Otr4: Im Convo Game Lessons

[PlayerSupreme]

YOU GET HER FAWKING LIFE STORY….ALL OF HER SECRETS:


ZenMack: whats craccin
ZenMack: playboy
Cpr 4: sup PLAYER
ZenMack: how's that honey
ZenMack: you getting into her head yet
Cpr 4: we talked last night
ZenMack: for how long
Cpr 4: she tried to dig into my life
ZenMack: no no no no
Cpr 4: 45 minutes
ZenMack: and double no
ZenMack: ok and did you get that story
Cpr 4: I kept trying to turn it back to her
ZenMack: dig out all those secrets
ZenMack: good
Cpr 4: like what secrets
Cpr 4: she was married for ten years
ZenMack: always be a mystery
ZenMack: yeah
Cpr 4: he put her in bankrupcy
Cpr 4: he did crack
ZenMack: everybodies got secrets...see there's one right there

Cpr 4: middle child
Cpr 4: older sister
ZenMack: wht does that tell you about her..and she's a middle child
Cpr 4: younger brother
Cpr 4: mom dead
ZenMack: pimpable bro
ZenMack: yeah
Cproducer24: dad movd to florida
ZenMack: it all looks good
ZenMack: abandonment issues
ZenMack: father left her alone moma died
Cproducer24: she felt left out as the middle child
ZenMack: I already know this..I know people homie…it’s the fuccin pimp in me

BLAH BLAH BLAH…HE GOT HER INFO


KNOW WHERE YOUR AT IN YOUR GAME LEVEL:


Cpr 4: oh and she said she always has to be the agressor at the club
Cpr 4: so maybe that is her issue
ZenMack: ok
ZenMack: or maybe **** heads do not step the **** up like a pimp or man
Cpr 4: she can take a lot of crap and still keep stickin around which is good for me
Cpr 4: ten years
ZenMack: yeah
Cpr 4: if I keep a small dream alive in her head
ZenMack: this information shows what levels she has been too
ZenMack: there you go
Cpr 4: shes learned to accept a lot of ****....
ZenMack: and what dies that mean to you
ZenMack: does that mean to you
ZenMack: sorry I type way to fast sometimes
Cpr 4: I got to already have more possiblility to her than the other guy
Cp 4: so I probably got a lot of room to work my game on her
Cpr 4: see her when I want to see her and take from her what I want to take from her. and keep telling her I think she may be the one
ZenMack: there you go
ZenMack: you know how to do this
Cpr 4: my game...I should say some game...since I dont have any
ZenMack: you know how the game is played
ZenMack: can that shyt man
ZenMack: you know way more than those idiots at sosymp
ZenMack: you just need to get out of your own way homie

Cpr 4: Im going to try to just have fun pimpn her. make that the goal. just to enjoy that and learn what I can
ZenMack: I'm glad I'm getting out of this game bruh
Cpr 4: take the pressure off myself mentally
ZenMack: yes
Cpr 4: I can get another one if I mess up here
Cpr 4: I got her right
ZenMack: Now you know
ZenMack: the truth
ZenMack: that I've been teaching you

 

[PlayerSupreme]

A PLAYER/WHAT EVER THE FAWK YOU WANNA CALL EM’S MIND IS AWARE AND YOU COME FROM A HIGHER PLANE:

