Hi folks,
I was just dumped by a girl after a 3 year old relationship because of a stupid mistake I made (I started "seeing" although not sexually, someone else). I told her the truth two weeks ago and things got very cold.
We still talked every day, she called me, or I called her, we even went out to see a movie as 'friends'. Everything was fine.
On Monday I called her, no answer. On Tuesday I also did. No answer. Wednesday she called me at about 11pm saying that she has been busy going out with friends, but she told me that we should talk today and that she would answer me today. Today I called, no answer. I blew up her phone and I now feel very guilty.
All of them are retarded moves, I know that. I'm not trying to win her back, I just want to apologize and not end up like an *******.
The thing is that jealousy has struck me at full force, although it's all MY fault. She must be banging someone as we speak. We always talk in the mornings, but in the evenings she's unavailable. I know she's banging someone else right now.
I just took a 4mg dose of a tranquilizer (clonazepam) and the jealousy has subsided but I can't stand the sadness. I just want to sleep all day until I forget this s--t.
What the hell does one do in this situation?
F--n s--t sucks.
I was just dumped by a girl after a 3 year old relationship because of a stupid mistake I made (I started "seeing" although not sexually, someone else). I told her the truth two weeks ago and things got very cold.
We still talked every day, she called me, or I called her, we even went out to see a movie as 'friends'. Everything was fine.
On Monday I called her, no answer. On Tuesday I also did. No answer. Wednesday she called me at about 11pm saying that she has been busy going out with friends, but she told me that we should talk today and that she would answer me today. Today I called, no answer. I blew up her phone and I now feel very guilty.
All of them are retarded moves, I know that. I'm not trying to win her back, I just want to apologize and not end up like an *******.
The thing is that jealousy has struck me at full force, although it's all MY fault. She must be banging someone as we speak. We always talk in the mornings, but in the evenings she's unavailable. I know she's banging someone else right now.
I just took a 4mg dose of a tranquilizer (clonazepam) and the jealousy has subsided but I can't stand the sadness. I just want to sleep all day until I forget this s--t.
What the hell does one do in this situation?
F--n s--t sucks.