My Struggles with my sexuality

[Arup Ghose]

My name is Arup Ghose and well, I brown. Hindu. Yeah, I know. I'm a brown guy, which means I'm skinny and lack muscular curvature. I also have a very tiny brown penis which I know all women will be and have been very disappointed with.

I have a great job, but somehow that just doesn't help. I've tried lately meeting with white friends in an effort to make myself marginally cooler by having a white guy next to me. I find it helps me get white women, but the advantage is minimal. I am very jealous of white men and even other brown guys who have more technical abilities and talent than I do.

Lately I've been attempting to make amateur movies and failing very badly. I like to tell talented white actresses that I make period pieces. This fails to impress them, as they can see through my lies in a way that the white trailer trash I take to Disney world do not.

Even though I meet lots of people, and am an expert and manipulating people do my will I am utterly unattractive, unappealing and bald.

What can I do?

 

[foreverAFC]

lift iron, its the only thing you can do

 

[Solomon]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=968YVNNBkbw

 

[foreverAFC]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=968YVNNBkbw

i disagree with this guy, i think escorts are a great option if you dont want to put up with womens games or if you are the type of guy who women just arent interested in, there are hb8 and 9 escorts that are well reviewed that will let you fck 15 minutes for 80-100 dollars, women that would never give me the time of day in real life no matter how much i work on myself

a regular date can easily cost more than that and you may not even get some, but if you find a hot young slut who gives you a quickie for a hundred or less how can you pass that up when its a sure deal and if she has high reviews

face it not all of us can become ladies men or want to deal with playing games or having to deal with emotions, social media has made escorts way more accessible and much safer, websites like www.myredbook.com let people view ads and leave reviews so you know you arent seeing someone who is going to rob you or arrest you

in fact some pornstars escort as well on some of these sites, its possible for fck some of your favorite pornstars for a couple hundred bucks, some charge way more

even the strip clubs here in SF which are basically all prostitution fronts anyway are funner than most dates, there is a hb8 thin blonde with huge fake tits at one of the clubs i like to go to who jerks me off and lets me **** her huge tits in the private dance for an extra $100, and she does a real good job, better than any gf i had in the past could do it, she gets me off REAL good, and what makes it better is that i can get drunk and high in the parking lot before i go in there and have this gorgeous woman service me as i sit back and relax, as a single man making enough money for myself spending a little cash here and there for this kind of service really isnt a big deal in my opinion and its a lot of fun

 

[Arup Ghose]

The thing is I want people to respect me as a director, but it's just not working. I have this friend Curt who makes awesome movie after awesome movie, and he's even more of a looser than me and makes less money.

I find myself jacking off to bisexual dungeon porn because I've been rejected so much by even fat and flat asian women.

If anyone I knew found out i was ****ing escorts and trying to be the new woody allen it would be the end of me.

I'm a man aren't I.

Why don't women respect me?

 

[Solomon]

i disagree with this guy, i think escorts are a great option if you dont want to put up with womens games or if you are the type of guy who women just arent interested in, there are hb8 and 9 escorts that are well reviewed that will let you fck 15 minutes for 80-100 dollars, women that would never give me the time of day in real life no matter how much i work on myself

a regular date can easily cost more than that and you may not even get some, but if you find a hot young slut who gives you a quickie for a hundred or less how can you pass that up when its a sure deal and if she has high reviews

face it not all of us can become ladies men or want to deal with playing games or having to deal with emotions, social media has made escorts way more accessible and much safer, websites like www.myredbook.com let people view ads and leave reviews so you know you arent seeing someone who is going to rob you or arrest you

in fact some pornstars escort as well on some of these sites, its possible for fck some of your favorite pornstars for a couple hundred bucks, some charge way more

even the strip clubs here in SF which are basically all prostitution fronts anyway are funner than most dates, there is a hb8 thin blonde with huge fake tits at one of the clubs i like to go to who jerks me off and lets me **** her huge tits in the private dance for an extra $100, and she does a real good job, better than any gf i had in the past could do it, she gets me off REAL good, and what makes it better is that i can get drunk and high in the parking lot before i go in there and have this gorgeous woman service me as i sit back and relax, as a single man making enough money for myself spending a little cash here and there for this kind of service really isnt a big deal in my opinion and its a lot of fun

I've banged a handfull of new chicks this month

U know how much I spend on dates?

