***Packer’s EPIC Improvement Journal***

[Packers2010]

Packer’s EPIC Improvement Journal

Intro
Hey guys, my name is packers2010, or Just call me Luke. I've been on this path for a few months now. Just scratching the surface, seeing what there is out there. Now I realize that you either let it consume your life. Or you go without.
I’m in this game to change myself, to become a better person. If I get some Lays out of it, well that’s a bonus right now. I just want to be happy, healthy and wealthy. This is why I am doing this. I have got to the point where I want to go out all the time. So soon I will be going out alone.

My Story
I'm 21 about 180CM and I weigh 86Kgs. I currently live in Australia. I’m you classic chode. I liked every girl in high school. First kiss was at 15. Nothing special. Met her off the net, and we dated for 6 months. Lucky for me it wasn’t a boobless 6 months. She got them out at every opportunity. Yay for being 15 and horny. Then came bree. Bree... Bree.. Bree... you know, one of those girls you fall in love with, but are just plain BAD for you. Well it happened, for 7 long years. 7 long years of being in love with her. Hello oneitis!.

After about 7 years of being a chode with her. She txt me on day and out of NOWHERE and told me to come over. She needed someone to “ look after her” so it was on from the get go. Yay for her being drunk and honey
So the next day came and it was off. Only a onetime thing, I was like cool. I lost my v- plates to the girl I wanted to. 2 days later it happened again. Then another 4 days later it happened again. Then again and again and again. On my birthday she got drunk off 3 drinks and gave me a BJ in the car park or the bar ( sick brag)

So after about the 10th time of doing that, we split. She met some guy and I was.. Well you could imagine where I was. It’s like showing up to those pearly gates only to see the Devil there and not Jesus. He must have taken a personal day that day.

After she got this guy... I well.. Became the most jealous people I have ever known. So are friendship hit the rocks. All we would do is fight. We couldn’t have fun anymore at all. I grew up. I didn’t want her as a friend anymore like I did for the past 7 years. that wouldn’t cut it. I WANTED her. Thing is... I knew I would never get her being the way I was. I also knew i couldn’t have her around. All she wanted is me to be there and put up with her ****, while she ****ed some other dude. I wasn’t going to be that guy anymore. So we just stoped talking which is for the best I think. I know I will be back one day. Soon i will message her and tell her some things (forgive her) but that’s all I will do.

After taking a look at her, then me, then her again, I decided to put my heart in the trash and start again. So it’s been a few weeks since I talked to her. I feel as if I can move on without too much trouble. I will miss her though. Not as a lover but as a friend. She fvcked me over pretty good, well when I look at it now, unblinded I can see she just acted in her best interest.

So we come to the now, the part I like. Been in this game a few months, I see now that everything I did before was a joke. I mean a big joke and it was played on me. Now I am a little wiser. I know what needs to be done.


Goals
Goals are in bold how I will achieve my goals are in Italics

In no order

• Take a girl on a date to a nice restaurant
• Not care what ANYONE thinks about me
Doing what I want to do
• Don’t flirt with people on face book
Don’t comment on peoples statuses so much
• Be less stubborn
Be more accepting of other people’s views, be more considerate of them
• Letting life problems go
Stop worrying about them and start living!
• Not letting bicthes get to me
Find more quality girls
• Move to Wales with my family
Save up every money to move
Sell everything, then have a party with the profits 
• Get an apartment in London.
Live in Wales for 3 years then holiday in London to see if I like it.
Save up a enough money to move over
Get new job in Wales
• Get in better shape
Join a gym
Loose 15kgs
Exercise everyday at the gym or at home
Do stretches every day
• Get a better job
Move wales First
Find a better job there
• Always Aim high
Always aim for the highest peak
• Always expect the best from myself
Always do the best I can in everything
• Don’t hang out with chodes no more ( my old friends)
Stops hanging out with the chodes. They are boring and lame. Find something better to do instead
• Make cooler new likeminded friends
Find Friends who are into Pick-up
• Become less needy
Don’t depend on the outcome.
Have an abundance mindset
• Become less needy
See above
• Forgiving people
Forgiving all the people who have wronged me in my life
• Standing up for myself
not taking anyone’s ****
putting people in their place
• Go out more
Go out 2 times a week bear min
• Approach more girls
Approach about 3 girls a day. If not more!
• Forgive and forget the mistakes I have made
Make peace within Myself
• Start Medatating
Read up on meditation
Practice it for an hour a day
• Give Value instead of taking it
Be a cool guy and not try and take value instead give it

• More goals to be added when they come

Conclusion
What I hope to get out of this is to become a different person then i was in the past and move forward. I’ve done some REALLY chodey things in my lifetime. Now I want to be a cool guy and over value instead of taking it.