Cpr 4: she said she saw me walk in the club
ZenMack: what does that tell you
Cpr 4: so other chicks must have noticed
Cpr 4: but she didnt give any strong signals
ZenMack: She SAW YOU WALK IN WHAT DOES THIS TELL YOU
Cpr 4: so maybe I need to look for smaller signs when Im in the club
ZenMack: When your playing this game
Cpr 4: ?
ZenMack: sorry my aol cut off
ZenMack: and t is calling
ZenMack: cutting them ho's loose homie
ZenMack: anyways when your in the zone your senses heighten
ZenMack: you tune in to those who are tuned in too you. notice how I always can feel the women who are checking me out
ZenMack: then I send them return energy
ZenMack: ie looks and attitude
ZenMack: when they return it I move in right
ZenMack: but you gotta have that mind set that I told you about friday
ZenMack: your above them...your above everybody in the club...there is nobody better looking than you and there is nobody who can outdo you
ZenMack: your the star and they are the fans
ZenMack: when you have this you put out a different vibe
ZenMack: women become attracted to this energy
ZenMack: friday you put it out and it came back too you and you did the next thing you stepped the **** up
ZenMack: she noticed you and you noticed her...you tuned in to the wave length
ZenMack: you created the connection
ZenMack: it was her place to sit back and wait for that available male to approach
ZenMack: too bad she is doing the approaching since the white dudes in there are so got dam chicken
ZenMack: you there foo
Cproducer24: ya. Im learning
Cproducer24: from your game
ZenMack: then let me continue to pull your ****in coat my white nigga,
ZenMack: when you have the mind set that your above them
ZenMack: and you project this.
ZenMack: women will feel it and it is in their nature if they are attracted to you to respond by bowing to your nature as a man
ZenMack: look at how many bigger nigga's step out of my way
ZenMack: look at how women always sense me and give me the look
ZenMack: you gotta have the correct mind set
ZenMack: in all things in life homie...this is why I talk so much **** too you
ZenMack: I'm above all that is in MY universe
ZenMack: why
ZenMack: cause I am looking at the world from MY point of view
Cpr 4: I got that on friday. Im above all those people.
ZenMack: without me in it it wouldn't exist
ZenMack: yeah finally got it into ya big head
ZenMack: lol@ya
ZenMack: those goobers at sosymp still don't get it...I told you my level is way over their ****in heads
ZenMack: that is why they come out of the wood works at me
ZenMack: spit foo
Cpr 4: I looked at those females and thougth...Ive figured alot more **** out in my life and I got more **** going for me then most dudes they get to pick from so why should I feel they are doing me a favor...I will dothem a favor tonight
ZenMack: yes
Cpr 4: I kept putting that thought back in my mind
Cpr 4: when it went out I put it back in
ZenMack: it takes time to make it stick but keep doing it
ZenMack: it will take you at least 21 days to make it permanent
Cproducer24: did you notice it at all
ZenMack: yeah
ZenMack: I could feel something different
ZenMack: you were constantly scanning the room
ZenMack: your senses were much more open
ZenMack: it's no wonder when I came back in you had made your ****kin move playboy


YOU KEEP YOUR GAME IN CHECK:

Cpr 4: I think that other female was interested
Cpr 4: I just needed to move on her
Cpr 4: she was doing the same thing as heather
Cpr 4: small scared signals
ZenMack: T asked me to leave you alone
Cpr 4: didnt want to get rejected by something as good as me
Cpr 4: lol
ZenMack: yeah I'll bet she was. I saw her checking you out while you were standing there

Cpr 4: I decided to stay up there for a while even thou my low self estem
Cpr 4: was tellin me to get down.
Cpr 4: because I could see all the females from that point of view
ZenMack: that is because it's uncomfortable up there in the clouds
Cpr 4: and they could see me
ZenMack: yes
ZenMack: keep going
Cpr 4: that big blond retarded chick that I dance with
Cpr 4: she wanted to go home for just 1 night
ZenMack: ok gawd...why man why
Cpr 4: she said I was hot
Cpr 4: kept saying it
ZenMack: HELL NO>>> I woulda had to put my foot down
Cpr 4: so I messed back with her
ZenMack: she sensed your new presence bruh
Cpr 4: I said I'd dance with her but not if she was going to act crazy
ZenMack: there you go establishing control
Cpr 4: I wasnt going to through my back out trying to keep up with her so she had to dance right
ZenMack: it's about your world not bowing to theirs
ZenMack: lol
Cpr 4: then when she'd start that crazy **** I d stop dancing
Cpr 4: she say whats wrong
Cpr 4: I told you, I wastn going to brake my back with your crazy ****
Cpr 4: shed lookd confused
ZenMack: lol
Cpr 4: cuz she IS retareded
ZenMack: I think so
Cpr 4: then shed laugh and say you are so hot
ZenMack: remember when I told her big tittied friend when she asked me if she danced good and I said hell no!!!
Cpr 4: LOL
ZenMack: lol now that was some funny **** her trying to prove me wrong after that
ZenMack: so did you walk away from fattie
ZenMack: **** I wouldn't of danced with her funky ass
Cpr 4: a dance beat came on and she started going crazy
ZenMack: I can't stand those 2 ho's
Cpr 4: I said I dont dance to this
ZenMack: cool
Cpr 4: she tried to follow me and stand by me like she did the other times