$0

Who has a $100 to blow on a handjob? you're doing it fuccing wrong, sorry but even if I take a chick on a date I'm not spending a $100 for a lame handjob

Please go

 

[Jaylan]

I've banged a handfull of new chicks this month

U know how much I spend on dates?

$0

Who has a $100 to blow on a handjob? you're doing it fuccing wrong, sorry but even if I take a chick on a date I'm not spending a $100 for a lame handjob

Please go

This.

I dunno why guys keep acting like you need to spend money to get laid.

You dont guys, you dont.

And escorts do nothing to help you game women. Men are here to take women off the pedestal. Paying for poon puts it on a pedestal. All you gotta do is hone your real life skills and you can bang women without jumping through hoops or wasting cash.

 

[foreverAFC]

I've banged a handfull of new chicks this month

U know how much I spend on dates?

$0

Who has a $100 to blow on a handjob? you're doing it fuccing wrong, sorry but even if I take a chick on a date I'm not spending a $100 for a lame handjob

Please go

hey thats great for you but not everyone else can do the same, if i could bang tons of chicks without having to spend a dime i obviously would, but i cant so im going to buy a bottle and a sack of weed and have a hot blonde jerk me off all over her huge tits for some cash instead

 

[Arup Ghose]

Even on an all guy pick up artists thread people ignore me. Oh I feel so alone and inferior to everyone.

 

[Stort_Brød]

ok I mean no offense at all from what I am about to say, just remember I am trying to put it as bluntly as possible.

you simply need a tune up bro. all I am reading from you is I cant this and they don't that and I want these.... no wonder you aren't getting jack **** mate, how do you expect people to respect you if you don't even respect yourself?
all you have written about is complaint after complaint, you know exactly where you have gone wrong but I havent seen you say something about doing anything about it.

you have a great job - so invest even more time into it to make it the best ****en job ever. then you will reap even more rewards from it.

you are a stick figure without muscle - look at the bollywood star Hrithik Roshan i bet he wasn't always like that. invest time and effort into exercise, you don't have to be massively muscle bound to get chicks the tone as hell guys get them just as easy. check this link out

http://www.bodybuilding.com/fun/hrithik-roshan-rediscovers-athleticism-with-kris-gethin.html

you have a small **** - not much is going to change that but your insecurities show when you are around a female. best advice I can give you here is just learn to live with it and don't worry about it. get her worked up before getting your gear off until she is begging for you to make her squirt all over the walls. then she won't care about your ****.

you want a white guy standing next to you - well then who do you think the ladies are going to go for you or him? you guessed it. you are a man and need to stand on your own two feet. doesn't matter if you are with someone or not because they are still going to have the same impression of you either way unless you have a decent wing man not just a mate.

you are failing at making your movies while your mate is succeeding - well he is probably investing his time into his films rather than jacking off to bisexual dungeon porn. if he is your friend then why don't you ask him to do a film together that way you can really get to know his style and have someone to bounce ideas off and gain information.

you don't want to **** escorts - well this one is entirely up to you, im not a cash for gash man myself but I can see the advantages of it. you get to **** the **** out of some HB8 and don't have to deal with talking to her or listening just pay, ****, leave easy as 123, and could prove to be a confidence booster. If you are really that afraid of someone knowing that you paid for a root then go to one out of town or in a different district than where you live.

why don't women respect you - because you don't respect yourself.

I'm a man aren't I - well if you have to ask that question you probably aren't.

so all in all you need to stop worrying about all the negatives and start concentrating on the positives and how you are going to get what you want. you know all too well your faults now it is time to figure out why and how you are making these mistakes and correct them. the longer you leave these matters unattended the harder it will be to fix them.

