Well ,on a serious note: I did come to the conclusion that I've been a fecking bytch azz version of myself for the longest time tho..
I've prayed abs cursed and prayed some more, today I finally woke up pain free...after 7 days. First chicken broth i managed to eat / drink without throwing up in a week!!!
(allhough I am full of meds ). Ive been extremely ungrateful and spoiled..eye opener was necessary.
Time to change it up. The biggest takeaway is that I will work my azz off to be a positive person. Feck all the pitty patty small bs. No amount of money, muscles or hoes will save you once its time. Its all replaceable..health is NOT!!
yeah but don’t be expecting anything.
You could get hit by a bus tomorrow.
you could do it all right and get random illness
I know tons of slobbish people who are going Great
I know some healthy fkers who already died
where’s the contract? The one that says if you do x, y and z you live to 105?
It’s a good thing to do what you can, now, to change your future BUT here is the secret. Well, it’s not my secret and I’m not trying to sell you something. It’s just how I see things.
the only thing that matters is this present moment. You don’t listen to a song thinking about how long the ending will be, the length of the song doesn’t matter. What matters are the twists and turns, the key changes, the build up of tension and the release.
it’s not a race, it’s a dance so just strut your stuff, now, right now, as the day will come when you can’t strut and the song is over.
we might be saying the same things but don’t get wedded to the idea that you can really influence your health. You do your best, but all that matters is right here, right now.
momento mori my friend. I’m glad you had this gift.