CONSTANTLY IMPROVING:

ZenMack: so what have you learned :
Cpr 4: she I kept walkn until she dropped off
Cpr 4: I had to get back into the real game
Cpr 4: she got me movin and showed the other girls I was there alone and would get out and dance
Cpr 4: hea***** r said "white guys dont dance"
Cpr 4: meaning she liked how I moved her
ZenMack: yeah I saw that
ZenMack: you had it on lock down
Cpr 4: she was huggin tight on me
ZenMack: you were doing the program on her ass
Cpr 4: it was cool
ZenMack: you took control like a pimp
Cpr 4: I pulled back when I started to do that lean in ****
ZenMack: could you feel into her body with your hands?
Cpr 4: and moved her hips like I was ****n her
ZenMack: yeah boi
Cpr 4: I bent my knees some
Cpr 4: put my hands around the lower part of her ass
ZenMack: dam homie
Cpr 4: put our crotches straight on to each other
ZenMack: you go with ya bad self
Cpr 4: then pulled her up to my **** to the beat like we will do with I **** her
ZenMack: of course she let you because she was interested deeply in YOU
Cpr 4: she had that small moveable body
ZenMack: LMFAO
Cpr 4: whats that
ZenMack: laughing my fukkin ass off
ZenMack: This internet lingo shyt
Cpr 4: this is the part I got to work on is pinmpn them
Cpr 4: My game isnt tight at this level
ZenMack: yeah
Cpr 4: Im gettin that catchn thme tighter
ZenMack: well that is your next leve in this izm
Cpr 4: and the ****n them tighter

OK YOU LEARN HOW TO GET THEM BUT THEN WHAT?

Cpr 4: but the inbetween part
Cpr 4: I dont got that
Cpr 4: its still hella new for me
ZenMack: that is because your letting yourself drop back from your position in the sky
Cpr 4: I only know that old way, of relating to them
ZenMack: when your up there..it's all your world
Cpr 4: so I think thats where I **** it up now
ZenMack: the follow your lead
ZenMack: stay in your mindset
Cpr 4: I need to learn how to handle them
ZenMack: this is where most people blow it
ZenMack: you handle them by learning how to handle yourself
Cpr 4: you mean keep the club mindset at all times
ZenMack: Dam what are you stoopid
Cpr 4: Im better than you and your lucky to be with me
ZenMack: I've said I wear it when I wake up and I wear it when I go to bed
ZenMack: it's not just about the club
ZenMack: it's not just about getting women
Cpr 4: when did you start doing that

 

[PlayerSupreme]

TECHNIQUES CAN ONLY GET YOU SO FAR!!!

ZenMack: it's about becoming
ZenMack: you should know
ZenMack: think back. how long have I been saying this ****
ZenMack: it becomes you
ZenMack: you don't put it on...you become it
ZenMack: remember when I said you need to remake yourself from the inside out
ZenMack: this is what I was talking about
Cpr 4: yeah
ZenMack: it's not about putting on a face or learning some techniques
ZenMack: it's about becoming
ZenMack: when you become this person
ZenMack: everything you do will reflect your new position in life
ZenMack: you will go after those contracts instead of waiting for them to come to you
ZenMack: you will have women beating down your door just to be with you
ZenMack: look at how many women I've had...remember along time ago that one ho
ZenMack: whom I slept with one time
ZenMack: and she called me 67 times the next day
ZenMack: you put out a energy that lower vibration people are attracted to
ZenMack: like a moth to a flame
ZenMack: you gotta stay up
ZenMack: keeping your attitude above it will raise your energy's vibration
Cpr 4: damn that is so true
ZenMack: yeah
ZenMack: now you see my truth brutha
Cpr 4: so youre saying I'll get better vibration women if I keep this mindset on me
ZenMack: I've been yelling at you for a while now and you finally see where I'm coming from
ZenMack: YOUR SLOW
ZenMack: in da head man
ZenMack: answer that question yourself
ZenMack: think man
Cpr 4: It takes me longer to get the point, remember where I came from, yo
ZenMack: now teach me
ZenMack: shut the **** up
ZenMack: your just an idiot thats all down cyndrom baby


