AsianLover: Not to sounds like a **** but, in your videos you really sound like you're forcing your voice to be that low. It just doesn't sound natural to me. Ruins the presentation.
Maxtro said:
Joined clubs, sports team, a lair. Working on my education. In the gym three times a week. Force myself to be more social. Read lots of material related to PU. Talk to women whenever I'm around them.
Props. That's the way to do it.
Right now, life feels very draining. Sometimes I wish I could just stay in bed the whole day.
Today, I had a hell of a shift at work and it didn't tire me all that much. It was hard work and it was long, but I'm not falling apart. Physically somewhat sore, but mentally I'm fidgety like a 5 year old and I can't wait for tomorrow like it's Christmas eve. I'm slightly exaggerating.
Something might be off. Have you tried working on the diet and maybe just chilling out mentally? Stress can be very draining, and your current changes could be stressing you out a little bit. If you're feeling bad maybe it's time to slow down a little bit so you can go the distance.
Or maybe you're not feeding your body properly. More active means more carbs and veggies required and the right ones.
The only thing I even remotely look forward to is going to school where I can talk to my oneitis. But when I stop and think for a second, I know that she doesn't care about me at all and that just makes me feel worse.
I feel like going down a slow drain and I'm just waiting to get completely sucked in.
That's not good. If there's something we can do here just ask man.
I'm glad to see you're making positive changes. Hopefully they'll feel like that too instead of a chore.