 

[Arup Ghose]

I'm like dying for acceptance. I even thought I bought the loyalty of this hot white guy hoping he'd be my wing man. But even he abandonded me.

Curt is beating me with his technical skill.

I'm never going to be a great Mr. Director.

If only I could get into shape and not be stupid.

 

[HoneyHitter]

Even on an all guy pick up artists thread people ignore me. Oh I feel so alone and inferior to everyone.

Guys, please stop feeding the troll. This is getting too disgusting. And there's a lot of hints in the OP suggesting that it's probably been written by a female.

 

[Stort_Brød]

Guys, please stop feeding the troll. This is getting too disgusting. And there's a lot

pretty much agree... either learn to improve or accept the fact you will stay below even an AFC

 

[Arup Ghose]

You've given me some good advice and something to think about. But here's the thing my mate is brown too, and he doesn't have my problems.

He's got an aweful personallity and white guys and women prefer being around him to me.

 

[skinnyguy]

I've banged a handfull of new chicks this month

U know how much I spend on dates?

$0

Who has a $100 to blow on a handjob? you're doing it fuccing wrong, sorry but even if I take a chick on a date I'm not spending a $100 for a lame handjob

Please go

That just means you have low standards.

If I wanted to bang fat chicks, I wouldn't have to spend money either. But if you want to bang an actually hottie, you have to spend, whether it's going to the club or whatever. They aren't going to bang a guy for free unless he's a 9+.

I'm not for buying escorts. They make you feel even more depressed.

I'm fine with paying 10-20 bucks to take out a girl. I'm not broke and have money to spend on dates. If you think it's "beta" to spend money on a girl initially, you have mental problems and will end up alone.

 

[Solomon]

That just means you have low standards.

If I wanted to bang fat chicks, I wouldn't have to spend money either. But if you want to bang an actually hottie, you have to spend, whether it's going to the club or whatever. They aren't going to bang a guy for free unless he's a 9+.

I'm not for buying escorts. They make you feel even more depressed.

I'm fine with paying 10-20 bucks to take out a girl. I'm not broke and have money to spend on dates. If you think it's "beta" to spend money on a girl initially, you have mental problems and will end up alone.

This is a strawman argument or better yet a major fallacy in your logic

If you're meeting women through various channels it's actually quite easy to go on dates that are free or cheap. It's still warm out where you can take a woman to the park or lake for a walk. Also if you're game is tight you can actually get a woman to come to your place. This happens every night across the world when men have a one night stands etc. One of my buddies banged 10 chicks in a month once(without using online dating) and did not take a single on a date, hell he didn't even had a car at that point!
another buddy I have bangs 3 new chicks a week via POF. You assume that just because a woman is hot that you have to shell out big bucks, this is a scarcity or beta mindset. Women are women the higher value you have in her eyes the more risque she is willing to behave.

I've had hot women who I didn't have to do **** for suck my **** after only knowing me for two hours and then there where ugly chicks I took on endless dates and never even got a hand job so go figure.

I don't think it's beta at all to pay for dates, I actually think it's a small price to pay in the long run and sometimes even worth it. However if I know I can get a girl to come out for free or to my place why wouldn't I? I had two chicks who 6 months ago where adamant about me taking them out etc. Flash forward both chicks came to my place and I banged one easily. I got another chick who fell of my radar back in March we went on one date but guess what we got plans for her to come to my place tomorrow and she is cute Why? sometimes it's all about timing, nothing better then a chick who just got out of a relationship and vulnerable

 

[Iceberg]

Guys, please stop feeding the troll. This is getting too disgusting. And there's a lot of hints in the OP suggesting that it's probably been written by a female.

The funny thing is, 75% of the posts in this thread aren't even directed at him. The troll's thread is getting trolled.