IT’S ALL ABOUT ENERGY




IT’S ALL ABOUT ENERGY

Cpr 4: so youre saying that chick that called you 67

Cpr 4: times is a low energy chick and YOU attracted her because at that time you were not doing what you are doing now


ZenMack: I attracted her at that time because I was doing what I'm doing right now...I was just in the changing process...it wasn't a permanent yet
ZenMack: and high energy chicks will still be attracted to you too cause like seeks like
ZenMack: for the purposes of your life style you need to start with the lower energy ones to get used to handling the energy of ho's/women
ZenMack: hmmmm I'm spitting some good game on this IM I will have to save some of it
Cpr 4: everybody will be attracted to that attitude right, then I get to pick the best of the bunch
ZenMack: yup
Cpr 4: ya I need to get that handling them down
ZenMack: your marketable
ZenMack: your what woman are looking for
ZenMack: white
ZenMack: 6'3
Cpr 4: It will start with telling myself I m better then them and they are lucky to get my time
ZenMack: buffed


OTR4: YOU AND THIS STUDENT ARE ON THE SAME PATH!!!

Cp 4: I got to keep meeting females, I cant get caught up in one, then work with that until its over, then go to the next one
Cpr 4: right
ZenMack: hell ya
Cpr 4: so why shouldnt I be dating
ZenMack: but in your case I thought you wanted to keep a team of em
Cpr 4: but the minute I put that out, I get the energy back from the females of major jealousy
ZenMack: in that team you always have just one favorite
ZenMack: just like in pimpin you got ya bottom bytch
Cpr 4: right, so when I find one favorite I tell her shes the only one Im seeing
ZenMack: on that energy issue
ZenMack: that is why players lie
ZenMack: you don't have to tell them the whole truth...it's none of their business
ZenMack: yeah I've got friends...but I refuse to talk about it
ZenMack: when they throw a fit...you say
ZenMack: I thought I was dealing with a mature adult not a child here
Cpr 4: good 1
ZenMack: you use that "they are acting immature" thing against them
ZenMack: you need to learn how to handle arguments and handle people
Cpr 4: dealing with a real woman not a child
ZenMack: this is why I wanted to bring you on to sosymp
ZenMack: yeah
ZenMack: exactly
Cpr 4: thats what Im seeing. this is the part that I dont have learned yet
ZenMack: You throw back on them I'm a grown assed man
Cpr 4: I dont know how to play them once I get them
ZenMack: I don't have time for this kind of shyt in my life
Cpr 4: so I lose them
ZenMack: this is where alot of sosympers lose em.
ZenMack: the pimpin never stops bruh
Cpr 4: no doubt
Cpr 4: I see that in my situation now
ZenMack: you keep pimpin em
ZenMack: if you had kept pimpin them then you woulda kept on strokin those chrome domes and keeping them enthralled
Cpr 4: Ive come up to a certain level in those other two areas, the catchin and the ****n but not the pimpn when I got them
ZenMack: think about the last summer ho you had
ZenMack: you totally fawked that one up
ZenMack: I tried to warn you gently
ZenMack: your goal is to stay up in their heads
ZenMack: their thoughts should be on you constantly all day long
Cpr 4: yeah Im going to make that my new goal. spend this next period of growth learning how to stay in their heads and pimp them,
Cpr 4: learn the right things to say to them when they test me
Cpr 4: so I can keep the good one when I find her
ZenMack: amen
Cpr 4: If I got a keeper right now, Id **** it up anyways so thats why she isnt coming around for me right now

 

[PlayerSupreme]

