hello djs.
I put a post up a while back proclaiming to be a dj. Apparently I was way off base. I was getting all kinds of girls, and I'm still getting phone numbers, but come to find out when I have feelings and they SUCK.
I was going to call one of the girls on my list to tell her what's up, but this seems to be a much safer place, considering I could possibly get better advice and I won't get a reputation in my hometown for being a whinny a$$. And I have to get this out of my head.
I've been dating this girl for a coupla weeks now, and we went out to the bar last night. Things were going good, she was telling her friends that things were going great between us. I did things right all the way to the end then I fkd up bigtime.
We sang, we played darts, and I pulled it out and she gave me a handjob in the bar. Then we get back to her house, and I asked if she had a good time. Then my drunken stupid a$$ started over analyzing, and I started saying some really dumb sht, like --- why aren't you smiling?, why are you sitting way over there.
Anyhow she said I was being annoying and asked me to leave. I can't blame her one bit. I don't like the fact that I totally went chump on her, but I had been drinking for about 9 hrs. and it so happened my sappy side decided to pay a visit.
I want to go over there and talk things out, but I do know better than that. My mind is trying to rationalize going over there, with things like it would be spontaneous, but if I did that she would probably think she was the prize.
I put a post up a while back proclaiming to be a dj. Apparently I was way off base. I was getting all kinds of girls, and I'm still getting phone numbers, but come to find out when I have feelings and they SUCK.
I was going to call one of the girls on my list to tell her what's up, but this seems to be a much safer place, considering I could possibly get better advice and I won't get a reputation in my hometown for being a whinny a$$. And I have to get this out of my head.
I've been dating this girl for a coupla weeks now, and we went out to the bar last night. Things were going good, she was telling her friends that things were going great between us. I did things right all the way to the end then I fkd up bigtime.
We sang, we played darts, and I pulled it out and she gave me a handjob in the bar. Then we get back to her house, and I asked if she had a good time. Then my drunken stupid a$$ started over analyzing, and I started saying some really dumb sht, like --- why aren't you smiling?, why are you sitting way over there.
Anyhow she said I was being annoying and asked me to leave. I can't blame her one bit. I don't like the fact that I totally went chump on her, but I had been drinking for about 9 hrs. and it so happened my sappy side decided to pay a visit.
I want to go over there and talk things out, but I do know better than that. My mind is trying to rationalize going over there, with things like it would be spontaneous, but if I did that she would probably think she was the prize.
