Oh nevermind, life.

[Joe1s]

I'm sick of my life, the most exciting thing I can do is sitting in the front of my computer, oh yeah, maybe I would do something more exciting if I didn't live in such a small ass town. There are no activities at all and it's impossible to approach any womens. It's not like you meet a lot of girls walking around the streets.

I have never had a girlfriend, never kissed a girl. I would consider myself as good looking, but I don't have any luck at all, forever i have been in a class with no hot girls at all. Now that im done with school, i choose to go on and educate for 4 years, but the eduction im taking is not something girls like, so you know what? There is 2 girls in the whole class of 25 pupils, and I bet they are very ugly. I could have choosen another education, yeah, but it's wrong to choose a certain thing for girls only.

I like hurting myself, hitting myself in the head, or making my legs feelingless by punching them, it feels good, i don't know why. it just does. And i don't think its normal.

Welcome to my nightmare.

 

[kidkoala]

dude ur mindset is all wrong. Your life is precious do not beat yourself up. You really sound like you need to see a phyciatrist and read some self-help books. Yeah well you gotta make things happen, you can't get mad at life. GO into the city approach some girls. Go to some sort of camp in the city or a co-ed one. Don't give up or else you already lost.

 

[hungry_american]

I was there, find a few hobbies and make more friends. Come out of your shell and be obnoxious, loud, and spontanious. Go out there make something of yourself. Maybe there is a gym you can join and focus on bettering yourself; and your body. I did this. Went from two hundred pounds to one fourty five and I look better, feel better. More confidence also comes with this, therefore more game. Good luck :rockon:

 

[Joe1s]

Originally posted by kidkoala
dude ur mindset is all wrong. Your life is precious do not beat yourself up. You really sound like you need to see a phyciatrist and read some self-help books. Yeah well you gotta make things happen, you can't get mad at life. GO into the city approach some girls. Go to some sort of camp in the city or a co-ed one. Don't give up or else you already lost.

I am already big, I got all the training eqipment I need here at home. I broke a tooth I think, GOD DAMN. Im so angry when i listen to music, i just feel like hammering my head into the wall, and i ****ING DO when my parents isnt home. Smash, CRASH. God damn, I got summerholidays, 8 weeks, nice right? NOT EVEN 1 WEEK HAS PASSED and im bored, seriously bored. GUYS IM 15 its ****ing weird to go to a big city and approach womens "Hey lets have a cup of coffee", it doesn't works. Girls at my age doens't know how to keep a long distance relationship, its also too damn difficult. Its like im going nowhere in life, nowhere at all, i cant make 3 years more without having somebody to care about. noise, noise any kind will do.

 

[hungry_american]

Originally posted by Joe1s
I am already big, I got all the training eqipment I need here at home. I broke a tooth I think, GOD DAMN. Im so angry when i listen to music, i just feel like hammering my head into the wall, and i ****ING DO when my parents isnt home. Smash, CRASH. God damn, I got summerholidays, 8 weeks, nice right? NOT EVEN 1 WEEK HAS PASSED and im bored, seriously bored. GUYS IM 15 its ****ing weird to go to a big city and approach womens "Hey lets have a cup of coffee", it doesn't works. Girls at my age doens't know how to keep a long distance relationship, its also too damn difficult. Its like im going nowhere in life, nowhere at all, i cant make 3 years more without having somebody to care about. noise, noise any kind will do.

Man calm down, you are only 15. Before you know it you will be graduated. Its a nice feeling really. And your life will totaly change and do a 180 flip once you get your license. Once I got mine I was never home. Also once you get a job and drive your parents loosen up on rules and your game flows in like a dream. Being able to date girls 30 mins or so away with a car is a dream. Just be patient. I wasn't trying to say you are puny. Just pointing out that working out takes your mind off of things that are bad and gives you plenty more confidcence which you are obviously lacking and all in all raises your spirit

 

[Joe1s]

dude license... I'm not going to make 3 years.

This sounds like a pathetic teenage depression, right?

Suicide is the only option. - maybe not, im just bored, very bored, what the **** should i do the rest of the holiday. ITS BURNING INSIDE ME

 

[hungry_american]

Are the laws where you live differant? Here you can get your license at 16 with drivers ed. And you can get your permit at 15 and a half. Well become friends with older people or find some game that can drive. I have seen older girls go for younger guys it happens. Is there anything you can do within walking distance?

 

[Joe1s]

Originally posted by hungry_american
Are the laws where you live differant? Here you can get your license at 16 with drivers ed. And you can get your permit at 15 and a half. Well become friends with older people or find some game that can drive. I have seen older girls go for younger guys it happens. Is there anything you can do within walking distance?

No activities at all, no hot girls, no parties. Call me by my name.