This thread will be updated daily and will be posted on my blog and Facebook too. If any of you guys want to check it out. I make blog post pretty regular. I also am on Facebook. Check my sig.

Thanks for reading this and I would really like to have your input on this too and also your well wishes :rockon: :yes:

 

[Solomon]

NICENESS, Ill be checking this good to see you having goals mate

 

[Packers2010]

Day one

i woke up this morning and realized i have a cold now. sigh. i don't feel well at all. i think i am just going to chill and try watch some vids today. but that's about it.

@ soloman

thanks man.

 

[Packers2010]

day 2 and 3

not much has been going on since i have been sick in bed. but i have had kfc and McDonalds since then so. i am back tracking a little.

going to go for a walk tomorrow. on the weekend i am going to go to a club and talk to a few girls. should be good. i know i will get blown out. but i expect that

 

[Packers2010]

a week goes by


Not much happened during the week as I still have this wretched cold. During the week all I did was stay in bed and try and get better. At the weekend tho it was a different story. On Saturday night I went to the casino. To play some 2/5 haven’t played this game yet as it’s a new buy in they have. So I put 200 down and I play. It’s 50 min 300 max

Early on I win a few pots. Then hit a set and stacked a guy. Then busted another guy in a 3 way pot. I won the spit pot, Not the main. After that I well up over $1000.
For the hole night I walked away with $1152 total! I was on fire! No one could touch me. I’m going to go back and play again this Friday.

Today I finished watching the jiffy show. Man thats pretty inspiring. Have a new outlook on life Got a whole heap of stuff done today and yesterday also. Just a few things needed to be one. Baking n stuff. Got that out of the way now i can party! Woo!

 

[Packers2010]

another big win at the casino

last weekend went back to the casino to play poker. Was up 60$ until the last 2 hands of the night where i won another 751$!!!

now that i have a roll behind me i will be able to do a lot more then before. witch is great news. now all i have to do is keep building on it.

tomorrow night i am going back to the casino to play the 40$ tournament they have going, after that. i am meet up with a guy and we going to go out and bust some moves on some girls. i'm pretty excited. first time i have gone out to do this. i have no expectations except the fact i am going to get blown out like.... every time but if i get a few good hooks in then i will be pretty happy... well i will be pretty happy with a few seconds of interaction.

should be a fun night.

 

[Rubirosa]

Dude, I wouldn't classify gambling as self improvement.....
Rather, you need to............
Look, act, and feel sharp
Be self controlled
Work for a better life

 

[Vice]

Do you mean "The Jeffy Show"? How is that, and what is it about? I have it lying around here and I haven't looked at it yet.

Anyway, gambing will only get you burned in the end. And that's not exactly "self improvement". If you want to be better with women, you need to spend more time at bars/clubs.

I also just looked at your Facebook... dude. First off, I wouldn't link anything to yourself on this site. Second, you need to hit the gym instead of the casino. And don't post a photo of you with money in your hand... there's nothing that turns women (and people in general) off more. Honestly, have you ever seen anyone cool with a picture like that?

 

[jay_mo]

I agree with Rubirosa. Casino playing is taking you the opposite direction of where you need to go. It's like beeing a gamer.

There is something missing on your list. It is
*Get a hobby, a passion.

You need something to wrap your life around to boost your self-esteem. Get yourself busy. Get something to talk about. Women love to hear a man having a passion about something. It can be anything - surfing, climbing, cooking, dancing, singing, language you name it. As long as it's social, sporty or exciting.
With the gambling, you are putting your mind at something else, which in itself is good, that is one thing you need, but to become a poker pro you need to lose your real life and become a poker nerd. And unless you intend to win your women with money that is not the way to go.

