holy ****.. this day could not have started any worse. First i go to drop off a resume at this car-lot. I was there ther other day and the secretary was ugly and i chatted her up for a bit. Then today i go back to tal kto the manager and this smoking HB8 was working.. i could barely even mutter out words to her and then the manage comes over and im almost positive i made a **** of myself by mumbling and have 0 confidence. To top if off on the way home, i see a smashed up car and think of my ex-gf (major one-itis still..over a year after our relationship ended), cuz we were in a huge crash together. Wait though, it gets better... I acually see her driving on my way home and I just started to feel sick to my stomach and i've been thinking bout her for the last 45 min straight. Man this has to end, I absolutly must learn to talk to people to acheive what i want...Girls,Jobs... everything... Im Lost...
on the verge of a meltdown
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