evolvingnerd
Senior Don Juan
in my shyer and more introverted days at uni, i put across the message that i'm more of a quiet guy - damn i regret it now
there's a group of the "cool" people, and i had an avenue in, but they were a little too out there for me, so i completley ignored them
even to this da y i despise them, not sure why. it's not completley because they have what i want in terms of social status and such, but they're very arrogant and b!tchy and the sort of people i turn my nose up at
anyway, there are some chicks (hot ones) who are associated with this gropu, and as a result i initially ignored them. i perhaps got a few smiles here and there, saw them around, talked for a sec, but generally made it know that they could fvck off for all i cared. however, rather than using this to my advantage, i just never approached them and never talked to them. i almost avoided them
now, on my quest for more friends and girls, i wanna meet up with these girls. i see em everyday in classes, some of em are even in my degree. but is it too late now? have i been labelled a fvcktard/
one side incident that may be worth noting, one of the cool dudes came and sat next to me cause there weren't any seats left. i said hi. that was literally it. not another word. i just continued talking to my other friend and doing my work. he sat there like a fvcking nigel, noone to talk to (suck **** to the f@g anyways) but i saw him and his usualy girl that he sits next to, giving each other weird looks. now i could be being paranoid, but i think it may have been why the **** isn't he (me) tlaking to u and completley ignoring u
help me out fellas
there's a group of the "cool" people, and i had an avenue in, but they were a little too out there for me, so i completley ignored them
even to this da y i despise them, not sure why. it's not completley because they have what i want in terms of social status and such, but they're very arrogant and b!tchy and the sort of people i turn my nose up at
anyway, there are some chicks (hot ones) who are associated with this gropu, and as a result i initially ignored them. i perhaps got a few smiles here and there, saw them around, talked for a sec, but generally made it know that they could fvck off for all i cared. however, rather than using this to my advantage, i just never approached them and never talked to them. i almost avoided them
now, on my quest for more friends and girls, i wanna meet up with these girls. i see em everyday in classes, some of em are even in my degree. but is it too late now? have i been labelled a fvcktard/
one side incident that may be worth noting, one of the cool dudes came and sat next to me cause there weren't any seats left. i said hi. that was literally it. not another word. i just continued talking to my other friend and doing my work. he sat there like a fvcking nigel, noone to talk to (suck **** to the f@g anyways) but i saw him and his usualy girl that he sits next to, giving each other weird looks. now i could be being paranoid, but i think it may have been why the **** isn't he (me) tlaking to u and completley ignoring u
help me out fellas
