4/14/19: Update Frequency, Cold Approaches, My Passions, Alarm Clocks and Being an Idiot
Okay so first things first. I've decided on a good update frequency for this journal. I will do it biweekly. I think that's a good compromise. I just don't want this journal to go over 200 pages. So 52 weeks in a year, I'll post 26 times a year in here. Then let's leave an extra 275 posts for general discussion. That totals to around 300 posts a year, way less than what we've already done. That will ensure that the journal won't go over 200 pages(that estimate is extremely high to compensate for conversation) and I can graduate. It'll be a lonnnnnnnnnnnnnng ass journal, but I'll make progress with every post and I'll be such a freaking boss at the end. Plus we can have discussions on my flaws and it'll give me something to look forward to.
Cold Approach 33, 34, 35
Been doing more Approaches at bars lately since that other girl wanted to ignore me. I'm just gonna meet new women, plain and simple.
On my 33rd Approach, we had a good conversation because it turned out she makes films. She has some very nice t*ts. We'll call her HB Kaiya. I got her number and texted her a couple days later:
Me: Nice to meet you, Kaiya!
Her: It was nice to meet you too
Me: If I ever get some spare time, you should show me some of your film stuff. That's dope!
Her: We'll see
Me: Ok!
Probably could've left of the exclamation points, but what can you do I suppose. I hope that wasn't too needy. So she hit me with that "we'll see" BS that AMS was talking about. On top of that, her texts seem very cold compared to mine. Ladies and gentlemen, we have Low Interest. She took about an hour to respond, so I took an hour as well. I low-key wanna drop her because of that "we'll see" BS, but I might wait a few days and then ask her out for the lols. That'll let me know exactly where I stand. No counteroffer, no interest! Hell, if she doesn't respond then I'll know exactly where I stand.
Following PUA Routines to the letter will help me make sure I'm building the connection during the approach. Increasing my SMV too, of course. LMS. I need to approach heavy if I'm gonna get a LR5 by the end of the semester.
I used to think that I was doing terribly, but I'm really not. Just like Roosh V says, it's a numbers game. He said that only 5-25% of the numbers that you get will result in a date. All you can do is maximize your look(as girls get more and more superficial), get tight Game, and continue to play the Numbers' Game.
I was also talking about why you shouldn't ever blow up a woman's phone with a Natural. He says that you should always be mysterious. She should be thinking, "I hope he texts me!" That can't happen if you're blowing up her phone like a simp. Now this is different in a relationship, but I have zero business pursuing any type of relationship until I've gotten at least 20 Lays. Red Pilled sh*t only.
Nothing remarkable about the other two approaches. Now that I'm following a Red Pilled Algorithmic Approach, I'm just gonna start posting Conversation Logs too so y'all can see exactly what I'm doing.
Blue Pilled Nonsense
No more of this BS about "oh you have to connect with women, just let it happen." Pure Red Pill Algorithms from now on. Although I do like the Nerdlove Approach. I'm just gonna contemplate and keep practicing my approach, to see how it goes.
I love Dr. Nerdlove's stuff but he doesn't agree with The Red Pill at all. Sometimes his content is just a bit Blue Pilled for me.
School
Databases Program 4 is coming up, I've started working on that. I'm setting up housing, summer classes, and looking into these fees. Need to get my Alternate PIN but don't wanna talk to my advisor. I need to keep practicing for Private Violin so I can make sure I have an A in there... Same old boring stuff.
Alarm Clocks
Every single time I go to sleep, even if I'm coming back from a party, I need to set my alarm clock. One thing that I should've learned in high school too. If I expect to be successful, I need to monitor my sleep and breaks like a scientist.
Music, my Passion: Jazz Theory and Jazz Improv
I've really taken a liking to Jazz Theory and Jazz Improv. Even the huge Classical Concertos that I like use jazz type chords in them(you just don't notice it.) I think my violin playing and composing could be improved if I delved into this topic. I want to buy The Jazz Theory Book on Kindle but it's $27... jeez. There's a purchase I'll have to think about. Also if I'm serious about being a musician and not just a pipe dream... I have to practice and compose WAYYYYYYYYY more than I do currently.
Also, even as my chordal vocabulary expands I shouldn't forget about the basic triads. I still need to use them. There's a very clear relationship between chords and scales as well.
This EDM Track I'm composing is starting to sound pretty good. Idk exactly what I'm going for with it, though.
Work Experience
My violin teacher has a bad website. I plan on staying in my college town this summer. He said if I redesign his website from the ground up, he would give me free weekly violin lessons over the summer. I see no reason not to take him up on this. Not only could I get some more Computer Science experience that would look good on my resume, but I'd be saving money and furthering my music passion as well. This is a win win win.
SIDENOTE:
This is random, but I've been putting off listening to and learning the lyrics to mumble rap for sooooo long. I have GOT to get on that. People literally listen to nothing but rap these days