YA man. You sound like a good lad. Stay on the grind. Vet your gurus. You can change your life but get your life together. Resources are important. You can be like Cajun, bum life, and pull girls but why? Live a good life. She's another brick in the wall. Guys are blue pill. Even the most physically alpha guy is beta. He can kick ass but he will white knight. He will pander. Really alpha ruthless fellas are outliers. You must be pragmatic about your life and savage about time vampires.
You want to decipher old fashion, high quality, and unicorn like in nature from the rest. It's a circle jerk. Not real life. She's out getting her **** pushed in. The same with the girl at church or in the mosque. She is a beautiful woman who is again 1 cheese burger and broken rubber away from expired. Treat as such. VOLUME while young over sniper approach. Options but pursue high value. HENRY (HIGH EARNEE, NOT YET RICH) Should be the benchmark as it pretty much runs game by default due to female nature. Obv cultivate game on your come up.