So I was chilling with my cousin and his wife today, and we met up with the crew. We got hella lifted, and it was all BC Bud, and I grew up on the east Coast, so this was a new level for me. I started talk about aliens, ninja assassin corporations, rivalry gangs, God, math and danced a little bit to beats coming from my buddy's car. I felt pretty cool. I don't know if you knew, but I have a leather jacket of my own. I was wearing a leather jacket. But I don't care. I'm kinda in beef with this dude cause I sexually harrassed his gf and hit on her. The slvt said she was single on her profile, but whatever. I didn't give a sh*t. There was this one chick. She was kinda lesbo but really cool and had a cool dog and a joint of good weed. we chilled in the parking lot at walmart but there was this other hot chick, Madison. I didn't talk to her at all, cause I got social anxiety with the weed, and I felt sh*tty after not even talking to her. so when we end up going home, my cousin's wife asks "Do you like sex?" It makes me feel like everybody keeps thinking I'm gay or asexual, but I keep trying to pursue girls. Like maybe I'm too shy? Pathologically? I don't know, but you guys get way more p*ssy then I've ever will in my sorry ass life, I'd honestly want some advice on how to sort out this situation. My reputation is on the line. Like I keep falling in love with different girls but never get close to them for some reason. Maybe I just smoked too much reefer I don't know. But I DO know that I'm not drunk right now. Just lifted and listenin to tunes hella baked on youtube. I smoke weed every week or two. Maybe I should stop? Maybe I should get a job? Maybe I should go f*ck a girl? But how?