@Blistex - I actually read this early but thought i would give it some time. Actually right now, I enjoy it for the most part. It's kind of nice and i like the new experience. Couple things i think could be better, but so far any worries I've had I confronted her then if something could be done it was done.
The few things that bother me.
Actually before I start the only reason I had the motivation to log on to the forum today was I got jealous/mad over something really dumb. First time I've had these emotions in forever I'm going to say a little more then necessary to get it off my chest bare with me please. Simply put i saw her walking out to her car with a guy while i was waiting for my brother. I was pissed to begin with because my brother was late. Got a text said i wasn't taking him. looked up saw them still walking together. turned around hurried to my car so i would get stuck behind traffic.The thing is I don't like this guy. He's on the ever increasing list of people i don't like i started senior year... I know it's bad to burn bridges but, **** ALL THESE PEOPLE. Anyway I used to be friends with him he got pretty heavily into drugs so we quit talking. He dated my gf in middle school, has like her since. So in essence they still talk, they are "friends", he's trying to **** her. He has a girlfriend who actually went to my old school, funny enough, and wasn't well liked so she transferred, also into drugs. Two weeks ago this guy attempted to intimidate me and later told my gf he didn't what us dating. I'm not sure if he's graduating with us, nonathletic, bad acne and well known ***** among our mutual friends.
Not sure why I just really wanted to punch him in the face. I still want to.
I know all of that wasn't needed
I get hit on a lot in front of her, ridiculous how many girls want you when you start dating someone.
Only other things that bother me. In June, a good friend of mine told me he had sex with her. She told me the people she says she's had sex with he's not on the list. Other people told me they have ****ed her none of there names were there. I'd like to trust her and i just don't know if my friend would straight up tell me that lie. Her list was at 3 in case it mattered.
The only other thing i'm not sure if I believe. She dated someone for over a year. sexually she said she's done virtually no variety. Which has been changed now, but I'm just not sure i believe that. At the start though she was really reserved, surprisingly so and super tense. Recently shes gotten better and it's more the silly, fun sex I'm use to. I'm kind of under the impression she's just telling me what she thinks i want to hear. However, i would rather just know what's truth or not.
I don't normally think about the above cause it's not as if anything could be done anyway
But, really how it's been so far we hang out 2-3 times a week, rarely text except if we don't hang out for a day or two, or randomly she'll blow up my phone. But less then 1000 texts in the two months we've been having sex. She pretty much does whatever i want her to, comes over around my schedule, never tries to tell me what to do and I'm under the impression she really likes me. I'm actually really enjoying this relationship