Without a hobby and passion it's harder to put all those more or less abstract things on your list into reality. Go find one. Start a new life. The one I found was dancing and that worked my whole life a massive boost. Extra good thing with dancing is that you meet lots of girls. And it makes your body in shape. Dancing is not for all guys but if you find some activity where you meet people it's a huge bonus.

 

[Packers2010]

a night out.

ok so i went out with a buddy of my last night and we was trying to pick up some girls. nothing was working for us really. so then out of nowhere this drunk girl starts chatting to my friend and I. so the drunk girls buys us a drink then wants to go dancing. so we go dancing.

now.. this girl.. is about a 7 i would say. but she is 38 and i'm 21. so i am trying to set it up for my friend who is closer to her age.

so we get to the club from the bar. but my friend doesn't get let back in.

so this girl takes a liking to me and tells me i have nice eyes and nice style. witch was nice.


so when we get into the club we go get a drink and find a place to sit down. make out for a bit then dance or a bit more.

then she goes to the bathroom. so i am like cool.. but she invites me INTO the bathroom... now... i really wasn't thinking at this point.. so... i went in there with her.. so like 3 mins after i sat down in the crapper. the bouncers bang on the door and tell us to get out..

the girl i was in there with was like... but we was only talking.. lol once we are out of the club i tire get her to go back to my car. but it was a no go. so i just went home.

she was like. I',m not going to have sex with you. i'm about as old as your mother. in **** like. if we go back to my hotel we will only kiss and cuddle.

i know it was my fault for not ****ing her. but i did learn a lot. plus after we got kicked out of the club she started yelling at some guy. i tired not to get involved. anyway. that was my night.

 

[Packers2010]

Do you mean "The Jeffy Show"? How is that, and what is it about? I have it lying around here and I haven't looked at it yet.

Anyway, gambing will only get you burned in the end. And that's not exactly "self improvement". If you want to be better with women, you need to spend more time at bars/clubs.

I also just looked at your Facebook... dude. First off, I wouldn't link anything to yourself on this site. Second, you need to hit the gym instead of the casino. And don't post a photo of you with money in your hand... there's nothing that turns women (and people in general) off more. Honestly, have you ever seen anyone cool with a picture like that?

lol.. well.. everyone has there thing.. i guess i gamble.

IT IS self improvement when you improve you money.

as the Facebook thing. meh i **** around on it. i have like 50 friends. i don't game at all on there. i did go out last night and just made a post about that. so.

also @ jay_mo

my hobbie is poker. it' what i do. i also play pool too. so i do have a back up

 

[Packers2010]

Busy Busy Busy
I have been so busy with moving I have neglected all my journals and my blog. I have become a shut in too. Witch hasn't helped me much socially but financially it's great. I have sold most things now. Just a few more big items and we should be set.

I quit my job week and a half ago now. It was like a prison. I just had to break free. The ***** hat runs that place needs to be sacked. It's like a dictatorship. But isn't every job like that?

The stress is really mounting up. That's why i quite my job so early. Things needed to be done and I was the one to do them. Witch they have been getting done.




Not much else to say other then I keep getting messages from some scammers asking for my PayPal information? Which is quite lol if you ask me.




Anyway.

Until next time




Stay lucky my friends

 

[Packers2010]

I feel like this journal has fallen by the way side of late. I haven’t been going out and I haven’t been talking to girl. The best thing I have been doing is trying to get with one of my friends. This is anti productive, because she has a BF. I really haven’t been pushing myself like I should. Things have been so crazy lately with moving and all I haven’t bothered with the Pickup stuff. Once I move and settle in, it will be right back on the grind.

Not long now. Only 3 weeks. So excited and nervous, I think the stress is going to kill me. Booked the tickets today, now I can’t go back

Anyway.

Until next time.

Stay lucky my friends.

 

[Packers2010]

2 weeks to go and i am getting excited. been packing all day today haven't really had time for much else. as of now this is going to be my Aussie journal. i will make a new one for moving as i have new goals and new outlooks on life. this will be my last update in here until i start my new one. tho i will link this to my new journal.