking her hair, holding her and **** like that. (Anyone seen Wedding Crashers where Will Ferrel brags about snagging funeral chicks?) This was like fuuuaarkkkk, but I was doing the same to her sister Taylor, not all bad I guess..... Alyssa's not reciprocating with him, I shouldn't have even cared but unfortunately I was paying attention, and I found it funny. I admit it hurt a little seeing them together.

And again why do I care?! I hardly know this girl. ****

So sister comes up, asks for a ride, I tell them they can walk their asses home but later on drive them anyway, I was pretty happy to (CHUMP much)

So Alyssa gets passenger her sisters in back, I'm playing with Alyssas legs and stuff, being loud keeping a Friday vibe but still annoyed by earlier. Also, I ask why Alyssa needs a ride home after seeing her in another dude's car (different FB player) earlier. He swung by her house to pick up condoms from there. W.T.F. Condoms lol?!Red Flag if I ever fxxxing saw one. They live with their single mother so it's possible the gloves belonged to Mommie but **** who am I kidding....

I. Need. To sort my head out.. Thanks for reading my novel I'm currently looking for a publisher lol

You can PM me if you want to see pics, I know Robyn923b and others usually request those HAHA


TL;DR
Was letting my ego get the best of me giving pretty girls rides and now I see other guys touching on them, feelsbadman

IN all likelines the more attractive sister is a slut, I can't rationalize myself out of the one-itis though

 

[Drdeee]

You in love. It lasts about a month past pejection point. Escalate.

 

[Black Dog]

Dr****face I feel like I'm getting used

 

[Fela Kuti]

too long for people to bother to reply I guess

 

[The Experience]

too long for people to bother to reply I guess

Why would you even reply with that?...

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Be conscious about where you are focusing your attention, this is what girls crave. They don't control it, YOU DO. And don't just focus you're attention on something else just because you want to make them jealous, focus it because you find that that thing at a much higher value then those two.

 

[floydb25]

It's not too long. These girls sound like users and players. It doesn't sound like they have any interest in you - just using you for rides and attention, and you're providing both. Why? What are you getting out of it? A quick hug and blow off?

You shouldn't care about what they're doing, or over-thinking this. You care because you like them. But, you shouldn't. Doesn't sound there is anything to like, or that they're doing for YOU. There's nothing here that shows them liking you. Talking about, and hugging up on other guys should be your HUGE clue to move it along.

They're not trying to make you jealous - just you making it out to be bigger than it is. You're seeing only what you want to see. If you stick around, you'll just be looking for clues that they like you, making up excuses for them, and blah blah. Waste of time.

As for acting sweet and what not - of course, that's what girls do when they want something. How sweet are they when they ditch you to go run after the hot jock?

Sounds like you need more self-respect. Don't do all these things if they're doing nothing for you. This is most likely what your relationship/friendship will always be. They're worth neither.

 

[Mr. Suave]

Try to only be around one at a time. When you was back at their place? You should've been with only ONE of them, and DEFINITELY not checking out baby pictures.

The one without a boyfriend, invite her over, bull**** a reason, make something up. Or start watching a movie with her at her own place. It mainly comes down to making moves on girls, they're often a little passive and don't mind guys escalating on them. If you simply isolate and escalate, you will have a much higher chance of anything happening, it's fool-proof, really.

The rules to keep in mind are, if she freaks out, squirms and isn't comfortable with something minor, like you putting your arm around her, or rubbing her shoulders/back, then you have very very very little chance of anything ever happening between you unless you really make an effort, (protip: it's never worth it).

 

[Black Dog]

I really appreciate the advice guys! I guess the plan of action is clear.

 

[Black Dog]

So I went to opposite ends of the spectrum today, completely ignored both of em.' Have a class with each, morning and afternoon. Taylor kept hugging me and stuff, putting her face in my chest. Etc. Strong girlfriend lol--her boyfriends sounds lame anyway, I guess he pays for her phone? Alyssa was trying to tickle me in class.....feels really weird. I didn't say a single word to either of them. Can't they take a hint!

I also saw Alyssa beginning to walk home after school; Not sure if she saw me but I drove past her.


....am I Don Juaning yet? Haha

 

[floydb25]

They sound like attention *****s, honestly. As soon as you back away, they start flirting with you. But, once you give in, they use you. They never actually escalate with you outside of their safety zone. Chances are, they use their sexuality to manipulate men into doing their bidding. They're probably using their boyfriends too.

They'll probably start whining and asking what your problem is if you keep it up, because being spoiled tends to come with the terrority, as well. Then, once you give in, they'll just use you again.

There's an off-chance that you'll be able to score with them at one point, but don't attach yourself to these kind of people. You'll just be the next boyfriend that they use and cheat on - then leave for another.