Well I mentioned in an earlier thread about this shy girl in my class that I sent a rose to.
She was nice at first but very soon I noticed she started to avoid me. I found out she friggin blocked me yesterday. That was all fine with me at first since I must be repeatedly doing something awful wrong cause it's happened to me with another girl and I am now pretty immune to it.
But I just happened to be partnered up with her in class today and she ****in swore at me under her breath and the teacher told her to take it easy on me, lol.
Whatever I am doing wrong, I am determined that this time, I will not, and I WILL NOT be insulted again. Three years ago this would've been a fatal stab to the heart, but today I feel like I was punched in the nose. I actually got sort of angry at being insulted for doing nothing to insult HER.
What confuses me is that there was another girl who did this to me and tore me apart years ago, and she was all physical appearance and was actually pretty *****y. This shy girl is probably the exact opposite of her (yes I changed my taste.) So I MUST be continuously doing something real wrong to repel girls off like that though I can't for the life of me figure out what it is.
And if she were to, say, unblock me, is it wise for me to say hi again? It MUST be my problem because she is probably one of the nicest people that I know of and EVERYONE who knows about this supports my interest in her. But as I said, I will not allow myself to be ripped apart again. Never. (I REALLY believe that I am a guy who is more attractive than the way I’m being treated right now, and I’m actually surprised at how blind she is. She really, really, really, has a beautiful personality and I couldn't imagine her swearing...)
She was nice at first but very soon I noticed she started to avoid me. I found out she friggin blocked me yesterday. That was all fine with me at first since I must be repeatedly doing something awful wrong cause it's happened to me with another girl and I am now pretty immune to it.
But I just happened to be partnered up with her in class today and she ****in swore at me under her breath and the teacher told her to take it easy on me, lol.
Whatever I am doing wrong, I am determined that this time, I will not, and I WILL NOT be insulted again. Three years ago this would've been a fatal stab to the heart, but today I feel like I was punched in the nose. I actually got sort of angry at being insulted for doing nothing to insult HER.
What confuses me is that there was another girl who did this to me and tore me apart years ago, and she was all physical appearance and was actually pretty *****y. This shy girl is probably the exact opposite of her (yes I changed my taste.) So I MUST be continuously doing something real wrong to repel girls off like that though I can't for the life of me figure out what it is.
And if she were to, say, unblock me, is it wise for me to say hi again? It MUST be my problem because she is probably one of the nicest people that I know of and EVERYONE who knows about this supports my interest in her. But as I said, I will not allow myself to be ripped apart again. Never. (I REALLY believe that I am a guy who is more attractive than the way I’m being treated right now, and I’m actually surprised at how blind she is. She really, really, really, has a beautiful personality and I couldn't imagine her swearing...)