 

[BraddH]

This is a strawman argument or better yet a major fallacy in your logic

If you're meeting women through various channels it's actually quite easy to go on dates that are free or cheap. It's still warm out where you can take a woman to the park or lake for a walk. Also if you're game is tight you can actually get a woman to come to your place. This happens every night across the world when men have a one night stands etc. One of my buddies banged 10 chicks in a month once(without using online dating) and did not take a single on a date, hell he didn't even had a car at that point!
another buddy I have bangs 3 new chicks a week via POF. You assume that just because a woman is hot that you have to shell out big bucks, this is a scarcity or beta mindset. Women are women the higher value you have in her eyes the more risque she is willing to behave.

I've had hot women who I didn't have to do **** for suck my **** after only knowing me for two hours and then there where ugly chicks I took on endless dates and never even got a hand job so go figure.

I don't think it's beta at all to pay for dates, I actually think it's a small price to pay in the long run and sometimes even worth it. However if I know I can get a girl to come out for free or to my place why wouldn't I? I had two chicks who 6 months ago where adamant about me taking them out etc. Flash forward both chicks came to my place and I banged one easily. I got another chick who fell of my radar back in March we went on one date but guess what we got plans for her to come to my place tomorrow and she is cute Why? sometimes it's all about timing, nothing better then a chick who just got out of a relationship and vulnerable

You are damn wrong on this one. The higher value you are in her eyes, the more ****ty bull**** tests she will give you.

Any moment, any chance she gets, any chance given and she will track you down to your hippy betadorm. Be careful, and don't teach stupid shvts. You are simply stupid.

 

[skinnyguy]

This is a strawman argument or better yet a major fallacy in your logic

If you're meeting women through various channels it's actually quite easy to go on dates that are free or cheap. It's still warm out where you can take a woman to the park or lake for a walk. Also if you're game is tight you can actually get a woman to come to your place. This happens every night across the world when men have a one night stands etc. One of my buddies banged 10 chicks in a month once(without using online dating) and did not take a single on a date, hell he didn't even had a car at that point!
another buddy I have bangs 3 new chicks a week via POF. You assume that just because a woman is hot that you have to shell out big bucks, this is a scarcity or beta mindset. Women are women the higher value you have in her eyes the more risque she is willing to behave.

I've had hot women who I didn't have to do **** for suck my **** after only knowing me for two hours and then there where ugly chicks I took on endless dates and never even got a hand job so go figure.

I don't think it's beta at all to pay for dates, I actually think it's a small price to pay in the long run and sometimes even worth it. However if I know I can get a girl to come out for free or to my place why wouldn't I? I had two chicks who 6 months ago where adamant about me taking them out etc. Flash forward both chicks came to my place and I banged one easily. I got another chick who fell of my radar back in March we went on one date but guess what we got plans for her to come to my place tomorrow and she is cute Why? sometimes it's all about timing, nothing better then a chick who just got out of a relationship and vulnerable

Well that's good for you, but I'm guessing you are better looking than the original poster. If Matt Damon came on here and posted "you guys are losers, it's so easy to pick up chicks", he would have no credibility. The point is to try to help this poster, not mock him.

If your friend randomly bangs chicks on POF, he either 1) has low standards or 2) is good looking.

If your advice to the original poster is to lower his standards, then yes, you'd have some credibility. But bragging about your sex life does nothing for the conversation.

 

[Solomon]

You are damn wrong on this one. The higher value you are in her eyes, the more ****ty bull**** tests she will give you.

Any moment, any chance she gets, any chance given and she will track you down to your hippy betadorm. Be careful, and don't teach stupid shvts. You are simply stupid.

Yeah you're right a guy whose banged chicks in the triple digits and has done over 4,000 approaches in 4 years(2008-2012) is full of it

BraddH you're a self-admitted 17 year old kid, I can't take you serious nor care to rebuttal your b.s. when you get half the experience I got under your belt or even half the apporaches then maybe we can spar until then stay in your lane

But I'm curious how many women have you approached?

Just answer me that

@Skinnyguy I wasn't bragging just simply letting people that there is way not to spend money, once again the game is really easy once you realize what your weakness are and work on them