Cpr 4: now what where you saying

Cpr 4: aye, so when are you going to be around to break down that pa *** ****
ZenMack: break it down???
Cpr 4: Im going to set up something with he****r for friday
ZenMack: I aint touching no mo women

Cpr 4: what do I say to get her sexual
ZenMack: man I gots to go
ZenMack: You've heard me talk to them before just imataite me.
Cpr 4: this is important **** man
Cpr 4: lol
ZenMack: and when you come from that higher place
ZenMack: it just flows out
ZenMack: dam you sound like a sosymper or a becomeaplayer fool
Cpr 4:
ZenMack: aight later homie
Cpr 4: later

 

[macknetikcharm]

The truth at last! Sometimes it's hard to put it into words.

 

[PlayerSupreme]

Originally posted by macknetikcharm
The truth at last! Sometimes it's hard to put it into words.

Amen.

you pimpin or sympin?

from your words your pimpin bro.

Only a true playa can see through a forest of trees and see game.

I like your screen name.

 

[macknetikcharm]

Thanks for the comp... symp or pimp?:: probobly a bit o' both 'cause I gotta lot to learn but I lean towards pimp. peace

 

[PlayerSupreme]

No sympin is like what you read on the main board. Total sympathizers to women...hence this post. I think you more come from the pimp/real man side homie...cause a pimp is just a real man who has learned how to control himself. It's not about selling arse on the streets...that is just a by product.

My question was a test of you knowledge of this izm.

 

[macknetikcharm]

LOL Can't control the beetches ifya can't control yourself!

 

[macknetikcharm]

Sometimes I do symp tho. But I catch myself slippin'

 

[PlayerSupreme]

Originally posted by macknetikcharm
Sometimes I do symp tho. But I catch myself slippin'

there you go just like the fellow I was talking with in IM. he had to keep putting himself back up there.

I'm not all hard nails to women. I do have a gentle side which I let out. Women like me cause I am personable and intimate. But I know when to put that away...such as when they try to take your playa card and do a ho' test on ya.

Then I put on my pimp hat and take them outta orbit and put them back where they belong. below me.

This shyt comes with time playboi. It's the process of becoming a real man.

 

[macknetikcharm]

Thanks for the encouraging words. I'm lookin' for balance and separation in all levels of life too though;; not just the pimpin' Gotta BE it all the time. Can't just speak and do it.

 

[CyranoDeBergerac]

There are a few things I disagree with, primarily on the 'keeping a good woman' angle, but there is certainly no denying your game. Your analysis of the girl in the beginning was spot on (I was just waiting for you to mention the middle-child/ left-out connection. You told him how to get in her head and what to do once he was in there, which is further than a lot of guys I know can take it. Not a terrible use of the Socratic method either.

I'm not sure if you know this but you also hit on something with the twenty-one days. Psychologically, it's been proven to take three weeks to form or break a habit. I don't know if you researched that or came by it naturally, but that's a pearl and good to know when you're weaker and start to wonder if you'll ever get it.

My only thing is, what's with the white'guys being too chicken angle? There are chumps of every calibre and color, but game rises above external factors such as those. C'mon Playa, you know this...

My question to you is why are you giving up women? Sounds like you're either bored, frustrated or in the process of another major paradigm shift. What gives?

-CyranoDeBergerac

 

[PlayerSupreme]

1. Of course I didn't miss the child hood connection I told him I know this shyt. When you hustle women you learn all the angles.

2. And of course I already know about the 21 days to a new habit. I have a library full of success books and stuff

"My only thing is, what's with the white'guys being too chicken angle? There are chumps of every calibre and color, but game rises above external factors such as those. C'mon Playa, you know this..."

**Whatever! There are geeks in every race around. But I was reffering to the ones at that club that particular night I do believe.


"My question to you is why are you giving up women? Sounds like you're either bored, frustrated or in the process of another major paradigm shift. What gives?"



**I am settling down with one woman. Like I've been telling that student for quite sometime...it's time to attract a soul mate or a soul connection. I've done that.

How:

Whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith

----MARK 11:23

So your wrong in your assumption. I've been through my pardigm shift...I posted several months ago and recently that I'm retiring from this particular game.

