Dude, on April 1st you said you’d not contact her again. You’re torturing yourself by doing this, and look utterly pathetic. Your neediness and sexual frustration is palpable, and will send any woman running for the hills.
You say you won’t plead or chase but that’s precisely what you’re doing. By talking about how much you make and that you could buy an expensive car, and that you’re a “provider”, you are qualifying yourself to her, trying to make a logical case for why she should see you again. Unfortunately, attraction doesn’t work that way. You can’t reason with a woman as to why she should like you.
By saying all this stuff, you’re basically communicating to her that you have no better options. A high value man doesn’t give a crap if one woman rejects him, as he has multiple other options. Pretty much nothing you said is attractive to a woman (other than perhaps a gold digger). Sorry to say, but her asking for time to think about it is woman talk for “you’re never going to hear from me again”.
From your other post, it sounds like you’re in a bad spot mentally. I’ve certainly been there. You need to get your head straight FIRST before you’ll have success with women. A woman is attracted to a man who is happy with himself and doesn’t need her to fulfill him.
NEVER speak to this woman again, unless she reaches out. If she does, invite her to your place for dinner.
