Hey guys i have been here for a while. My story is kind of weird but maybe encouraging for others.
Last summer i met a girl 3 years older than me, experienced with a lot of guys, sex, etc. I was a virgin until summer. WE hang out for 3 weeks and then she left to another country for work, at the week 2 i took her to an hotel and lost my virginity to her, I was so nervous that i couldnt help to tell her, in turn, she said, Woaoo "i dont believe u, why me?" i said, i dont know.
A few days ago she told that if i had said that to her she wouldnt have accepted since she didnt want to traumatize me or anything, I just said i had to take the risk knowing that maybe i wouldnt see her anymore. At the beggining of September she left. I thought i wouldnt see her or talk to her anymore. but she was so alone that she kept calling me and sending emails, telling me that she loved me and stuff. Later she had problems and return after 2 months more or less, prior to her return, she told me if i was mad because she hadnt contact me for a while, i said NO.
She said she had other priorities at the time. She came back really depressed, although she kept telling me to hang out, at the beginning i though she wanted me as a friend. then she started to access more and more we kept hanging out, had sex, etc. Then last time she was amazed by the sex i provide her so a few days ago a convertation aroused from that where she asked me if i was really a virgin since the thing i did the last time was not of a begginer, i told her "of course, you know sometimes we read things" She sees me as a nice guy, i know she is dangerous and i am afraid of getting hurt again badly, she rocks my world but i am scared i cannot deny it.
The worst or best thing of all was that i told her that i liked her since the day a saw her, something in her eyes, personality, etc and that i suffered a lot when she left. We talk about our families and impacted me that her mom was kind of crazy. SHe had talk to me about a LTR she had with a guy and she dump him because she needed to experiment with other guys and was not ready to get married, later she confesed she had feeling for a guy who later left to another country but she had the biggest crush of her life with the friend of that guy whom she have dream about for the last 2 years, even though she kept going out with other guys and had a boyfriend. She said she souldnt be telling me that BUT she said that when she returned she kept hanging out to me, and a few weeks ago from now That guys wrote to her an email telling her to come to his place in another country, she told me that last time she saw him was in july of this year.
She told me all that to explain to me when she had discovered she had feelings for me. When the guy wrote to her, she didnt give a ****, and she told me she had said to herself "this is what i have been waiting for so long" We then talk for a while and told me she wanted me. True or not I think I will never know, But i dont trust her. She had told me before that that guy was dangeous and that attracted her like hell.
Then after that day she wrote me an email saying " you are so cute, i love your trust in me to tell me things about you, i hope i can keep on getting to know u, It is amazing how you keep me coming back for more and more"
Well Thanks for reading the long story of the nice guy with the crazy girl, I will add more things later. I really appreciate your comments
Daytradader
Last summer i met a girl 3 years older than me, experienced with a lot of guys, sex, etc. I was a virgin until summer. WE hang out for 3 weeks and then she left to another country for work, at the week 2 i took her to an hotel and lost my virginity to her, I was so nervous that i couldnt help to tell her, in turn, she said, Woaoo "i dont believe u, why me?" i said, i dont know.
A few days ago she told that if i had said that to her she wouldnt have accepted since she didnt want to traumatize me or anything, I just said i had to take the risk knowing that maybe i wouldnt see her anymore. At the beggining of September she left. I thought i wouldnt see her or talk to her anymore. but she was so alone that she kept calling me and sending emails, telling me that she loved me and stuff. Later she had problems and return after 2 months more or less, prior to her return, she told me if i was mad because she hadnt contact me for a while, i said NO.
She said she had other priorities at the time. She came back really depressed, although she kept telling me to hang out, at the beginning i though she wanted me as a friend. then she started to access more and more we kept hanging out, had sex, etc. Then last time she was amazed by the sex i provide her so a few days ago a convertation aroused from that where she asked me if i was really a virgin since the thing i did the last time was not of a begginer, i told her "of course, you know sometimes we read things" She sees me as a nice guy, i know she is dangerous and i am afraid of getting hurt again badly, she rocks my world but i am scared i cannot deny it.
The worst or best thing of all was that i told her that i liked her since the day a saw her, something in her eyes, personality, etc and that i suffered a lot when she left. We talk about our families and impacted me that her mom was kind of crazy. SHe had talk to me about a LTR she had with a guy and she dump him because she needed to experiment with other guys and was not ready to get married, later she confesed she had feeling for a guy who later left to another country but she had the biggest crush of her life with the friend of that guy whom she have dream about for the last 2 years, even though she kept going out with other guys and had a boyfriend. She said she souldnt be telling me that BUT she said that when she returned she kept hanging out to me, and a few weeks ago from now That guys wrote to her an email telling her to come to his place in another country, she told me that last time she saw him was in july of this year.
She told me all that to explain to me when she had discovered she had feelings for me. When the guy wrote to her, she didnt give a ****, and she told me she had said to herself "this is what i have been waiting for so long" We then talk for a while and told me she wanted me. True or not I think I will never know, But i dont trust her. She had told me before that that guy was dangeous and that attracted her like hell.
Then after that day she wrote me an email saying " you are so cute, i love your trust in me to tell me things about you, i hope i can keep on getting to know u, It is amazing how you keep me coming back for more and more"
Well Thanks for reading the long story of the nice guy with the crazy girl, I will add more things later. I really appreciate your comments
Daytradader
alright well that's my take if you need anything any help or just want to chat feel free to contact me.