 

[hungry_american]

Trust me there are parties man you just need to get out there, make more friends, therefore getting in the loop about parties. And there are sexy girls out there if you look hard enough. You make it sound like you live in the middle of a desert in kalakubukastan or something.

 

[Joe1s]

Originally posted by hungry_american
Trust me there are parties man you just need to get out there, make more friends, therefore getting in the loop about parties. And there are sexy girls out there if you look hard enough. You make it sound like you live in the middle of a desert in kalakubukastan or something.

Close to. The thing is , i don't think ill make the holidays. Im turning crazy, i havent slept for 3 days in a row, only some small naps. I can't find anything to do, ITS BURNING IN SIDE ME, BURNING. Why sleep? Why the **** not?

 

[hungry_american]

It can't be as bad as your making it. Go have fun. Get off the computer right now. Call some friends or girls and get out there and do something and have fun right now man.

 

[Joe1s]

Its 3am, my old friends is nothing, Its a whole new school, you cut the contact to them. Oh well, time to jerk off to weird porn. Worth waiting for

 

[InsidiousNstinct]

Your looking at this from a completely wrong angle. I'm not going to feel sorry for you or tell you its going to be ok, like all these other guys. Because guess what? It's not going to be ok untill you decide for yourself that you're going to change.

The only one that can help you is you. Me, and everyone else can just give you ideas. Get that through your head right now. Secondly, your mindset has got to change. I was the same way; still am to some degree. I'm car less right now and im 19. Yeah, 19. And I did the samething as you, whined and complained.

That will get you nowhere. Instead think of some ways you can improve yourself. Because your going to have to improve and love yourself. Yeah it sounds like some kind of Dr. Phil show (by the way Dr. Phil is the friggin man) Anywhoo, you gotta love you man. Because believe it or not, the way you feel right now is just going to progress...hanging with one friend will get old.

It all starts from inside you. You've already said you feel it burning inside you. That's good. Let it out. Use that anger to better yourself. Just becareful that your not to hard on yourself like I have been in my life; because then nothing will be good enough.

You can start off by getting some books to read. Self esteem, life, meditation is a huge one. I recommend "THICH NHAT HANH The Miracle of mindfulness." really good book on meditation.

You got to learn how to relax and have a good time with yourself. How can you expect a girl to want to be with you and love you and have fun when you can't even have fun with yourself or truly love yourself.

Some other things include excersise but you already said you did that. Maybe find something else that's fun. Listen to some comedians if you get in a bad mood laughter will do wonders for you. And the coolest thing is that you'll be able to pick up on things and become funny yourself!

So in closeing...don't give up man. I mean you can if you want, but do you really want to be the guy that everyone pretends to like so they don't hurt your feelings? Do you want to be the tag along? I didn't think so. Use all this spare time for self improvement. You got an upper hand on all your other peers that are workin jobs. They can't do any self improvement because their workin all the time. Always ask yourself "How does this situation benifit me."

ps. This won't happen over night....im still workin on myself. Constant change, the difference is you get a hold of yourself.

Hope this helped.

 

[MagnuM]

You are a whiny little *****

 

[DogFashionDisco]

Dude, you really need to see a psychiatrist. You also need to shut the **** up and stop whining. Just forget about everything, clear your mind. Start concentrating on the positive, not on the negative.

What do you like to do for fun? Do you have any hobbies? If not, then find some. Learn an instrument, go to the gym, take a martial art, do whatever you want. You just need to calm down, maybe listen to some classical music and relax. In life, you gain friends, lose friends, then gain some more. When you start school, get some new friends! It'll be a fresh and exciting start! And before you start school, try to improve yourself! Don't give up on life just because things are going bad right now. I went through the same thing, I was depressed and just felt like a hopeless little punk. But then life started getting better. I stopped slacking off and thinking about how pathetic and hopeless I thought I was, and started thinking, "wow, I am pretty God damn awesome!". I started learning the guitar, singing, and working out. Then I came to this site on how to improve with the ladies. Life is going great, and it was all because I stopped focusing on the negative, and started focusing on how good I look, and how awesome I am. You should do the same.

 

[Kleft]

Suicide is the only option

...my god how wrong you are.
Ok so I was here as well, probably every single person in the world was here, but i have a few suggestions before you do drink a litre of bleach:

1 - Go up to any faggot or guy who bullied you, any guy you hate and kick the ****in **** out of him

2- Go into town, just ****in go for one last time and use the ****est pick up line you can find. Watch her reaction and do what ever the **** you feel like, laugh at her in the face real loud, do whatever

3- Spend all the money you have, every little penny on anything you want

4- Go up to any girl who previously rejected you, with water in your mouth and squirt it at her through your lips or through a cleft in your teeth.

5- Run through your town naked

just do all that ****, hell youre going to die anyway so what do you care?
make your last few hours on earth a ****in blast

 

[Void]

props to insidious and kleft

that's what im doing over my summer