Finally I'm surprised you had so little to say. Normally you write extremely well and alot.

 

[PlayerSupreme]

Cyrano...WTF do you need all that crap tagging along behind your screen name. One quote is enough. It's not like you need a daily mantra or something homie.

Did you ever answer my question to you under another thread?

Also are you a don juan? Do you date right now? How many if so?

I realize you were in lock up at one time and all that other stuff you posted...but where are you now?

 

[CyranoDeBergerac]

Originally posted by PlayerSupreme
1. Of course I didn't miss the child hood connection I told him I know this shyt. When you hustle women you learn all the angles.

Simply complimenting you on the depth of your insight so as hopefully to encourage more of this mindset.

**Whatever! There are geeks in every race around. But I was reffering to the ones at that club that particular night I do believe.

My apologies, I thought you were speaking generally and not specifically.

**I am settling down with one woman. Like I've been telling that student for quite sometime...it's time to attract a soul mate or a soul connection. I've done that.

Ah! I had an idea that was it, most guys do after so long in the game. I think I wasn't being clear enough. Best of luck to you in that as well. (not inferring you need it, but its always nice to have ) My next question is where/how did you meet her?

How:

Whosoever shall say unto this mountain, Be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; and shall not doubt in his heart, but shall believe that those things which he saith shall come to pass; he shall have whatsoever he saith

----MARK 11:23

Yeah, man! Those mountains are fvckers!

Finally I'm surprised you had so little to say. Normally you write extremely well and alot.

Perfection is acheived not when there is nothing left to add, but when there is nothing left to take away. When you speak wisely, what more needs to be said and would I be any more wise for expounding upon it? Only women and fools feel compelled to yammer endlessly once wisdom has been expressed and agreement reached. Women because they know no better, and fools to elevate themselves in another's opinion through avidly agreeing with the wise. I implore you to take my brevity as the greatest compliment i can bestow.

-CyranoDeBergerac

 

[PlayerSupreme]

I be any more wise for expounding upon it? Only women and fools feel compelled to yammer endlessly once wisdom has been expressed and agreement reached.

1. I will take it as your highest compliment.

2. They key is once agreement has been reached.

3. Spend more time on this board and you will see how hard that is to obtain. Especially when your talking concepts that are foreign and way over some's heads.

4. I heard that Savage was talking about Alpha males becoming extinct today on his show. That men are becoming feminized, I've already spoken on this subject what are your views?

5. You also did answer a 1 of my questions. Instead you gave me your flowery prose, although enjoyeable to read I am still interested in knowing your truths.

6. You must of been a philosophy major before you dropped out...correct. You followed Socrates maybe....

7. Thanks for the wish of fortune in my growing relationship. I met her in a night club which is where I hunted at. Our eye's met accross the room and it was a flash of energy that went between us. I watched her walk with her little sister around the club and to the bathroom. Then back again. She looked at me and cast her eyes downward. Some goober came and asked her to dance and I watched the way she danced with him and new this was the one for me. Her ability to bend to a man in a passionate and sensual way was supreme. I told my buddy I had to have her.

I waited for her to come off the floor and went over to her and stopped right in front of her. I looked her in the eye and then took her hand and took her to the dance floor. For the rest of the evening she was by my side after that. I walked her out to her car and didn't even kiss her that night. I got her number and took her email address. As soon as I got home I emailed her one of my special emails. Oh I had laryngitis the night we met.

and she responded:

Hi C ,

Thanks for the thoughtful message. It means a lot to have someone speak with appreciation and sincerity. Last night, I felt that no one else was even around when we were together. Time and my breath had stopped several times in your presence. It really is a wonderful feeling. Honestly, I was starting to feel that I would never experience that again with someone. It is a shame to start to get jaded when it comes to that. Thank you for just being yourself. Even if you never sent me a message or called me I still would have been so thankful for that evening because I feel alive again. Not just existing but feeling alive. The fact that you are man enough to send a thoughtful message makes you even more appealing to me.

I hope your voice gets better soon, even though I did think it was too sexy. <WINK> I could deal with it.

