Nexus Polaris
Senior Don Juan
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"With great power comes great responsibility."
That's the most accurate quote I've ever read in my life right now.
I've read things for years on what to do if your game fails you, but I've never read one thing on what to do if your game works too well.
I got a very sweet girl to cheat on her boyfriend of 3 years because I had too much to drink and didn't have the sense not to let it go that far. I was on autopilot. And I was good. Everything I was saying and doing was landing. I didn't just get this girl to cheat, I got her to do things she never in a million years would have imagined she'd be doing. I unlocked her inner freak. And the whole time she had this mouth gaped open look on her face as if to say, "I can't believe I'm doing this, and I can't believe I'm enjoying it."
This in and of itself is not bad. What is bad is that she's the sister of a close friend of mine, and I might have just destroyed my friendship with an entire circle of people who are very close to me. Not only that, but I know her boyfriend, and he's a good guy. I feel like an asshòle.
The only thing I don't feel completely shìtty about is that this girl wasn't just a random piece of hot ass to me. I had had a genuine interest in this girl for about a year after I had a really nice long conversation with her a year prior, and we really seemed to click. There was a lot of chemistry.
But now I feel tremendously guilty.
Be careful what you ask for. I wanted to be that guy who was so good that nobody felt comfortable leaving their girlfriend alone with him. Now that I have that, I feel a lot less cool about it.
That's the most accurate quote I've ever read in my life right now.
I've read things for years on what to do if your game fails you, but I've never read one thing on what to do if your game works too well.
I got a very sweet girl to cheat on her boyfriend of 3 years because I had too much to drink and didn't have the sense not to let it go that far. I was on autopilot. And I was good. Everything I was saying and doing was landing. I didn't just get this girl to cheat, I got her to do things she never in a million years would have imagined she'd be doing. I unlocked her inner freak. And the whole time she had this mouth gaped open look on her face as if to say, "I can't believe I'm doing this, and I can't believe I'm enjoying it."
This in and of itself is not bad. What is bad is that she's the sister of a close friend of mine, and I might have just destroyed my friendship with an entire circle of people who are very close to me. Not only that, but I know her boyfriend, and he's a good guy. I feel like an asshòle.
The only thing I don't feel completely shìtty about is that this girl wasn't just a random piece of hot ass to me. I had had a genuine interest in this girl for about a year after I had a really nice long conversation with her a year prior, and we really seemed to click. There was a lot of chemistry.
But now I feel tremendously guilty.
Be careful what you ask for. I wanted to be that guy who was so good that nobody felt comfortable leaving their girlfriend alone with him. Now that I have that, I feel a lot less cool about it.