Let me know what your schedule is like. I have a really routine schedule. I work 8-5 Monday thru Friday. I also have 2 beautiful children. My daughter, W , is 9 and my son, D , is 6. So they keep me busy throughout the week. You caught me in a major transition phase because my company just moved me back here from Texas 3 weeks ago. I am still not settled in but I am so grateful to be home again. I will have to tell you the story of that trip maybe when we get a chance to meet again. I spent only 3 months in Texas but I learned so much moving away from home.

I feel like I could write you a few pages but I really don't want to overwhelm you with too much information all at once. I have to catch myself because I feel I could lose all sense of time and consciousness with you. I have to finish my laundry and start dinner. So, I will call you this evening.

(((HUG)))
T





I had put out the call to the universe that I was ready for a soul connection to come and she had been doing the same thing.

If we had met at another time in our lives we would of blown it. She used to be a major playerette herself and you know about me.

Now I am finally opening my tiny heart to someone and letting them into MY life...of course as a supportive role as is my way and as you will read hers also:

"I don't really think we left those feelings we had when we first met. We have just grown from them. It is still there. You know this. Life seems to put a blanket on the fire sometimes. I will try harder. I am a willing participant. You know this. We can only go where you lead. Because I make a horrible tour guide. It is unnatural and out of balance for me to even suggest such a thing. You know this too. If you can look at our vision and keep it right in front of you, your compass is set, there will be no diversion that will throw us off the path. We never really left the path. We made it through the bumps in the road. And we can survive the bumps we may have on the horizon. I don't doubt that at all. I have got your back. You have been holding my hand on the journey of life since the beginning of time. You and I just realized that presence 9 months ago. We just woke up. We were both dazed/asleep/unconscience before.

And we made it through our speed bumps and now she writes:



"I was thinking on my way home about some of the extra colors and flavors we have added to our relationship. Some of them good and others, well, not so good. Our relationship in rich and colorful. We have a depth that is indescribable to others. An artist may paint over the same canvas several times before he comes up with a combination that is suitable to him and pleasing to the eye. I have watched my brother paint over some incredible pieces before he feels he is satisfied. I would be shocked at his ability to let go of such masterpieces with the strokes of his brush. What we have is not a simple landscape or portrait but it is a masterpiece that is the beginning stages of development. In fact we have created some works together and have already painted over works in progress.

And the rest cyrano is what dreams are made of!


peace"

 

[PlayerSupreme]

Oh cyrano it was my boy who is white himself talking about white boys not stepping up...not me..you miss read it...unless I'm wrong

 

[Da-OnlyX]

I saw this post back at pimphop.com

NIce shyt once again, playa!

Preach on, brotha, preach on.

 

[PlayerSupreme]

This is the type of emails that I use to communicate with my woman my thoughts and our direction and to give her my vision

I was talking to **** about men and women. I used us as an example. What holds you and I together is that we come from near the same space as that of man and woman.


We both accept the natural leadership of the man. We both believe in the supportive role of the woman in relationships. We both are deeply connected to this ancient archtypical vision of how it is.

I see it as more than a vision baby. It is the most ancient flow of life that I see going on between you and I.

This is another reason why you were made for me. I need a partner by my side. Someone I can lean on when I'm tired of the good fight. Someone who will always have her door open to me.

When I say door I mean path way...the state of being open...no walls...

A womans door should always be open to her man. A man should always be there for his woman. A man is the womans source of strenght and power in the world. When a man enters his woman it is a union of god speaking. It is the most diving thing we can do. It is the bringing together of two opposites as one.

It is not the gay same sex ****...it is the most powerful union of energy in the universe. Why cause it is in balance with life.

The space I come from as I said is as old as the planet but I believe my thoughts and ideas are as old at the universe baby, you feel me.

That wall that has been up between us will come down tonight. I am going to enter you and stay there until both of us are in the light. I am going to shake your tree baby.

You and I will build from the rubble and build a new version of you and I.

You are my woman and you belong to me. You are my seperate half. You are of me and I am of you.

This is what happens in our union. Our energies combine. I need to touch god in your arms tonight baby..I need to break my own walls down and open myself to you. I do not care about the kids hearing my pleasure at life going on..or my celibration of our union going on...to damper it is to damper my soul.

I need that expression and connection that your love gives...I need your love to open to me and take me into it's warm bed of light...

I'm coming for you baby



And continuing with another email:

I wanted to finish talking about s.e.x. vs making love. I need to teach you to open your heart during sex baby. When you open your heart your mouth engages and you vocalize how you feel inside...it bonds you deeper and takes you to another place other than the place you need to "go to get there".

In this world baby, you can feel the heart beating of your partner. You feel this overwhelming emotional connection that becomes this intense bliss. Nothing compares to this. Rutting can never reach this state. This is what it's all about.

The lack there of is one of the problems sexually that is wrong with our society. People like roper are at the heart of it. They seek only self gratification of their sex. It's not about that. When you were in that life it's no wonder you had to be disconnected...because everybody around you was also...you had to be in order to even function within that society.

This is why I could never go to one of those parties. I can't disconnect. Maybe it's feminine of me. But we all have our own balance of male and female energy. In men the female energy is just way down there as is the opposite in women.

This is what causes the imbalance in gay's they are running too much of the opposite of their body structures energy. This energy creates the bodies that you see...look at how most of the gay men lack physical size...even though now adays they are compensating for that with weight training and many of them use steriods...which help fight off the destruction of aids. Although not all gays are skinny dudes either, but a great majority of them are.

Look at the bodies of the born dyke...this is why they look that way.

It's all about energy in our universe. Sexual energy can go higher. You and I are the doorway to a higher plane. I can't get there without you. You can't get there without me. That is why it's set up that way. It takes two opposites to create the spark.

What happens when you connect a positive cable to a negative cable...you get a spark. When you connect a positive to a positive you get a take away of energy...it draws energy away...which is why gay sex is a negative in the universe. It takes away energy. It doesn't spark creation...there is no increase in the flow or of the universal life force.

When you and I make love we create a higher version of this life force. The energy is higher and more rarified. Imagine a child concieved in this light vs a child concieved in the energy of just plain sex.

It's like getting breast milk vs milk from a box and a jug of water.

Now imagine what gay sex is like....below that of even a box of powdered milk and water cause no creation takes place..there is no opportunity for creation to occur. It creates an imbalance in the universe...a void of negative energy.

I just had a good discussion with **** about this yesterday. I am trying to get him to see what gay sex is doing in the universe...or on the planet. I do care about what goes on on our world. I can't turn my back on what I feel. I can't just be mollified with "why care" cause the end results are when you build up enough negative void energy...nature will fight back it is only a natural reaction. You've heard nature abhors a vacum...like how I fill your vacum. We each have opposite ideas in that area. But I think eventually he will see the light. Now how about you?

I guess I am ranting and Ive gotten off my subject.

If your only having sex like I said this morning your only jacking off using the body of another person. I'm not here for just sex. When I look back on how I lived my life...I never was. I've told **** about how I always had to connect to a person before I could have sex with them...it was hard to get my dy..ck up and keep it up unless I could feel them.

Making love is the ultimate act of sex. There is nothing that can compare to it. I'm going to take you there and keep pushing you there until you and I are on the same plane. Last night was just a small example.

Our sex and love making has been good. I want more. I lead you follow. Or, I get a pitch fork and poke you in da but and prod you along.

I feel for my buddy. He will never know this until he opens his heart to a woman. It will always be just ja,cking off using the body of a woman for him. He is stuck on waiting until it comes instead of Creating it with people that he shares himself with.

Passive feminine vs Aggressive masculine. I think he is going to see the light with this one also. You and I must create. When we create this creates a positive flow in our lives.

Look at how good you feel this morning. You feel alive. Why? It's not just all those nuts you got. It's cause you opened to love and took my love last night and this morning. Coming together is the highest remember. It creates the spark at the same time and makes it more alive and real...

I guess fags can do it too if one is wacking off while the other is doing him....gross, but it's not the same it's still just wacking off for both of them fools...sorry I'm ranting about the gay shyt again.

Ok I'm done we can discuss this in person